current mood -----> here we go come with me there's a world out there that we should see . take my hand . close your eyes with you right here i'm a ROCKETEER :) LETS FLYYYYYY . up up here we go where we start nobody knows . 

xoxo M happy :)  

i'm so so sory okay . ilysm study hard . meet u in march okay baby . bye asmkm :)

by secretguy  

i'm flying to the moooooooooon . kdahstop . marchmarch pleace come faster imissyoualready :') 

p/s : readers dont take it too seriously heh (Y) peace

 assalamualaikumwarahmatuAllahiwabarakatuh :DD 

*bc dgn nada nak bersajak LOL

teheee xD im soo goood gooddd im so baddd baddd . k wateverrrr :P hihi so today was H*** yes penat SUPERBLY and SERIOUSLY DEFINITELY to INFINITY . i got that march march thing not the calendar thing called March but marching kthanks :) i really dont wanna goooo but akhirnya ku gagah kn juaaa :') bangga odenn . so dgn niat serta iltizam yg tggi sy pon jln dr rmh smpai skolah *CAM YEYE padahal naik keteee le :P LOL sampai2 kena marah dgn DIVADIDIDIVAAAA perhhh meletup best mcm cili api KEBABOMMM . dgr dgr jgn jd kurang ajar :) hihi but you know what its actually my fault jgk lah kan so i accept it dgn hati yg tebuka dan berlapang dada serta kesabaran yg tggi mcm gunung Everest tuhh alaa yg tuh *pegy tgok world MAP klu tatau k sy faham . so STOP THE NONSENSE back to the story then dh balik blahblahblah i hate SUNDAYS . i hate waitinggg around the clock erhh --' thanks sbb faham and say sorry tp tk spend time jgk . sepak lajulaju nak ? donebai .

i got physiscs today which i dont undrstand a thing :) LALALALA isnin exam lalala BEST NYA HIDUP :) = = and then ade akaun lg - debit kedit imbang susut nilai and wattaaa k study cepat before lmbt and menyesal. and after i got home around 10.15 my girlsss *neighbour looked super effing cuteeee man . gorgeous gile sume , aku pakai selekeh gila nak matiii ? haha xP ksorrayyysorry . its 1 in the morning and im still blogging kdh stop . byebye earthlings (Y) night

btw : i got the package all ediii , kak nadrah post the watch . LALALALA xD lawaaa and fatinkamila im jealousss sbb you punya green lawa . i wanna buy again :D and thankss aneesanasir for bank in the money for the owl :) lebiu girls much . nadiafarhana , GIRL i dunno what to say but just so u know be strong and live your life to the fullest babe . we as PELAM here are always by your side :)

xoxox , M byk gila cakap :P

tonight's gonna be short cause im EPICLY sleepy tahap babun and cipan sbb ptg td ade tusyen chemistry at 5 without any sleep at all and then sambung with +mathhh at 8 . wathaaaa ? --' kay my brain wire dh putus so forgive me if im being rude :P so tomorrow i have *kanankirikanankiri senget jln straight dont belok2 which we called KAWAD. erhhhh i tot im gonna quit already but thinking bout my spm next year without any co-curriculum achievement tepaksa lah ku gagahkan jua kaki yg dh lemah mcm bangkai tk bernyawa ni hah * ayat hiperbola haha :P tiap2 hari execise lah sehhhh . 3 tgkt turun naik dh darab 2 :)) niceeeee = = kdonethanks . im gonna gosok my baju or im dead tomorrow tekocohkocoh . goodnight peeps (Y)

btw : i want fatinkamila to be there tomorrow but she's not . YEAH its gonna be me and aneesa ONLY . mmg lah best kan but tak lengkap :( sheeshkebabun not you aten . ilebiuu kay :) mwahh . i had the sweetest time ever today . thanks kawan :D

xoxo tired M  

okay fatinkamilarashid made my day :) hihi thanks a lot bestie . esokesok kte pegy petronas and eat ice cream lg okay . after this i can bank in it on my own xD addmath was pretty harddd dem hard actually . erhhhh --' better study for it before its too late . EXAM youre making me nervous :/ and say hello to our new english teacher , LOL welcome to our school heh :) hoping that english will be moreee fun after this . please just please make it interesting fer me (Y) 

p/s : i cant wait for two days . excited GBS :P HAHA kak nadrah please post it fasterfaster eh . tyvm :D kak fya im gonna bank in it tomorrow . pinkypromiseee 

xoxo , awsomesick M 

love makes you stupid

-Bruno Mars

yes i am stupidiotic :/ i know i'm not perfect but at the end of the day WHO IS ?

