dreams (:

talking to the moon - bruno mars  ♥

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away
I want you back
I want you back
My neighbors think
I'm crazy
But they don't understand
You're all I have You're all I have

At night when the stars light up my room
I sit by myself
Talking to the Moon
Try to get to You
In hopes you're on the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

I'm feeling like I'm famous
The talk of the town
They say I've gone mad Yeah
I've gone mad
But they don't know what I know

Cause when the sun goes down
someone's talking back Yeah
They're talking back

At night when the stars light up my room
I sit by myself
Talking to the Moon
Try to get to You
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

Do you ever hear me calling?
Cause every night
I'm talking to the moon
Still trying to get to you

In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away :'(

:'(

im so sorry mummy , i never meant to hurt you . i know its my fault , adik selalu susah kn mama kan . i will never never dissapoint you anymore and im not gonna make you sad . im gonna make things right , and God im crying and the tears couldnt stop flowing :'( i do really truly hope that i will make you smile proudly of me one day . wait and hang in there mama . ILOVEYOU more than the sky and ocean do . pleaseee ya Allah make my dreams come true , mama in every step im gonna make you proud . do love me okie and forgive everything stupid things i did . see me at my Graduation Day okay i promise you this , i know what you said back then is true . you said that i cant never count on you and daddy everytime i want and the truth is i HATE it and im cryingg like never before . i want you there everytime and anywhere , pleasee mama dont leave me . im gonna do my very best in my SPM go to overseas like you and daddy wants me too and do visit me :'( whenever i think of it , the big dreams and your expectation for me i cried and cried and cried . the ugly truth is im scared , im too scared that im gonna dissapoint you but today i've made a promise and im gonna make this all the way through for you . you all i had mama , so please be there every second and hours of day . i want need miss love you mom and dad :(

NMA :)

Fill out the blanks : 

 Dear __________, I ____ you. 

You have (a) nice _________. 

You make my/me__________.

 You are a ________________. 

You should ______________. 

Someday I will __________. 

You + me = ____________.

 If I saw you on the street I’d __________.

 I want to ______________________ you.

 I would build a ___________ just for you.

 If I could sing you any song it would be _________. 

We should ___________________ under the stars. 

My favorite thing about you is your ____________.

Dear Amin , I need you . You have (a) nice heart . You make my heart does a double flip . You are a guardian . You should laugh and smile more . Someday i will be nicer . You + me = chemistry . If i saw you on the street I'd scream your name and smile . I want to be with you . I could build a dream just for you . If I could sing you any song it would be I'm Yours by jason mraz . We should lay on ground under the stars . My favourite thing about you is your existence makes me happy :) ♥ 

LIVE.LOVE.LAUGH ♥

I am : nowhere near PERFECT . i eat when im BORED . i fall easily . im vulnerable to BELIEVING lies . the fact is EVERYBODY lies because the truth just HURTS a lot  . im hoping that one day i wont need a FAKE smile anymore . i LIVE by quotes and songs that exactly explains what im going through  EVERYDAY . i make up EXCUSES for everything that im not interested in . i have BEST FRIENDS and enemies . i have sweetest and perfect MEMORIES plus DRAMA . 

eat pray love ♥

please :)

DO US A BIG FAVOR :

this is BULLSHEET paper :D GOSH exam mrsm gives me a big headache plus butterflies in my stomach . pleaseplease GOD do hear me . i wanted this so freakin bad mucho really much : MRSM do wait for me dearly , stay there and dont move a bit . AND i really do hope the paper damn easy :'(

im scared from hell to toe mann :( 

hereby i declare myself :

 [ ujian kecenderungan ] : kertas ujian mengandungi 3 aspek utama iaitu soalan Matematik (50 soalan), soalan Sains (50 soalan), dan soalan keperibadian sebanyak 100 soalan , sukatannya adalah berdasarkan Pelajaran Menengah Rendah. Pelajar perlu lulus dengan cemerlang dalam Ujian Kecenderungan (UKKM) untuk kemasukan ke MRSM . 

