30.12.2010

day thirty : your pictures then and now :))

i dont have a scanner so tak boleh nak masuk kn gmbr mase saya kecik2 yeh , lots of sorry .

BEFORE : EARLY 2010 xP

AFTER : END of 2010 and HELLO 2011

29.12.2010

day twenty-nine : website you enjoy the most :D

of course :

Google

facebook

blogger

YouTube

omegle 

28.12.2010

day twenty-eight : you like stupid person or fake person ?

for me i prefer stupid person wayyyyyy better than fake person does . REASONS :

stupid person - krg krg pandai pon at least he or she can make me happy with his or her STUPID-ity :) mesti lawak kan klu ckp dgn org tk phm bahasa . hoho far far and much more better than fake ones .

fake person - menyampah i tgk nyahh , rase cm nak hntk jeh kepala kau dekat dinding pastu amek belacan pedas2 suap kat mulut hangg . SODAP kan ? LOL tulahh lain kali jgn nak fake sgt , ckp beriye jeh lebeh padahal habuk pon tade . dont make me believe in all your LIES you pitiful LIAR . hate it mucho so get away PUHHH_LEASEEEEE . thanks a lot :)

27.12.2010

day twenty-seven : how old are you when you first login into social network :P

BHAHAHA LOL tajuk nii makes me think about my precious little time and totally brings back lots of memories to me :D so bile eh , jp jp nak recall balik . THINK BRAIN THINK :)
i was in standard 5 i think mase tuh ade FRIENDSTER and i moved in to johor from kedah , first muke excited gila sbb dpt contact my friends sume . HAHA bedekak , pastupastu dah lamelame sket makin pudar and we all moved on to MYSPACE the new brand social net , KONON gempak lah sgt kan sbb mase tuh tgh muda mudi * skrg pon still muda okay :P so myspace bertahan and pecah record for like 2 or 3 years mcm tuh and skrg dh mcm mak hilang anak and i dont EVER EVER bukak lg plus password pon aku dh lupa. HAHA so NOW dah canggih siket ah kan , we're called as the FACEBOOKERS :PP cehcehh , i open acc nii pon early in 2010 i think , tak ingt lgsg lah kan . sorray tk dpt smbut ulangtahun anda FB , so stkt nii i think im gonna stick to fb for the rest of my life sampai naik muak lah kan . tade lah smpai bercucu cicit pon ade fb lg , GILA punya advance GRANDMOTHER lah kan . POWERR siaaa :) haha so xoxo bebeh

26.12.2010

day twenty-six : do you like exam ? = = ]

OHHHH I TOTALLY ABSOLUTELY LOVE EXAM , i can talk about them all day and night long . seriously NOT ! :PP gila kentang lah kan , i feel stress bile exam is just around the corner , dh tau nak exam tak bc pon. selalu bukak last2 minute :) HAHA poor me , i know . lalala SO azam tahun baru nih i wanna be A goodgoodgoodie girl and NO MORE playplay during classes and FOCUS dgn pembelajaran :) cewahh gituh . FORM 4 lailai babeh . form 5 SPM err ? straight staright AMINYARABBALAMIN . pray for me okie

25.12.2010

day twenty-five : what type of book do you like :)

ALL OF SCHOOL BOOKS , duhhhh :P obviously * NOT ! hoho , PTS one books , novel bile ade mood and cite tuh best , all of dear dumb diary and harry potter . after this nak kumpul NARNIA :D and enid blyton books plus faraway tree series . comic : lawak kampus , under eigh8een series , chocolate , conan and doraemon LOL and others etc . so jadikanlah slogan ini sebagai trade mark anda : MEMBACA BUDAYA BANGSA , BANGSA MEMBACA BANGSA BERJAYA blahblahblah , so fill up your leisure times with books in your hand . okay GOH ! :P