i'm tired exhausted extremely headache pain in my heart and when i think about it. my life suckssss man --' exam next week and here i am blogging . PUIHHH A+ lahh sgt kan , physicsphysicspyhsics WHAT HAVE YOU DONE . causing me headache everytimeee hehh :'( believe me i'm superB tired and i need some good rest . seriouslyyy i'm sorry for everything i repeat EVERYTHING . i didnt mean to do that just forgive me already :'( it was a mistakeee . take care of your heart because you know it is all because of you . deeply am sorry truly :(
please dont misjudge or misunderstand me , i'm feeling guilty all of a sudden .

current situation ----> headache . cough . pain . DEMAM :'( package . naiseeee :/

xoxo , M sorry 

are you happy enough when you kept me waiting like stupid people . thankyouverymuch for the last time . idk what the heck is wrong with my brain until i cant delete you . sheeeesh kebab bolehhh --' dont ever smile at me again . i hate you to the maximummmm magnesium manganate (VII) plus potassium oxide and carbon . PUIHHH gile sampai masuk chemistry dah kan . kdonethanks :) 

okay seriously because of youuuu cute thingy . we're not as happy as we usually are. waittt eh after i got you im gonna throw you away jauh2 pastu baru pakai balik . careeee --' 

K is no longer exist in my alphabetical orders . thankyou and get out please :) focusfocusfocus and MOVED ON . oh not to forget thankyouverymuch to you for THE verymuchunderstandingkindofattitude . appreciate it much , very naiseeeeee you know . i never thought that you'll understand me more than i do dohhhh --' kthanksbai . DONE and i'm full of cittttttt right now . tomorrow tomorrow and tomorrow back to being me i guess . a big bow and applause to you for REALLY being there for me :)

BTW------> no heart offense (Y) peace

xxx   

M moved on 

 say hello to goodbye 

who are you to jude me or the way i live my life . 

im not perfect neither are you .

stop blaming me and accusing me something that im not .

make sure your hands are clean enough to point your fingers in my face . 

stop looking at me AS IF im the bad person .

stop hating me just because im not as smart as you are .

JUST TO REMIND YOU THAT YOU'RE NOT EVEN CLOSE TO PERFECTION EITHER .

as long as i remember i never meant to hurt your feelings if i did im sorry then .

STOP IT AND SHUT UP .

hahhhh puas ? k done thanks and bai . see how mad i am inside . yes im a piece of shit I KNOW :'(

if i was surrounded by hundreds of pretty girls would you even notice me and look for me ? 

yeah its YOU . congratulations for breaking the wall of my heart --' exam coming and here i am talking stupid. kthanksbai :/

the feelings you get when someone you like is with somebody else --' heart ache and HOPELESS

somehow i turned out to miss you more PARIS 

from ,

little miss M

i want oreo oreo oreo oreo oreo oreo oreo oreo oreo oreo oreo oreo oreo oreo oreo oreo oreo , for the 18th times I WANT OREO and i repeat I WANT OREO :) dont you see how much i love oreo .