WHAT IS THISSS MANNN ? :'(

FAKE :(

lets wear a mask and hide our smile :(

too tired of trying , too sick to forget . too hard to move on . too pain to forgive

AINNAZUAMAN ♥ its dedicated

my HEECHUL :D

my A-ing ;)

my COOKIEMONSTER :P

oh yeahh cik adik manis yg pretty lg cun membuatkan sy cair melihatmu , amboiii GEDIK . haha :PPP

eh lupe WARNING ini isteri sy : NORAIN NAZURA anak uncle RAHMAN :) ♥

she's my WITCH kadang2 , we always fight but we still love each other kan yayang kan . she's my LESBO partner but THE TRUTH is ktorg sgt teramat dan definitely STRAIGHT :DD i mean ktorg tade lah lesbian mane pon , still 'love boys' jgk * aura gedik dh dtg . HAHA

we shared many and too many moments , she make me strong when im down and be there for me when i need her . thankss BIGGIE for helping me with tettttt .

we cry we laugh we love . hahh ingt lg one day before PMR *kenangan nii bebeh :D me,zia,suri and dayah lepaking rocking rolling rmh dy . mmg superB serius ;)

her MOM msk kn ktorg mcm2 mee , nasi goreng , kuih jgn ckp ah an . mak dy mmg POWER dlm cooking . ibuuuu mariam nak smbl ketuk ! HAHA xD tapena rase lg kn , nnt i come again okay *MENYIBUKKK jeh . hee :D ktorg ingt nk study-dying , so her sister tlong lah ajar kn agama . soal soal dpt point , mmg teruja aku ckp kau . haha sume lompat2 :)) aww great memories , i wish time froze mse tuh jgk . tupp tupp dh hbes PMR *cenggggg :) tadaaa

suke jeh kan . result tak dpt lg , OMG OMG Oh My Allah ♥ 9A's AMINN

so back to ainyayang , she loves to laugh and never show her tears kdg2 . she's STRONG ;) but seriously im warning you : DONT MAKE HER MAD . GILA punye menakutkan , dy pnye jelingannn perhhhh kalah ultraman 3D aku ckp . mmg SUPER SCARY , HOHO xP we both love korea freakin bad smpai fanatic kt semua lagu . haha :P tp dy sgt pro dan arif serta pakar dlm bidang ini . utk maklumat lanjut sila layari tetttt dh habes . MEREPEK :D

AINNAZUAMAN and SHIN forever :) ♥

so as you can see i truly love her , eventhough next year ktorg akn pecah pecah . i hope you wont forget me , calling calling okaydonkay darla :'( im gonna miss you mucho muchie . nnt sape nk back up i bile gaduh ? sape nk suap kan i mknn bile lapar ? sape nk mrh i bile mls ? spe nk bg smgt to me when im all down and sad ? GOSHH life without you and ELF girls gonna be suck mannn . erhhh ==] life must go on isnt it . uwekkkuwekk :( I NEED TISSUE now.

when you cry i'll wipe away all your tears , when you scream i'll fight away all of your fears girl and when you laugh remeber me even in distance .  xoxo 

 ' what is a friend? A single soul in two bodies '

- Aristotle -

                                                                                                                                 

COOKING PART II

okayy so todayy aku GILA thp gaban and maksimum di luar jangkaan , daya fikiran yang luas serta padu dr segi tenaga zahir serta yg berkenaan dengannya . TENGOKTENGOK aku dh start lg , AISEHHMANNN :'(
ahhhh sudahh lupakan saja . GET TO THE POINT bebeh :DDD hee


so td kn td alaaaaa yg td tu my 3rd sister ajak msk spagetti *auwwwauwww  ♥ HOHO . so sekarang as you see jam sudah menunjukkan pukul 12.30 tp aku still taleh tido , grrrr :DDD * BEDTIMESTORY kt fb sume dh tido . cheeseee kurengg pnye brader2 . continue :
dy msk sbb dy lapar then dy nk mkn smbil tgok cte ' ASMARA ' aisehhhh. hampehh pnye akak , dia telah menyebarkn virusvirus dlm diriku . so aku dgn rajin serta lengkap dgn sifat penyayang dan mahmudah pon tolong ahh dy *baik lahh sgt :))) 


p/s : tajuk cte dy buat kan aku GELIII tahap tahap ahhh tahapp ahh sudahh . STOP
eh tp kan nii yg nk start gossip nii , si asmara . euwww tukatuka si A tuhh punye lahh manis thp madu aku tgok . kn untung dpt suami cm tuhh . ahhh sudahh mood dh tuka kepada tahap gatal . MOOD CONTROL :D changeee tetttttttttt xP haha


aku tk suka sgt spagetti yg nii , i love the one with cheese . ekaeka nnt kte buad lg eh , nii cooking lesson part II saya : 