24.12.2010

day twenty-four : MY FAMILY well known as ' la familia '

daddy / papa : IBRAHIM BIN ABU YAZID

mommy / mama / ibu / ummi / omma : KHALIDAH ADIBAH BINTI ABU BAKAR

campuran mereka berdua iaitu IBRAHIM + KHALIDAH ADIBAH , tadaaaaaaaa :P

lahir lah 5 orang anak terdiri drpd 4 org princess and 1 prince , cehh menggedik nak gune ayat 'ROYAL' HAHA :PP wtv so thats my family and im proud of them no matter what they do :) 

first , along : SITI AISHAH , blablabla i love you lots sister , xoxo

second , hajar : SITI HAHAR , nak jam :PP haha deliver it NOW :) jahat punya adik, hee ily muahhmuahh

third , eka : SITI ZULAIKHA , wekk kte slalu gaduh kan . ily mucho jgk , muahmuah 

fourth , farouq : MUHD FAROUQ , kecik jeh rapat bile bsr tak sgt kan . haha loyu 

i present you the FANTASTIC FABULOUS THE FIFTH : SITI MARIAM or adik , haha xD ilove myself be stronger in every step you take babe , shone like a star will ya :P muahmuahh xoxo 

WONDER SEVEN :

LA FAMILIA SE7EN :D heidelberg germany , 

mane tah tak ingt , haha LOL

london buckhingham palace * ignore other people focus dkt SE7EN 

tower of london , along.papa.mama.adik.eka.farouq.hajar

DISNEYLAND :) mama and papa forever love <3

23.12.2010

day twenty-three : what you always say

here's the list :

*AWSOME *GILA lah *SUPERB *COMEL * TIP TOP NGETOP *FANTABULOUS *SO WHAT *LIKE I CARE *IDK *LOL *ROFL *STFU warning : bile saya sgt teramat dan paling mrh shj :P

22.12.2010

day twenty two : speaking time :)

oh so todays post no 'malay' all english and korean . HAHA xD jahat gila aku . speaking in malay is bercakap ye  readers . so hr nii we all are going to learn ABC :) bc nii :
dedicated to all my beloved dearest strongest and craziest FRIENDS , ily muchooomuchieemuch :*

A - accepts you as you are
B - believes in you
C - calls you just to say ' HAI or HELLO '
D - doesnt give up on you
E - envisions the whole of you
F - forgives your mistakes
G - gives everything unconditionally
H - helps you 24/7 and be there next to you
I - invites you at all times
J - just be with you through thick or thin
K - keeps you closed at heart
L - loves you for WHO YOU ARE
M - makes a different on your life
N - never judges your looks and anything
O - offers their support
P - picks you up when you're all down
Q - quits your fear
R - raises up your spirit
S - say nice things about you
T - tells you the truth everytime
U - understands you a lot
V - values you
W - walks beside you
X - xplain things you wouldnt understand
Y - yells at you when you wont listen
Z - zaps you back to reality

so ALL my friends out there and to you who cared for me , support and gave such unconditional love through all the times, i appreciate you so much *jongmaljongmal saranghae :) THANK YOU 2010 and hello 2011 :*

21.12.2010

okay im so freaking late nak GILA :P today's like 'THE LAST DAY' and im still stuck at 21st of december . latelate so here we go :) toodles ,

day twenty-one : how's your relationship status 

THE TRUTH :) nur muhd amin bin nordin 10.10.10 and still being strong as rock i think . thank you MANGO