YEAY pick me . OH BURN you sure DONT :) haha anyway i jump for a minute . having the best day of my life . I LOVE IT WHEN I SMILE AND YOU SMILE BACK RIGHT AT ME :) that greatest and awkward feeling ever . 

xoxo , M 

Mariam Ibrahim is mad and she doesnt know what to do so she got bored and do stupid stuff all over again until she decided to open A book *just in case tetibe ade niat dan iltizam yg tinggi lg menggunung :P she starts the computer on and start typing blogger and currently HERE SHE IS merepek-ing meraban-ing and thankyou for a fantastic TUESDAY which is extremely BORED btw . 

fyi ; Mariam Ibrahim is in a relationship with Nabi Muhammad S.A.W :) jet'aime

xxx , theawsome M 

PRAY .
because Allah always listen even if its in your heart :)

bismillahirrahmanirrahim 

so here i am wishing salam Maulidur Rasul S.A.W yang ke 1432 Hijrah . may Allah bless us in every step and action we do . may this day bring us a lot of hopes and determination as we embrace the toughest moment in our lives . Life is funny when you think about it , just when you finally begin to plan something get excited about it  and feel like you know where's the direction you're heading in , the paths change , the signs change and the wind blows the other way round . north is suddenly south and east became your west now you're lost . Its too easy to lose your way and to lose direction . Just so you know , when the rest of the world doesnt care anymore or it has become upside down and you barely trust anyone , pray so that Allah will guide you and show you the right way behind every lies that people made . cause Allah is always by our side :) peace be with you

xoxo , M and proud to be muslim

im doing pijikpijikpijik and after this he'storyhe'storyhe'story :) dont come back for me , dont come back at all its a song kay and WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE ? haha xD THUMBS UP christina perri . im loving ya and Sam Tsui can you write me a song like Bruno Mars did to his girlfriend . LOL kthanksbai dreamer :P

xx M :)

I LOVE MY GIRLS MUCHHH :)

a huge and big applause to -----> katerina mawar and nur azren . you girls rock my world bebeh . today i had fun like totally absolutely definitely truly AWSOME . kak mawar was the craziest sister i ever known . haha if you're reading this you should know that iloveyou . erin ilebiuutoo budak comel , hihi . the plan was to get out of the house quickly :P LOL at 5 i walked to kak mawar's house and then to erin's house . me and kak mawar LOVEEE her doormat seriously . rub your feet there and puffff jd lah cococrunch :P haha okay not funny --] back to the story , me and my girls take a walk around casa impiana and thanked God the weather was fine :) we take some picturess and fyi im dem tired because of jumping here and there like wild monkeys . haha once i upload it im gonna put it here as memories kayy :D snapsnap was FANTASTIC , kak mawar talented gilaaa in photography stuff :P haha i can see your smiling face , hihi STALKER DETECT . erin and me was just posing like CASA IMPIANA NEXT TOP MODEL . cehhhh haha xD total SUPERB funny and three of us lepak atas jalan raya :) YEAHH COOL GILA . we should do this more often maybe some other time with kak syahirah and arissa . ahhh i cant waittt for sch holidays and i wish life could be like this forever . ilovethemmuch and the game WATER-FREEZE just bring my childhood memory AGAIN ♥ 


im gonna do my hw after this and seriously this post is dedicated to katerina mawar and erin md ali . thankyouu girls for today , SUPERFUN :) lets act like we're retarded and take lots of pictures . till next time

xoxo , HAPPY M :)

HOMEWORK -----> PA and PHYSICS :) niceee --'

EXAM ------> less than two weeks to study for 10 subjects . I REPEAT TEN SUBJECTS :( its killing me inside peeps . 

new class -----> STA1 stands for sains tulen akaun . without pah dacyn ain syah zia dayah jiha eyqa emira fara . everything falls apart :(  imissyougirlsdemmuch boleh. i miss akak jakel and akak juling :P LOL doing stuff together . dah lah tingkat atas skali :( BEG BERAT cikguu . nak patah bahu oden tsk tsk . i miss my kampung yg ade bab1 kat bwh . i miss talking about hklbr together :( i miss everyone near me . lots of love 

