i dont know want to write . so im gonna tell everyone for once and for all that dengan ini saya SitiMariamIbrahim akan berangkat ke asrama MRSM-UDA :? iknow tsk tsk right --' watte fuuuu ? kdahstop crying i know bloggie gonna miss me much, hihi xP but its for my own good . i want to feel what its like to be a dorm kinda nerdy and dorky student HAHA :P not that im saying all budak asrama nerdy for sure NOT okay (peace) i want to be in your own shoes feeling lonely and stuff . cehhhh tee-hee :) ACTUALLY the main reason  nak masuk asrama nii is for my own sake . you know me , online 5jam bukak buku 2jam pon dh ngantuk --' okayokay i know im a lazyyy pants :PP kdg2 je lahh but now i wannabe a goodgoody student dgn masuk asrama without facebook and online-ing everythinggg , nak prep jgk . nak mkn and study ikut timetable . its gonna be a superB funfunfun like rebecca black-Fridayy punya FUN :P okay peeps wish me luck . im gonna go and lock myself in a room for a WEEK i repeat a WEEK . insyaAllah :) hihi pray fer me . muahh thanks

asrama MRSM-UDA here we goooooo :) 

p/s : asrama Mrsm-Uda sememangnya tak wujud so tolonglah do me a favor . jgn pergi tanya your mom or dad or even your school teachers wether or not you can apply for this school SEBAB -----> sekolah ini memang tak WUJUD sama sekali . ini hanya rekaan semata2 tak ada kena mengena dgn yg hidup atau pun yg sudah mati. kPEACEOUT people . byee i'll be backkkk wait fer me

xoxo , missing M

sitimariamibrahim coool laike dat . haha k PERASAN --'

tgok dato tuh perhh handsome :P hihi nak duit atukk ? peace

budak2 dpt anugerah cemerlang gini lah . excited telebih melompat2 mcm katak :)

the best day ever , i got debate yesterday . k i sucks A lotttt , peace (Y) i know takdelah gagap just nervous mcm biasa and then i FAIL i think . erhhh k wtv stop thinking bout it dem my brain . balik sch was AWSOMEEE :) ahhh i saw everyone with their happy faces . energetic gilaa mybe sbb lama tak jumpa . iloveUDAmuch hihi xP

hihi okay we're sooooo J COOL . JO-YEAH magnesium oxide :D

k benda nii dh bezaman since cuti sch one week tp tk sempat2 nk update , sorry yeahh fatin :) me lebiu you and all the pelamove . fatin or i loved to called her atentonten slept at my house after pegy cs and do the SASA thingy . coooolio giloo we do the nailpolish thingy and then ajak erin and arissa to watch 127hours . perhh SUPERB FUN . girls we really dem should do this more often :D lovelovelove it . so let the picts talk rather than my hands walking cause im tired all edi . try to enjoy it bloggers , happy face pls :P tee-hee

talk to the hand :P haha

still in our pyjama'S mama'S HOYEAHH .

my house messy sket k SORRY atentonten .

after being so much cooool . my nails my nails tee-hee xD

for more information please check out atentonten blog which is more colourful and more entertaining than mine ------> CHINGUYA means friends in korean ,

kFINE haha xP ilovemygirls damn much <3 muahhh :* thanks for all the rainbows in my life 

Never ever ever met a guy so fly

Got me hooked like apple pie, I

Think I'm falling and I don't know why

But I won't fight these butterflies

'Cause I'm all about him, him, him, him, him

And he's all about me, me, me, me, me

And we don't give a dang, dang, dang, dang, dang

About nobody-e-e-e

hihi we both loved this song . awww OMEL lah tupai :) 

p/s : the pink colour is the tupai part and me the purple colour part . kgedikdahbyee --'