20.12.2010

day twenty : 20 facts about you :P 

1. i love my family and friends more than sky and ocean do :)
2. i love smiling and cant stop laughing when you make jokes . SERIOUSLY LOL
3. i hate people who makes me cry non stop and leave a scar in my heart .
4. im annoying :P HAHA ask my sister . SOMETIMES okay * I WAS BORED :) swear
5. im a secret keeper and great listener so do believe in me .
6. i love sweet and cute things especially BUTTERFLY :) auwww
7. i dislike cheaters liars backstabbers vampire freak weirdo and haters
8. im LAZY but easy , im STUBORN but smart , im NOT EXTRAORDINARY but ordinary , im a HEARTBREAKER but not a liar , im a QUITTER but i never quits and give up easily , im not beautiful but i have a nice heart though .
9. i see the beauty even in smallest things people gave me .
10 . i hate myself sometimes * most of the time actually :P hoho
11 . i got a nice life and its perfect enough for me . alhamdulillah
12 . i love to shop and shop :P thats what a girl does okay . but now dah control sikit :D hee
13 . i have utterly and epic AWSOME best friends :D PELAM ELF and SAWET and others >3
14 . anak ibrahim and khalidah adibah + cucu kepada abu yazid and abu bakar :) HAHA
15 . im not that good in everything and i sucks in some subjects at school but WHO CARES :)
16 . i love love love to EAT * saya gemuk :)) im like a big tonggg , tadaaa
17 . i have enemies , back-talkers and sweet like damn honey memories .
18 . GILAGILAGILA tahap maksimum to KOREA :DDD
19 . anak terakhir dalam kelurga . THE FAMOUS FIVE in FAMILY :D *the fanatic and fantastic girl
20 . im A PROUD MUSLIM and THANK GOD that i have ALLAH by my side :)

19.12.2010

day nineteen : your dream of future :)

 my LIFE PLAN . wewittt *gumihogumiho kan aten kan xD LOL

so in exactly the next 2years . im so gonna get STRAIGHT A's in my SPM . insyaALLAH and AMINN :D
pastu masuk kolej universiti and if there's a chance i wanna go and sambung my studies in overseas . AMINN
get a job and stable life . get married blahblahblah with yang termaktub dlm hidup * my MR RIGHT :) nomunomunomu saranghae insyaALLAH . kids ? LOL  thinkable but not yet decided . grow old together and die together with a smile and as a muslim . HEAVEN :)) AMINYARABBALAMIN .

hah beriye kan ? cita-cita kalah gunung berapi bukit lautan terbelah 7 tsunami tornado dan segalanya :P HAHAHA . lalala its not a sin to hope and be a dreamer right :D subhanaALLAH .

18.12.2010

day eighteen : type of person you hate the most :P boo nii boo , 

jongmaljongmaljongmal nomunomunomu hate :
1. gedik GILA IBAB tahap LAIS , LOL sorry for that . hee
2. backstaber cheater liar hater and spreading bad rumours . GET A LIFE will ya !
3. a biatch who tells other people that im a biatch , SO LISTEN HERE CAREFULLY you biatch because im not a biatch biatch . GET IT now GET LOST . okay SORRY for that ==' emo lebih nii . cool cool ,
4. pretending that you know about me and talks like shit behind my back BUT SERIOUSLY you're that shit because i dont know you weirdo .
5. i hate people who judge other people based on the appearances , THATS RIDICULOUSLY NOT FAIR okay . just imagine other people do that to you and judges you like that ? how would you feel and i dislike people yang bile dia buat org boleh bile org nak buat dia balik walaupun sikit nak KECOH smpai gaduh2 bagitau satu dunia . sepak kau laju-laju nak tak weyh ? grrr

okay SORRY SORRY SORRY AND A LOT OF SORRY , i've been there and experience that . people nowadays are so damn rude * SOME ok not you bebeh and bros . no harsh words anymore okay , what you read here stays here and SHUT UP :D thank you mucho for your co-operation dear readers

17.12.2010

day seventeen : your dream house :P

let pictures describe it , let you imaginary world runs wild dudes and babes :) so here it goes . sila tekan "arrow ke bwh " okay bagus anak mak . 