SPAGHETTI alaaa KUMKUM versi MARIAMGILA xP

haha :) gmbr sebena nye byk al maklum teruja tp aku maluuuu nk masuk kn . cehhh tettttt :DD HOHO

yg lain tu biarlah rahsia * cehh name nk dkt same cme dy ade DATO aku tadeee :'( 

DATO SITI NURHALIZA dh tuka kpd SITIMARIAM but without the datooooo , 

OMG OMG :PP euwww geli gila . apetah aku merepek malammalam butaa kan , 

WTV = whatever :) haha korg mst dh tau kan sbb korg power aku NOOB mcm biasa. slalu left behind , gelak sorg2 , ketawa mcm org kt permai , senyum mse tidurr . AKU MEREPEK BALIK :( sudahsudahhh 

: awakawak , awak tak suka saya pggl awak awak kan tapi apa saya peduli awak . awakawak selamat malam saya ngantuk sangat tapi saya tak text awak . maafkan saya awak, byeeee man .

ALIbaba and NAZtheKUNCIman :))) hope you guys love me forever , HAHAHA xD tadelah , korg berbahagialah selalu hendaknya . aku doakan insyaALLAH  ♥ 

forgive forget move on . we ROCK 

im stronger than everrrrrr , yeahhh JB . xoxo from me :)

pending day .

peace be upon you creatures :)

okay tajuk hari nii sgt PELIK . ' PENDING ' ayat baru blaja dlm kete lps balek dr amek my brother SPM pastu otw pegy rmh ain sbb nk g cs lepak . DONE , pnjg beb ayt aku :D *credit to my lovelydearest daddy :)
so today i woke up blablabla , as you know i pegy rmh ain nk g cs naik kete abg din * thanks brother , ilapyouu lah ♥  jgn slh anggp okay . so there was ME , AINYAYANG , SYAH , ZIA , SURI , AZRI , AFIQDOLAH . okayy thanks babes and dudes for making my day not as miserable as i am today =='
tettttttt tade mood , okay back to the topic . ktorg ingt nk tgok movie and i waited and waited and waited at the end dh fed up so tak jd tgok . tetttttt AGAIN . whatever . so ktorg jalan ikut flow kaki , dh mcm anak hilang mak dah an . setiap tgkt ktorg jalan , HAHA pastupastu yg best nyer hr nii byk kali kne soundddd xDD kesian kitorang kan .
eh eh btw i jumpe my supercute neighbour NUR AZREN MD ALI ♥  awak comellll sgt tauu :) thankss dear for the pict . hugs hugs *rinduuuuu cehh padahal jiran je . 10 tapak sampai tp malasss , HEE xP

today i ate A LOT seriously *berat mst naik lah kan . tapayah tnye O.o  :
pg breakfast nasi lemak kt foodcourt amek kau aym gedabak , thanks ainyayang share with me . then icecream sundaechoc as always , thanks to McD :D pastu coolblog pastupastu friesDOUBLE *thanks fiq pastupastupastu J.co *thanks ain. erghhhhh that place makes me saddddd . FORGET and MOVE ON .
p/s : sape yg bc pleaseeee aku tau aku gemuk so what mannn ?! HOHO xD

I DONT CARE eh eh eh eh eh .

the exciting part was lepas mkn dkt J.co *thanks MANGO :) i okay im fine . ktorg balek naik BASSS ! serius excited , hoho xD believe it or not nii first time naik bas dlm jb . kalau bas jauh2 tu lain cerita lahh kan. but it was GILA SUPERB sejuk and i cried and drama queen ==' so blahhblahhblahhhhhhhhhhh . cheeseee
ain and afiq SWEETGILA ♥  :) i talktalk heart to heart td , awwww guys pleasee be together okay :) i mean it , take care both of you okaydonkay . so lps naik bas berhenti dkt uda bwh and jlnjln tggu abg din smpai *ABANG DIN tetap KOYOK and the driver that makes me laugh and happy walaupun nk ngess :DD thankss mann you're the BOMB . so here goes my day 23.11.2010

i WANNABE "thestupidlittleunperfectandmanymistakeGIRL" ♥
im gonna be STRONG . jyeahh mann :D

the reasons :P

okay here we go WORLD :)

the reasons why i didnt reply your text :PP

*BEEPBEEP* sorry contact list  :

OUT OF CREDIT

i forgot

im eating

i was asleep

im not in the mood

im too busy having FUN

im too lazy to press the key buttons

the conversation wasnt going anywhere =='

you make me bored

i dont like you and get a life man .