After all the things you put me through, still I come right back

But now I know the truth, I can finally see

You only want me when you're lonely 

If I say I'm gonna leave, that's the only time you want me

Next time you need me there I won't make it

Another late night call I won't take it

Cuz now i finally see, you only want me when you're lonely

Only when you're lonely
Had me fooled from the start and I quickly gave my heart
Cuz I loved you, loved you

But this is what happens when you're a lonely girl 

with no one to turn you

Now I'm stronger, don't need you any longer
So get off your knees, your words don't mean anything
Nothing's ever changing, decisions you can't make it

You just think of yourself and never me at all
If you're with your friends, you just string me along
But I won't allow it anymore, so it's time for me to move on

Next time you want me there i wont make it .

if you dont like me dont judge me . nobody said that you had to like me . i wasnt put on this earth to entertain anyone . i lived my life the way i pleased . so F yeahhh :) thankyou (Y)

dear readers ,

never ever ever EVER let anybody bring you down even a slightest bit , regardless of what they say , never bring those words to your heart . they dont know you , they dont know your story . they only make assumptions, talking shits behind your back cause they like to judge people the way they are . let them have their fun making guesses at what kind of person you are . because in the end , you know WHO YOU ARE and thats all that matters . people like that doesnt have TRUE FRIENDS like you do so TAKE A DEEP BREATH and WALK AWAY :) you're a strong person believe me someday they will regret whatever they did to you . KARMA 

xoxo , Mariam Ibrahim :)

somehow in some way i didnt go to school this morning . hoooyeah i feel coooool and awsome . k obviously not sebab im sick , i cant feel a thing :'( i've been sick like 2 weeks and tak baikbaik lagi , GREAT :) homeworksss duhhhh for sure tak siap lg , sentuh pon tgk2 jeh sebab i dont understand a thing bout it . so GOODBYE hw and HELL-O rotan :D i aint do nothing i repeat not-a-thing . its not my faulttttt. kay its my fault cos im lazy like that but no worries lah kan , keep calm and take a deep breath . START TO PANIC NOW CAUSE I HAVENT DO ANYTHING YET . HELLLLLL-O books i'm coming now :'( pain pain go away come again another day . 

OKAY BACKSTABBER HOWS LIFE WITHOUT ME ? 

PRETTY SUCKS RIGHT . PEACE 

im tired of losing friends
im tired of drama
im tired of being lied to
im tired of being used
im tired of fake people 
im tired of hearing lies by lies
im tired of not sleeping
im tired of missing and loving people
im tired of hiding my feelings
im tired of understanding
ABOVE ALL OF THAT 
im tired of trying every single day 

alhamdulillah :) i love my life , teheee (Y) everythings fine with or without you EXCEPT FRIENDS and FAMILY lah kan . me and aten go to cs around 2 and do some lepak stuff plus shoppinggg :D i saw erin md ali at JCo . me love you baby , and then we take a cab back to casa impiana together with her friend . cooooool gila and when we arrived we called arissa to hang with us . part nii serious best cause we do the girls girls thingy which is NAIL POLISHING , haha xP random awsomeeee. we stayed up till night and watch 127 hours with arissa's macbook pro , pewitttt . that night me and aten got to be the CHEF wannabe . hihi i masak cheese spaghetti tro-LOLOL belive me or not its up to you . TAK CAYE SUDAH ADE AKU KESAH ? *jkjkjk kay peaceee haha . then arissa have to go home , her mom ajak all of us go to McD to eat burger or something but fatin so shyshy so we didnt go , tinggal 3 orang . you know what , we have our BURN BOOOOK :P LOL we're soooo dem coool like that hihi pretty girls rock laikee that (Y) i got to go so toodles dudes and babes . have a nice day :)

