Everything on the list - Checked .

I'm having a major breakdown as if nothing makes sense so if you ask me how I'm doing , I would say I'm doing just fine . I would lie and say nothing is on my mind . But when I go out and I sit down and I saw people smiling all around Finally I was force to face the truth . No matter what I say I still couldnt think of any possible way . I can say that my last day of 2011 is magnificent yet again I'm lying . Guess a girl like me have a weak point too . 

Peace be upon us :) Today is Saturday as we all know its the last day of 2011 and the last day I'll cheerish forever . To be honest seriously I'm not a fan of 2011 and If I really could I would turn back those times I wanna be child again I wanna break things even more , laugh all over stupid things , go on a journey everyday , smile eventhough it hurts , I dont wanna hold back any tears and definitely no more regrets . Thats what I wanna do but life doesnt go backwards it keeps on moving forward so what I have to do now is forget the past and see the future . 2012 is gonna be the year I promise this , the year where I wont cry over silly things smile whenever I feel like and laugh like nothing is gonna stop me . I hereby declare myself officially to a Challenging New Year of course its gonna be Happy but we know happy doesnt always drop by it's not gonna be around us all the time . I wont asure you that is gonna be sweet but the journey is worth a thousand miles when you look back .

I know a lot of people have been expecting this New Year 2012 hoping that life would change , but to me its just a new beginning nothing to be brag about . Everyday is just the same , date and time is just a number as a matter of fact 01/01/12 do teach me something that you are given a chance to live your life but remember this always , Just because a day doesnt start out good enough doesnt mean it's going to end up bad - anonymous. Feel that heartbeat in your chest ? It's called purpose . You live for a reason and dont leave without one . Thats it I'm writing too much as I was just taking a break from doing my tons of homework #sigh . I'll be back when my desk is clean *pinkypromise but I dont thinks its gonna be shiny enough :P Ah-haa I almost forgot all those thing my parents said to me , and this is just something I wont let it slip out of my mind and to be share . Have a blast last Saturday :')

 " Do not hope for a New Year to change yourself , If you want to you would have done it few years ago " ♥ Mommy

xoxo ,

NewYear M

Alhamdulillah brrr , nomnomnom hihi Assalamualaikum so yeah well um hey yupp done . Just wanna say that me and my prettiest little bestfriends just had a funfunfun dinner together all five of us except dacyn cause um maybe she's still in Korea *tengokmukasayayangjealousgilanakmatimacamnampak* HAHA panjang gila kan well back to the story we ate at Mr. Kapten Steamboat and Grill #heaven hihi tepuk tangan sikit . Arrived at 5.30 and straight back to home at 8 . Cool much isnt it cause we dont really get to hang out together that much paling lama jumpa pun kat school or tusyen *cehh but definitely we love each other so much till we can read each others mind .

 Lemme tell you something that ----> only your true bestfriend understand you the most , even when you didnt say anything or put on a silent mode they can still figure it out . Thats what special about bestfriend not a word comes out but thousands running through your mind they can still detect it :* And I found them thankyou My Lord :') So at Kapten the decorations sumpah cute and very classy to put it simple memang cun and elegant nice job . The food was great I'm so full cause all I think about was food so anything comes in the name of food I'll be grateful :P see how much I love food ? More than anything - correct LOL . To describe more about Kapten I need my camera but unfortunately since I got back from KL I didnt charge it so yeah so long adios muchos nachos EOS and Hello Nikon thanks to Nadia's camera we captured our memories together <3 Got to wait till Nadee upload it cause patience is the key to success padahal tak ado kono mongono . Got it ? Tapayah pun takpe sebab banyak merepekus tetikus . Thats it nak tengok t to the b to the tv . Kbye Assalamualaikum

Ahhaaa before that enjoy our picture together #walaupun bukan di Kapten hikhok .

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Five Is Awsome but Six Is Even More Awsomer :* Pelam-os 

xoxo , 

Super M

My Jung Il Woo Scheduler :'( Okay so now officially the FlowerBoy I'm watching is done . Totally done and super sad . Stop smiling Cha Chi Soo cause I'm not happy *cair* :/ The ending was mmm - nice . Watch if you wanna know what happened :P toodles 

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And yeah totally absolutely certainly one hundred percent not to forget that I Am 

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Done Kbye nak nangissss ahhhh ceni . Choi Kang Hyuk Onion pergi mano ? T.T tapayah nak gedik sangat I know what you're thinking #Immapyshicpyshco ? Sukahati ahhhhhhh me diediediediedie watching him -,- Oh by the way I fell in love with Shayne Orok new song cepat click his name :) tee-hee Goodnight have a blast

xoxo , 

M-ChaChiSoo<3