so as a human being im not that perfect , peeps do understand my situation . TYVM :)

IMY nazihah ♥ and its dedicated

PHEWITTTTT , hello adik manisss ? nk number bolehh ? lalala xDD haha 
so the pict up there is one of my besties NAZIHAH A/P MUSA ehh salah BINTI lahh .ktorg slalu ejok ur dad 'muse' remember ? HOHO sweet old days back at school . this is what i think about you , cehhh perkenal kan :
DR.SITI MARIAM IBRAHIM , pakar falsafah dan menilai personaliti dalaman orang ramai xPP perhhh meletupp !okay STOP merepeking . 
nazihah short form > zia or intan . she loves to make jokes , cool sometimes bile lepak . friendly and easy to be with kdg2 . tp part aku hanginn bile anginkuskuskus dy dtg , AISEHMANN . angin nii slalu dtg time pg2 kt skolah . mmg aku cukup tak suka , HAHA . bibir dy akn muncung KALAH ANGELINA JOLIE adelah agk2 dlm 5cm gitu . tp lame2 okay jgk lah , mood in the morning mmg cm tu , salah siket FIUS mst putus . dy suke gelak tahap gaban punye gelak wa ckp lu , hoho .

dy suke BIJIRIN sbb semad xPP lalala OUR SECRET :D dulu ktorg tak lah rpt sgt maybe sbb dy uda1 aku uda2 (primary school) . bile scondary school same2 SMKBBU. mse f1 f2 ktorg not that close entah ape sbb nye , haha xP adelahh kann . tuttttttt tp start f3 ktorg mmg rpt jgk. mak dy memang sweet gile tahapp meletupp , mcm mak angkt jgk lah kire nyer . layan jeh kepale aku time gile , mkn smpai GEMUK *sorry ah hbes nasi kt uma kau  kan . HAHA makkkk , nnt mariam dtg lg okay . sibukk jeh aku nii kan , lalalala .
okay back to zia , dy mmg mcm boyish sket . rapat dgn boys sume tp dy still baik dgn girls . lain org lain care dy so dont judge her if you dont know her very well . dy memang suke senyum , smpai ade org ckp senyuman dy same dgn APPALACHIAN . haha TAPI serius kau lg baik drpd dy , kau SWEET dy SAWET . LOL xD
so we got into fight sometimes *byk kali jgk lah . haha xP anyway kte make up balek kan and it was sweet bile aku kenang kan balik . LAWAK betul , mcm bodoh2 jeh right . so nnt bile kau dh f4 and kte dh jauh sume hope you didnt forget me 'THEMARIAM' cewahh xD kau kene call aku selalu , lepak sume cm biase okay babe. i really love your new hair , aku nk RAMBUT KAUUU ! tukar lahh wey , aishh haha
she's a strong girl thats why iloveher . dy slalu ade bile aku nk share my probs . ily bebeh ♥


anyway as we go on we rember all the sweet moments we had together , and as our lives change and come whatever , we still be BESTFRIENDSFOREVER ♥ YOU and ELF members . 


                                                               sincerely from my heart , xoxo buddy :(

ARIFF's part 2

THE TRIPLE ♥ ily GIRLS 

ARIFF's GIRLS part two :) imymucho

ALIAH the STRONG ones ;)

okay here we go again , the ARIF's lads PART TWO :) ijustlovethem ♥

im to tired to type so just see the picts dkt fb lah . haha sorry man =.=

anyway thanks to those yg dtg , yg cannot come its okay dudes and babes .

next time we're gonna have LOTS of fun together , chill and enjoy okie dokie :D

GET A LIFE .

assalamualaikum and hello WORLD . grrr =='

i hate when i online IM at fb and there's somebody i NEVER even knew they exist tetibe jeh tegur aku . and the part that i hate the MOST is when they started to ask STUPID QUESTIONS *sorry lah wey

nii antara soalan yg aku tak suke :

1. dh mkn belum ?

2.makan ape ? sedap tak ? nak sikit boleh ?