xoxo , AWSOME M

im in the middle of going to sleep and still online-ing :P yeahhh BOOO me i know . currently its 3 a.m and i haven't sleep yet . YEAYYY me so coooool aite . kdahthanksbye gonna get some sleep cause tomorrow i got debate stuff and perbincangan with mahsuri habin and nadhirah . hope tomorrow's gonna be fine . after bncg im gonna go to @intanazihah's house lepaklepak insyaAllah if OUR mom wills ----> me and @fatinkamila wanna go to SASA and watch some movies IF sempat lah kan . i repeat IF :) saturday nak jenguk kentoi dkt zoo InsyaAllah and to camp biodiversiti's students , ahhhh miss you guys effing much . idk why maybe 4days and 3nights with you dudes and babes smpai terbawak2 pegy rumah . Pak Usop and Pak Zul you both i dah anggap mcm bapak , imiss PakJi humour and hilarious jokes plus ke-JAWA an nya , imiss makcik and pakcik punya masakan UTARA ahhh yummyydelicious , imiss abg and akak facilitators , abg Tuah yg klu nak di ikutkan mmg tak betuah langsung sbb dia takutkan2 pastu baling lumpur kt kepala aku , PERHHH im starting to miss all this thing . scary me aitee ==' toodles peeps . muahhhmuahh and i'm missing my only one @aliahothman yang currently at indonesia :') have fun GIRL . tcare

xoxo , AWSOME M

im soooooo L to the A to the M to the E ----> LAME . JAPAN earthquake plus tsunami ? nauzubillah aite . i hope Msia's gonna be alright and jauh drpd bencana alam AMINAMINYARABBALAMIN . sometimes i do forget to say alhamdulillah when im excited or something . see stupid me , iknow iknow. astaghfiruallahalazim 
to all muslims all over the world and somewhere out there be strong cause we know that Allah is always by our side . do believe that THE END OF THE WORLD or we called it as Kiamat is almost near us , God forgive me pretty pinky pleaseeee :'(

dear Allah ,
ampunilah dosa-dosa kami umat Islam , terangilah hati kami . tunjukkanlah kami jalan yang benar dan hindarilah kami daripada tipu daya syaitan , yaajuj maajuj , dajal dan segala kesesatan yang nyata mahupun tersembunyi . sesungguhnya Kau-lah tempat kami bersandar dan berharap dari segala kesusahan . tempatkan lah kami umat Islam di sisi mu di akhirat kelak . AminAminYaRabbalAlamin :')

this post is totally dedicated to CAHAYA SAMSURI and SURIA SAMSURI my two lovely twins . seriously i love both of them :* dyorang kembar seiras hee :) they're cooool SUPER fun and understanding . panggil dyorg aya and uya , they're both GREAT FRIENDS . we shared stories and stuffs , NICE . uya and me satu khemah so ktorg tidur sebelah2 , satu group jgk . SEE we do all sort of things samesame haha xP they both sekolah dekat pontian SMKDMYS stands for dato mohd yunos sulaiman :) skola bestari babe , pewitttt . 

uya : imissyoualot , take care okay . i wont forget you ever and all our sweet damn memories together . jgn jln sorg2 like we used to do pukul 5 pagi KERJA GILA . REMEMBER muahh :* nnt dh dpt kawasaki ninja nak naik jgk . 

aya : i lebiuuu jgk , hihi jg diri baik2 kay . you and faris forever insyaAllah (: takecare jgn nakal sgt eh . 

to both of them : lain kali dtg jb lets meet k , jgn asyik turun sgpore jeh . takecare always , love you both . kirim slm purnama and kejora for me :) muah

