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im so sorry mummy , i never meant to hurt you . i know its my fault , adik selalu susah kn mama kan . i will never never dissapoint you anymore and im not gonna make you sad . im gonna make things right , and God im crying and the tears couldnt stop flowing :'( i do really truly hope that i will make you smile proudly of me one day . wait and hang in there mama . ILOVEYOU more than the sky and ocean do . pleaseee ya Allah make my dreams come true , mama in every step im gonna make you proud . do love me okie and forgive everything stupid things i did . see me at my Graduation Day okay i promise you this , i know what you said back then is true . you said that i cant never count on you and daddy everytime i want and the truth is i HATE it and im cryingg like never before . i want you there everytime and anywhere , pleasee mama dont leave me . im gonna do my very best in my SPM go to overseas like you and daddy wants me too and do visit me :'( whenever i think of it , the big dreams and your expectation for me i cried and cried and cried . the ugly truth is im scared , im too scared that im gonna dissapoint you but today i've made a promise and im gonna make this all the way through for you . you all i had mama , so please be there every second and hours of day . i want need miss love you mom and dad :(