xoxo M 

TRUST ME . lari jauh gilaaaa :( my feet melecet and i almost fell on the ground , jln pon dh betul and what i got is top 20 lah kan lebeh kurang :P *wohoo tepuk tgn sket .haha sorry much girls , i really really tanak lari tp ntah lah ttibe dh ke depan pastu when i look back you're not there anymore . SORRY SORRY . i didnt mean to left you girls there at the back but you know me . im full of citttttt kan mcm biasa :) so when i got home the first thing i saw was my LOVEYDOVEY BED , i love youu . okay penatt --' i slept like 4hours today . haha xD i know right lama gila but who cares . im tired enough running for 4.5 km . SATISFIED NOW ? ade tusyen physics and blur lg ==] and tetttttt okay dh stop . im not gonna talk about it , balik rumah at 10 terus nmpk auntie anita chinese new year openhouse . nyummyy and then kak katerina mawar ajak hangout , there was azren me and athirah . it was SUPERFUN and AWSOME :) we share everything from A to Z . you girls rock my worlddd babeh . muahmuah . thanks a lot , i totally had fun . night earthlings :D

xoxo , M 

esok ------> LARIAN UDA --' okay duhhh im not that strong . im gonna pretend to faint . hihi okay like jauh jgk lah kn for 2 years running . EXHAUSTED . sume org dkt fb pon mcm kecoh jeh psl esok so im posting this to remember it the next time i read bloggie :)
things to bring : mp4 fruitella revive camera .
actually im not gonna run but walking . YESS finally im gonna take pictures with my super coolio fantastic INFINTY awsome friends after 2years running without NO PICTURE xD LOL so toodles bloggie . wish me luck eventho im walking . mn tahu kan dyorg sume jln jeh and tuptup i got top 15 . k that is soooo not gonna happen . wish you the very best good luck for tomorrow (: hwaitingg !

xoxo . luckie M 

okay salam AGAIN :) i got back home around maghrib and currently im doing karangan bm with lots of akaun and mix of maths mod . JYEAH superbcoolio best and my eyes mcm nk tercabut keluar :( i wanna sleep but there's tonssss of HW to do . ohmyGRACIOUSGOD :'( form 4 life sucksss man . excuse me but its a burden okey . im gonna do bm first since esok masa pertama then akaun INSYAALLAH i'll find my own way lah kankan KALAU tak siap esok jd mcmni ye -----> ' NAK PINJAMMM BOLEH ? ' LOL xP kaykay stop it. im gonna get some good rest after siap sume nii . GOODLUCK to me GOODLUCK to me :) haha gaya USOP. ROFL :DD (Y) night peeps . kthanksbai --'

xoxo . TIRED M

hello salam :) today's gonna be short . like you care , i know :P haha k so i dont understand physics AS ALWAYS lah kan--] BECAUSE somebody's laughing and i cant get THEM out of my mind . would you stop ? its bothering me . NOT FUNNY AT ALL OKAY , its YOU GUYS fault because i cant concentrate on my studies the whole day . alhamdulillah the bothersome came after recess if not im gonna sue you man :P *jkjkjk haha so im back at home BORED and im gonna pick Along at cs in a minute then we're gonna have some fun . LETS GO BABEH calobete :P toodles bloggie , muahmuah :)

xoxo , M confused

dear life .

i wanna be that girl JUST ONE MORE TIME . learning abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz and 123456789 and tumbling and say such words . be the center of attention . cry in a minute and someone will be there for me asking 'whats wrong ? who hurt you ? let me kill that person' LOL i want that kind of stuff . feel secure . not gonna think about ANYTHING that could hurt me and add such pain in my heart . not gonna think about the future what im gonna be . work addmath physics and blahblahblah hihi xD . play all day and night non-stop YEAHH :P wearing skirts and cute stuff . HAHA iknowright tell me bout it . IF ONLY I COULD STOP AND REWIND THAT TIME. I WOULD DO ANYTHING TO HAVE IT JUST ONCE . ONE MORE TIME thats all im asking for . if only IF ONLY i could :'( i wouldnt hurt anyone beside me . be stronger and die hard . look how time flies and now im sixteen 16 babe 16 . yeahhh love the number but hate the facts --' im gonna get some sleep and hoping that its gonna be ALL FINE tomorrow (Y) 

xoxo M dreamer :)