3.sy ggu awk tak nii ?

and the questions are bothering me and i hate to answer it . pleasee lahh wey, soalan mcm bdk umur 3-4 thn .

even my mom or dad didnt ask me that okay . im sorry if i hurt you in a harsh way, not that im SOMBONG or what , im fine if you wanted to be friends but lets just get it straight to the point jelahh kan . no need to ask ques like that . pleasee pleaseee lahhhh , be the REAL you . i dont mind and i accept it okay . thanks A LOT if you understand . be cooperative peeps :)

p/s : this post will be deleted A.S.A.P 

music to my ears ♫

When I see your face

There's not a thing that I would change

Cause you're amazing

Just the way you are

And when you smile,

The whole world stops and stares for awhile

Cause girl you're amazing

Just the way you are 

oh yeah you're my BRUNO MARS - just the way you are ,  

my MAHER ZAIN - insyaAllah , my SS501 - love ya , 

my BEAST - beautiful , my WONDERGIRLS - nobody , my ARTTM - Mr.Right , 

my SELENA GOMEZ - a day without you is like a year without rain ,

my 2PM - 10 out of 10 , my SHINee - hello 

my SECONDHAND SERENADE - fall for you , my SUM41 - with me , 

my TAYLOR SWIFT - love story , my J.BIEBER - baby , 

my PLAIN WHITE T's - 1234 ,  my MILEY CYRUS - stay , my LIFEHOUSE - you and me

my KATTY PERRY - teenage dream , my AUBURN - perfect two xDDD ♥ 

*semuanye 18 okay :)

NMAN : thanks for being there for me :) 

sorry for any wrongdoings yg TER TER tuh :PP

lastly , 143 S.S

thank you :)

COMELkankankan xD

ILY guys ♥

assalamualaikumwarahmatuallahiwabarakatuh  xD

okay so today i had fun and awsome time with aliahothman . haziranadiah. nazrinlokman . razlanrazak and rifqiikhmal . first ktorg pegy cs , me naz and lan naik taxi . murahh gila WAJAAA rm15 . HOHO alhamdulillah save money :D lan lmbt bolehh , haha .
then smpai tggu rifqi dkt adidas . lame gileeee , pastu dy smpai ok fine straight to lif tgkt 4 for movie . aliah kate dy otw dgn hazira , so ktorg pon waitt for them smbil tgok trailer :)
dh smpai hugs and kiss sume ktorg nk bli tix , then gelak psl ade abg movie tuhh . HAHA 'let me in ' 18x tak lepasss :PP so ktorg decide nk tgok SKYLINE  ♥  heee
gilee pnye sejuk smpai freeze *menipu lah tu kan . haha xD patu klua and terus pegy jln2 amek gmbr sume , daddy call suro beli Jco . part tuh lwk betul anyway ktorg pon turun lps beli naik ats balek pegy roibo *beli satu air jeh duit share2 , straw 2 :)) BAIKK ! kaki saket kot nk jln so lepak and tgkp gmbr again .
then dh nak balek , aliah and hazira naik taxi . me and the rest pon sme , after xoxo i feel sad gile sbb esok dy pegy kl :'( sobsobsob . im gonna miss you my ALIbaba , and hazira too .
so me naz rifqi lan balek , HAHA . part nii best sbb naz kne nganjing ' WHAT' ? pastu ktorg bole pulak sesat , taxi driver slh belok sume . tape lahh kan TAPI tgok2 dh rm13.70 nk dkt rm15 gitu . sume dahh takut xP
last2 benti dkt highway , pk cik tu ckp rm13 sudahh . phewww LEGA , haha
so ktorg jln naik jejantas , rifqi suro his dad amek kt my house so tmbg mrh sket kan . korg mmg BAIK and GENTLEMEN habes smpai dpn rmh , haha xD terima kasih ye kwn kwn .
MNG / NMA : sorry psl td , hurry nk pegy cs dgn dyorg so i forget you padahal tak pon okay , MIYU ♥


*this is for my aliahtheprettycutebeautiful ones ♥  :
im so sorry if i hurt you babe , reallydamnfreakin sorry punye . im gonna hate myself after this . nnt you balek jb next week im gonna make this up for you , PROMISE :'( i feel like i wanna scream jeh . sobsobsob
lets be friend forever no i mean sister , forget evrythg babe . im gonna be there for you always . sincere apology from the bottom of my heart man . 

hazira and aliahhhh :)) 

alimybabe , thankss BIGGIE :(

you guys really make my day , thanks a LOT and im gonna miss this moments seriously . youre my BUDDIES man ♥

p/s: i really miss my PELAM and ELF girls . icha have a safe journey back to kelate and enjoy ur day . pah have fun in sabah diorr . faten and nadeee nex week nak tgok NGANGKUNG pastu bank in sekali . hee XD

zia.syah.suri.ain.dayah. imy girls mucho :(

                               

                                                                                                    xoxo , night