xoxo , AWSOME M

okay assalamualaikum :) hihi *jwb syg tak jwb dosa 

lalala ALHAMDULILLAH so many great things happened to me since im back from penang . actually pg smlm dh sampai JB around 2a.m.dekat kem tasek alaaaa yg dpn rmh sy tuh HIHI but i called mama tp sorg pon tk angkat . SAH semua tetidur , tanak amek adik cakap lah awal2 :P haha but seriously sy mmg tanak balik rmh sbb nk tmn kan kawan2 , some of them are not from JB . area pontian batu pahat and kota tinggi so chill lah kan, pukul 7 call mama suruh ambik , lepak kt rumah then mama boleh ckp ----> adik jgn lupe , ade tusyen PA pukul 9 and i was like wattteeeee ? MAMA adik baru balik camp dh ade tusyen :/ sabooo jelah i prepared myself then gerak then pukul 1.30 petang baru sy balik rmh sbb tgu mama habis kerja kt sekolah . BORED = =' nak tau tak lepas balik camp sy terus demam dan tidur all night and day . NICEEEE aite --' mmg canggih :) so bile bukak fb mmg tekejut tahap cipan sebab LEMBAB :) coooool haha jepun punya pasal eh , tapetape.

fyi : SAYA RINDU KAWAN KAWAN BAIK SAYA . 

MUAHkananatasbawahtepikiribelakang sikit . loveyouubabes :*

im at nazia's house posting this . kejap lg at 5 im going to pulau pinang sebab ade camp biodiversiti :) hihi i dont have friends yg kenal so pray for me orang2 dkt sane peramah tp at least i have azri better than anyone else .  but im sad sbb i tot i wanna see movies dgn my friends and neighbours . sheesh kebab sorry babesss muahh love ya lots . i'll be back maybe in tuesday so see ya bloggie , takecare kay . muahmuah
AWAK : kalau dh balik nnt text me :P LOL kgedikdahbye ==' assalamualaikum :) jwb syg tak jwb dosa 

HAVE A FABULOUSTANTIC HOLIDAY :) 

xoxo, M

assalamualaikumwarahmatuAllahiwabarakatuh :) jwb syg tak jwb dosa xP hihi

so about EXAM . ksucks done . i all edi told mommy that if i FAILED in ANY of the subjects please dont be mad, im your precious little daughter aite *winkwink and mommy gave me a weird face and thinked for a sec . guess what she replied to me " UNDERSTANDABLE " lah tuh kan :P siap jelir2 lidah lagi . PEHHH SUPERB at least she wont be angry or something AS IF dia pernah marah padahal tak pon . she will talk nicely to me and ask me whats my problem . ohhh mommy YOURETHEBESTMOMEVER muahh lotsss of love kay . so exam done , hahhh lupe my SUPERBESTAWSOMEDADEVER not to forget , dia baru jeh balik td around 7.00 pm :) i hugged him cause imisshim sooo dem much , a day without him mcm kosong seriously . i would ask mama everyday when is papa coming back home ? tomorrow heh heh heh ? IMAGINE yourself in my moms place . mesti annoyed gila dpt anak mcm aku . LOL k i know whats your problem ? both of them are my parents , you've got one too so please mind your own cittttttt bussiness :) *jkjkjk

i want my holiiiiii-dayyy plesh ? please make it faster , i oll edi arranged my timetable nak buat ape for one week holiday nnt . SEE best student aite ? for sure my homeworks are not my best priority tuhhh WAJIB buat last2 :D kehkehkeh i wanna go and have LOTS of fun and pamper myself with a luxury sleep :) PEHH kejutan budaya *bak kata aqilah STA1 :P sorry babe ciplak jap eh . form 4 truly am EXHAUSTING you cant miss a thing sebab its basic . bak kate fatin ' back to the basic lah kan ' :P hihi loveyaaa .
k i wanna go , bye muah love ya bloggie . toodles earthling and im starting to love PRINSIP AKAUN sebab dekat tusyen seriously enjoy better than at class . maybe sebab main2 byk kot :P

p/s : my marks takde lah terukkk DOUBLE TRIPLE sgt kot . maybe so-so jelah kan but tak segempak HABIN ESAH FATIN NADHIRAH AQILAH PAH DACYN WAN SYAH AMIRA and PASU :P k incident tu sungguh lawak eh , sebab kau kitorang yg kena . bagus lah tuh buat lg byk2 kali eh :) tabikkk spring punya -,- campak jangan tak campak . ksorry (Y) peace out sista .
AWAK balik , cepat :))) hihi kdah gedik much bye --' salam