okay you're not there . okay im bored . okay im gonna be fine . okay you're not important . sokaysokay :) MOVE ON . make this as easy as asdfghjkl K and im gonna set in mind that if you're easy come then easy go ;) im hopeless but still hoping heh ? okay whatever so toodles . btw along lets buy some stuff cause im sick of this old thingy . sokaysokaysokaysokaysokay --' BYEBYEBYE :( eh nonono ceni :D:D:D like i care youre not even there . puihhhh . back to normal :]

xoxo . M 

okay seriously im BORED and tired and damn lazy . muahaha xP my hw sume like buat sekerat2 jeh :P yeahh i know im MISSLITTLESMARTYPANTS :P LOL inilah yg dikatakn naik lif tkn sndri okay :) so today nothing happens ? haha act pg td ade perwatikahan pgws and i got to be one of the AJK tertinggi . mcm tak layak ==] haha okay so wtv and i forgot to bring my coat so terpakse pnjm blazer sch . NICEE besar gedabak and i think people would call me missFAT after this . biase ah tuh kan , imma FATmejarLOSER so yeahh keep talkingg honey . BABY I LIKEE IT THE WAY okay STOP . fatin and me we BOTH bengang gilaaa like damn bengang mcm tunggul kt dpn . seriously i dont have the guts to see people in front of them tercacak mcm tiang gol pastu looking at them straight in the eyes . NO NO NO AND ABSOLUTELY NO :( scary moryy marry me mary . LOL okay merepek hihi and then balik mcm biase so td i go to 7SPICES and we all have dinner together , hihi la familiaa . pictures ? next time okey , food sedapp :) hihi and MANGO lassi was SUPERBLY AWSOME MANIS YUMMY PERFECTO MENTE :DD loveitloveit , balik terus cr krgn bm and onl fb and have some chat . okay this part awsome amazing smpai melompat kn esah kn :P hihi only my PELAM knows about this great feeling . HOHO maluu bengang boleh okay tutup muka BLAHH --' please if i have to i would online fb everyday :) LOL gedik much eh ? haha xP k i gtg bloggie , muahmuah sikit. kthanksbye :) AKAUN fantabulous otak celaru and headache, thanks mucho and addmath just please be easier and Einstein its all YOUR fault . apesal lah hang pndai sgt buat formula tuh semua , how about you create something nicer like how to get someone's heart :P LOL *jkjkjk night earthlings  (Y)

xoxo , ilikeyou :P

i smile like nothings wrong , talk like everythings perfect and laugh like nobody cares . sick of pretending . NORMAL LIFE PLEASE :/

please just please okay , stop pushing me to do this :( i cant eventhough i tried so many times before . i cant keep going on like this , i cant keep destroying my life and im sorry but i cant have you in my life anymore so goodbye. do please understand me :(

ALHAMDULILLAH :) 

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY FEBRUARY , 1.2.2011

okay papa superB daddy , thankyouthankyou and lots of them . muahhmuahh banyak :D lebiuuu <3 so today i've gone shopping with my daddy . wohoo , he's the coolest dad ever . we're a good partner kn pa kn :) today's post all about daddy huh. haha xD LOL pa you should be proud of your daughter . pa famous dkt bloggie tau :P good night earthlings and im going back to kg tomorrow . hope ALL THE HW boleh siap sbb klu dkt kg nii ssh sket . suke kena kacau dgn budak comel that you just CANT RESIST . cousins lg , night movies . ouhhh i cant wait , grandpaaa im coming . see ya in friday or saturday maybe , pleaseplease pray for me so that i could finish all those freakin tons of hw . AMINYARABBALAMIN :) toodles

xoxo , M

the story of a young girl :) 

location ; house- kitchen and dining room
time ; luch around 2p.m
witnesses : EKA kakakku :)

