budak comel seseduniaaaa on the right :* awhhhh my wifey i love you always honey nothing can break us apart K :) hikhik so its your Birthday today but i'm planning not to wish you until we celebrate it together tautau God knows how i miss the old us KAA-ians :') still in memories . so saenggil chukahamnida have to waittttttt lots of love and hug and kisses . muah kanankiri <3

20.09.1995 vs 22.09.1995 

so peace be upon you peeps and helo milo chillo no coffee for today cause i have stomach ache and #whatapainintheS . LOL k forget it bout it such a pain sampai kena keriutkeriut and big hug to my loveydovey BoyFrienddd eh salahhhhhhh BestFrienddd esah and aten fr being there and to classmates and to teachers yg memahami awhhhh :* you guys are the best :)

i dont really wanna go to school like ummm lemme think #likeFOREVER pon bolehhhh :/ erhh penat lah kan have to go every stairs in the sch block or some other reason whatsoever i'm not telling :( maybe i'm gonna change school or something HA-HA like momma gonna say yes and the next day i'm in new sch *dreaming*

imissssssssmysister a lot like a lot and a lot and a lot now im all oloneeee again in the house with dad and mom only #whatapitychild macam anak tunggul pun ada i mean tunggal :P so yeah life for me right now is kinda bored like seriously officially 100 percent truly boringgg to the max cant wait for sch holiday so i can have funfufun without booksss :') ahhhhh heaven . in biology class which ckg suruh buat kerja sendiri #likeyeahmalas we talked about swimmingpool and funfair awhh excitingly excited osem :( wanna go badly alangkah indahnya dunia kalau ada pintu ajaib doraemon cisss penipu punya cartoon . so long time ago and still i hate dora's or diego's sorry kids maybe its just me sorrysorry for ruining the character *noheartsfeelingsK* wink

thats all i think i had lots of pain = to lots of sleep :) hikhokkk pon bolehhhh . and yeah to my awsome awsome osemest friend :-

aneesanasir : idk whats your real reason or the problem you're facing cause you're not sharing it with me even a tiny piece cis i feel like a cittttt friend nebermind then but please dont be sad or should i say bwk kan mengucap bebanyak :D ngehngeh 

fatinmohdrashid : tapayahhh nak osem sgt kt blog tulis psl city hun hun hunterrr K ? lupakan Pros Kim ingat Lee Min Ho muka besar haha :P seriously ending tak best and sad :/ secret garden still the best ever olmana olamana :) peace yo 

xoxo , 

osem-est M

alhamdulillah and peace be upon you sisters and brothers .

first of all i really am sorry and takziah for #sitinasyitahhamdan's family , be strong ita i'm always here for you if you need anything please dont hesitate to share your problems honey . insyaAllah your mom di tempatkan dalam golongan yg beriman AMIN :') i go to your house and saw you this evening with ainazura , God knows how long i didnt get to meet you and somehow we met this way . i saw your eyes and all i wanna do is hug you , i cant do anything but i can asure you if you need any help i'll be a lending hand . you're like a sister to me since form 1 till form 3 we share our memories together remember right ? so stay strong be patient and Allah will guide you to the right place . you can pull this through all the way okay babe  no more worries or sorrows , be the happy and hyperactive ita the girl i always know how to enjoy herself and never stop smiling even how bad the situation is :') takecare .

lots of love ,

mariamibrahim <3

i dont know what i'm feeling right now . insecure and lost are the best word describing me i guess :/

just now me , esah , aten , nadee and his brother we all went to tutti fruiti , i had fun with my girls , lots of laughing and love . moshimoshi is the best lawak aten :* i love you till we all grown up and being old together . and yess ayn idris's open house was ohsem . your grandma is supercool and funny totally the best grandma award :) i saw him by the way , super awkward cause you have to act like nothing happens ahhh bull**** #whatsoever move on . i'll post again tonight so see ya bloggie , till then .

xoxo , M

i know you once and somehow everything changes .

helo helo helo nak kopi ke milo ? #whatalamejoke

kidding anyhow peace be upon you peeps :)

currently skype-ing with fatinkamila , syafiqahmohdzan and wannazierarazani LOL, you girls are awsome :) from video call to humming to karaoke to ghendang to pendeghive HAHA just imagine 4 people talking bergema sampai skype nak runtuh :P K yang tuh tipu peace yo . the time now is 1.36 in the morningg esok gonna go beraya-ing from house to house with STA1-ians . so have a great day peeps and goodmorning . later i'll post again insyaAllah . lots of stories to tell but so little time to spend pity my bloggie anyhow i'm yawningggg gotta go to sleep . takecare earthlings :)

xoxo , 

ohsem M

dear aliah othman my sweet deary best friend who knows me when i lost my way ,

i will always love you BFF and i will be there for you every minute when you need me just say it and i'll help as much as i can . be strong Ali you know you can pull all these shit behind and start a new beginning , put the past behind , walk into a new path , find yourself the true you and do look back cause i'm there if you need a helping hand . be the girl i know Ali be the girl who smiles eventhough the world stops listening to her and all the people you loved the most left you . move on with that dude he doesnt deserves you but somebody else will , he doesnt even worth your tears and you're price is more than a million bucks honey . swept that stupid dude away like dust . you can cry all you want but thats it no more , once is enough you dont need anything or any guy to show you how to be happy you make yourself the way you wanted . call me if you need anything , text me with a 999 in it and i'll call you as soon as i can to hear you out . i love you like i love myself sister so be tough be the old Ali i know , be the girl who shines even after its raining cause at the end of the day there's always a rainbow . remember me all the memories okay :') dont let the past ruined you . you have more in the future just be patient and things will go smoothly i promise you . 

lots of love ,

missing you like crazy M

i am so done handling you . i mean #homeworkss of course or it wasnt ? whatsoever dont get me wrong . i'm sick and tired of you sometimes i just wish things get easier and life would be simpler . at the end of the day every one of us knows that nothing goes exactly the way we wanted them to be . got to cheer myself up and pull myself all the way through :') currently wanna do account assignments but my head is too dizzy looking at those numbers plus makes me wanna throw up #muntahhijaugilahijau get it . i need some air and some space to make things in my brain fade away :/ 

xx , M

thankyou #rifqi for being there as a good listener :) i owe you one buddy . 

someone taught me that - life is too short to be anything but HAPPY 

so do ignore me as you please , from today onwards the only thing i can think of is memories and let myself have fun without any regulations . 

xoxo , ohsem M

maybe you're not going to read this i supposed after all the things that happened to us , i'm so sorry from the bottom of my heart to the core . guess we have nothing else besides memories . goodluck in the future eventhough for you its a small world you'll find somebody perfect someday .

muchlove , M