I'm having a major breakdown as if nothing makes sense so if you ask me how I'm doing , I would say I'm doing just fine . I would lie and say nothing is on my mind . But when I go out and I sit down and I saw people smiling all around Finally I was force to face the truth . No matter what I say I still couldnt think of any possible way . I can say that my last day of 2011 is magnificent yet again I'm lying . Guess a girl like me have a weak point too .