SITUATION ONE
me : papa tolong bukak kn kipas , mekaseh :D smbil tunjuk gigi cekonon . LOL
papa : screwdriver ?
me : HAH ?! buat ape , it takes me about half a minute to process . HAHAHA , got it peeps ?
me : LOL papa ! eishh dgn bhasa melayu tulen, boleh tolong saya tekankan suis kipas di belakang anda ? :)
papa : haha eh boleh ape salah nya . dapat jugak pahala :)
me : gelak non-stop . eka eka kau tgok ayah kau tuh buat lawak . gelak ah sikit kan , bukan selalu babe . LOL and that time my sister was eating . she just smiled, apetah tak rock langsung . cover ah tuh tanak gelak

SITUATION TWO
me : blogging and fb while eating choki-choki * alahh yang chocolate tuh . yg pnjg pnjg tuh , hihi tatahu jgk oden pon tatau lah hang dok kat dunia mana . pi kedai runcit tanya okay :D
papa : alahai budak nii , benda tuh *chokichoki budak kecik jeh tau makan . adikadik sambil geleng kepala .
me : alahh adik pon bdk kecik jgk . see see . sambil buat muke bdk hingus meleleh, HUAHUAHUA
papa : ukur gune jari , kecik ape nye . besar panjang dh . tembam lg , tula mkn byk eh .
me : ECEHHH :( sedih babe so i was making faces to him . hihi xD
papa : yelahyelah you'll always be my little girl :)

so here i am posting this conversations , LOL i know . childish me lah kan . WTV , im gonna cherish this moment with my daddy . daddy who daddy me *singing . HAHA he's the superman of my life , he's my backbone , he's my supporter and adviser , he's everything to me . conclusion is : ILOVEMYDADDYSUPERFMUCH . jealous much ? hug your dad right now . i bet he loves you too :) as much as my daddy loves me . hihi muahmuah sket papa <3 xoxo

littlegirl, M 

J-Yeah , so here i am being a good-goody girl . telling the truth :P but not all of them . i can like hundreds and thousands of people so here it is . immasecretadmirer of yours :) 

p/s : its just for fun imma bored . so im doing this to 'onlyiknowwho' . hihi xD

QUESTIONS :

1.)how old is he/she?

- he will be 26 in 2020 , LOL

2.)where did you meet?

- somewhere on Earth HA-HA at sch

3.)where is he now?

- his working place maybe hanging out . IDK

4.)is he older than you?

- kinda one,two,three,four or five years older :D GUESS muhaha

5.)how do he looks like?

- very much like a Man Haha ofc lah kankan

6.)whats your happiest memory of him/her?

- Haha not-a-thing , seeing him there can put a smile on my face

7.)why do you like him?

- Entah no reason , HAHA because ? im still thinking

8.)whats your favourite thing to do together?

- together? have we ever been together? LOL i dont think so

9.)when did you know you liked them?

- when eh ? entahh tak perasan :) you just can feel it in your bones

10.)is it true love?

- WHAT IS TRUE LOVE ? tell me ? all but a bunch of pitiful liars and sad stories i've been told

11.)what's the sweetest thing he/she has ever done for you?

- sweetest thing ? Ha-Ha hello hello i thought im a secret admirer here ?

12.)what his/her worst habbit?

- worst habbit? tanya lah dia mana lah aku tau kan . 

13.)what annoys you about them?

- annoys me ? Hmm when he left without saying goodbye . cehhh ! poodah IDC

14.)has this person ever hurt you badly?

- Hurt me? kinda yes with his attitude . badly ? NOT YET :)

15.)do you trust this person?

- Do i HAVE to trust him ? what for ? he's just a person to me

16.)whats their best facial feature?

- His eyes, his eyes . Make the stars look like they're not shining . Haha japjap lg sket hihi his smile his smile makes the whole world stops and stares for awhile xD 

17.)hair color?

- a lil bit of black or maybe brown . idontgivea tutttt bout it :D haha

18.)what does he/she smell like?

- smell? Entah gila punya soalan kan? im not a dog ok . SNIFF SNIFF :P lol

19.)do he like you?

- No and he probably wouldn't

20.)do you live near them?

- No. far far away macam Shrek and Fiona HaHa . dia dkk Uda . me jauhhh kot

21.)do they have a boyfriend/girlfriend?

- Not yet i think . or yes he did ? entah . hoho :O

theawsome M