xoxo , AWSOME M

One in a million (cover) - NajwaLatif

okay this evening me and kak mawar hang out together . i tot erin wanna go but she didnt reply at fb so i assumed dia tidur kot and then i gedout from the house haha YEAH bored gila ftw boleh ? k ignore my words yg terabur tuh kan :P so we walk around casa impiana , i helped kak mawar a bit and then we both decided to go to SHELL but kak mawar was so dem generous today hihi she asked me wether i wanna go and eat BURGERKING or not and i was like hoooo-yeahh baby . LOL we walked there and we started to sweat sbb jalan jauh sgt kot :P lame tak exercise and im getting fat . azam baru cuti nnt -----> JOGGING :P percayalah sgt kan . hihi and so we had some girls talk and taking pictures together , awww she's a dem sweet sister . LOVEYOUBABEH xx we sat there and shared some stories about life , thankyou for your understanding i know i can always count on you :) mase balik kankan we walked around and then we saw erin's mother kat luar. her mom ckp erin ade kt atas so we both sneak into her house quietly mase tuh budak comel nii tga tgok tv :P hihi so kitorang tekejut kan dia dari blkg . muahaha xD jahat kan :P YEAH I KNOW cause we're awsome like that . LOL i wish arissa was there too tp dia busy sebab budak comel nii ade tusyen :) yayaya i understand . cuti nnt we should really get some rest and hang out together like we used to kay .

ILY KM , IHADFUNTODAY xD thanks to my pretty neighbours (:

 xoxo girls day out 

okay the truth is i was dancing in my room for about 2 mins just because you text me . feeling great and FUNNY LOL . okay sure we're not thattt close before but somehow we kinda did now and i find it funny when somebody told me about you , i catch myself smiling  :) isn't that weird . kwhatsoever i dont wanna think about it.
hope you're gonna be back soon enough

btw : i still am smiling cause right now we're still texting (: awww byebye AWAK . take a good care of yourself

lots of love , M

i wanna go to Germany or China soooo freakingggg baddd . im begging you daddy and mommy so please take me wherever you wanna go pleaseeee pleaseeee OH MY pinky pleshhhh . begginggg , beggingggg youuuuu take me for one hundred twenty three thousand and millions times oll ediiiii --' if you both leave me in Malaysia all alone im sure you're gonna regret this FOREVER , i remind you already muahahaha xD LOL so howdy ? take me heh heh heh ^^ gedik much ? serious i wanna go from the bottom of my heart so baby pleaseeee dont goooooo . if i wake up and you're not there i will go and daiiiii . haha scary *okay that was a joke only . 

p/s : so to the parents out there , if your child wanna go let them be or else they're gonna end up like me . scaryyaite ? muahaha papa and mama surely you WON'T be reading this but just in case lah kan . 

I WANNA I WANNA GOOOO BADLY :'( pleaseee

xoxo , M

hey there dear strangers ,

BAHAWASANYA SAYA sitimariamibrahim menghargai and totally in love with my peeps . especially my awsome PELAM , TIPTOP ngetop , exciting ELF , fabulous classmates , my fantastic neighbours and others . just so you know no matter how annoying i can be sometimes i truly appreciate every single one of you that came in my life . i know people come and go easily but somehow you've touched my heart and that is really something extraordinary for me :) so again THANKYOUSOFREAKINGMUCH . nothing change no one can ever take your special place . you people truly are amazing just the way you are (:

xxx , M

okayokay serious nak gelak . wait a sec eh PAUSE ------> BHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA xD kdahstop . TROLOLOLOL ROFL . stopstop this post dikhaskan ESPECIALLY TO aneesanasir and fatinkamilarashid my two beautiful and DIVADIVADIVA girls :) mwahhh kiri mwah kanan sikit hihi . so you both tulis about our little concert partayyyyy called malyampluspaten  2011 world tour concert bertempat di ruang tamu rmh aneesa iaitu SUPERB DIEHARDFAN kami . troLOLOLOL lagu yg famous di nyanyikan ialah 2am - i was wrong . FIRST SONG and it was totally DE' BOMB kan aten kan . lagu seterusnya ialah GEE , AGAIN AND AGAIN and last but not least NOBODY . di akhiri dgn tarian USOP , watteeee bedekak gila ibab sumpah :) you girls truly rock my world like !@#$%^&* see we are soooooo not lame like who do you think we are . we're soooo good but surely you dont know us very well just yet , we can be the most cooooolest thing you ever see . Jo-YEAHH baby .

ILOVEYOUTOETERNITYFRIENDSFOREVER :)

p/s : that time sebenarnya nak study prinsip akaun . OPPSSS haha but like i said we're too coooool to study aite. BOOKS GONE BABY GONE teheeeee (Y) peace out sister . nantikan world tour concert kami yang ke (2) HIHI best friend dance and sing with you even when tomorrow there's an exam  :*

xoxo the awsome M

Money can't buy happiness .

I have everything I need .

I have you and you have me . 

Thats all I ever asked for .

sincerely SMI :)

ETERNALLY STRUGGLING .

 in exam you're gonna look up for miracles , look left and right for ideas 

and looking down if you're giving up . 

in life you just dont know whats gonna happen next . 

BELIEVE ME , LIFE IS HARD SO GET USED TO IT . 

FACE THE FACT AND CHANGE IT FOR A BETTER FUTURE:)

btw : im not giving up for everything so godai beaches :P *jkjkjk

xxx, awsome M

the only thing that keeps me survive and wake up early in the morning is determination and power of will, knowing that there's a better tomorrow if i just work harder and push it to the limit :) 

okay R just in case you read my post here cause you usually do . im sorryyyyyy kay ? zero-zero pleaseee ? i tot we're okay but eventually we're not and you never tell me about it . i will assumed that you're happy with HA :') goodbye for now until we meet again some day my friend :) 

okayokay salam and im sososodeeply sorry bloggie for not updating you like ONE WEEK aite ? citttttt you know cause last week i have my exam for UF1 and you know whatttt ------> i sucks a lottttt man , i do silly mistake eventho i already knew the answer and +math was FRIGGINGGGG hell suckssss fer me . erhh --' the only subject i can totally do it from A-Z was kimiaaaaa thanked God :') dgn ini saya umum kan pencapaian sy utk peperiksaan kali ini hanyalah LULUS dan cukup2 mkn . kita sbgai manusia harus bersyukur dgn nikmat serta kurniaan Allah s.w.t kdahstopthanksbai . seeeeeee i hate myself right now idk why :'( target paling tggi ialah LULUS dan bukan seperti zmn zmn kegemilangan dlu iaitu A . cooooooooool gilaaaa know i get it . the feeling just to get through everything . to PASS an exam is totally good enough so be glad if you did man ! hateyou ! HAHA *jkjkjk :P sakithatiboleh . pleaseeeee just get away from me i mean it . i need to get away from all of thissssss stuff . headacheeee weyyyh --] dgn jwb periksa mcm org GILA . seriously tisu betimbun2 atas meja and the whole class got distracted because of my ANNOYING NOSE yg merah mcm SANTA CLAUS kthats EPIC jeh *hiperbolaaa :P seriously my flu makin hari makin teruk :'( help me mommy and daddy im sorry sbb lari satu rmh just bcos i dont wanna eat my medicine (Y) tak sedap bolehhh tak . pleaseeeee come back all edi AWAK , imichuuuuu much . im gonna survive this for only one more week then dah cuti and then you're backkk :D LOL

p/s : please pray for me in my exam . doa so that i can PASS pon dh cukup babe , mekaseh bebanyak :)

xoxo night