soboleh2 nak dkt dgn forest and closed with nature :) nomunomu chowahae

gila ibab kan xD haha , so arkitek prepare this design sbb mariam nak buat rumah :D

i wanna grow old with the only one and live here :) woke up everyday and feel like the worlds MINE . lg bagus kalau dy sea view mcm nii . jongmal chowahae

naknaknak boleh :D hee serius i love the design , gila gempak kankan . feels like urban and totally AWSOME

LOL berangan jeh lebih kan mariam nii , blahblah im BEYOND IMAGINARY okay :P insyaALLAH i will get this house tp im not that pretty sure klu rmh2 ceni ade tak dkt malaysia :) so architect out there * KEJURUTERAAN AWAM please please build this for me . begging begging youuu :) hee thanks A LOT

16.12.2010

day sixteen : place you wanna go :) hee

among all my favourite , so as a proud muslim mst lah nak pegy haji kan :D wuuu tak sbr , so lets see pictures okie dokie . im too tired to type mann , hee sorrayy

INSYAALLAH some fine day :)

KOREAKOREAKOREA :D i fell in love with you bebeh

SYDNEY AUSTRALIA auwww :) mommy i wanna go plis

tadaaa GREAT WALL OF CHINA :D

VENICE ITALY as usual :P

so there goes my fav destination , berulang2 kali ckp kan . HAHA kesiann tak dpt dpt pegy , PARIS lets meet again babeh . one day one day AMINN *lps aku dah rompak bank or masuk skim cepat kaya . LOL 

so saya SITIMARIAM dgn ini berikrar akan cuba dgn penuh daya serta usaha dgn kekuatan padu lg maksimum tanpa had kelajuan CUBA utk kumpul duit sebanyak mgkin and pergi . AMINYARABBALAMIN :D

15.12.2010

day fifteen : MY HERO :) auwww

um firstly ALLAH S.W.T for sure and absolutely  , second RASULLAH S.A.W for 100 percent and positive , third DADDY :D hoho and family-friends ofc , fourth SUPERMANNNN :) *wujud lagi tak ? anggap jelah ade kan . im a DREAMER :P

14.12.2010

day fourteen : your favourite actor

okay too many and too hard to choose . i give you my top ten artist of the year , HAHA . okay goh ! *ayat lanlan , pinjam eh brotherrr :D

TEN---------->

EMMA ROBERTS.ANNE HATHAWAY.TAYLORSWIFT.

NINE---------->

ANGELINAJOLIE.JOHNNYDEPP :)

EIGHT---------->

EMMA WATSON

SEVEN---------->

MYBENBARNES :D

SIX---------->

CHOI SIWON-OH MY LADY :)

FIVE---------->

LEE DONG WOOK-MY GIRL :D

FOUR---------->

PARK SHIN HYE.LEE HONG KI :D

THREE---------->

KIM HYUN JOONG :)) 

TWO---------->

LEE MIN HO-PERSONAL TASTE :D

TOP ONE---------->

KIM BUM - BOYS OVER FLOWER (: 

wewittt , so as you see malay actors takde . haha sorrysorry , not that interested . anyway aku tak fanatic okay , LOL haha xD just a regular fans yg tahap maksimum jeh . lalalala :P okay im sleepy and i have to pack for tommorrow so toodles . xoxo honey sugar peanut butter and jelly :)

heloo MALAYSIA :PP puihh okayy so i got BAD NEWS and GOOD NEWS . so which one do you prefer ? HAISHH lets go for the bad ones sbb nnt good news can cover it up right .

BAD NEWS : im not gonna take PMR results this thursdayy , auwww :D
GOOD NEWS : im gonna balek kg and jumpe tokbah and tokcik , ohh imy so freaking much pastu nak pegy psr mlm , beli biskut , gunting rmbut blablabla too many things to do .
waitt tp i seriously wanna see my friends khamis nii OFFICIALLY not for pmr results , eeee sape nak ambek. tanak akuu ! CRAZY SCARY smpai nak larii satu pdg pon boleh tau tak . 9A 9A 9A AMINN :))
papa didnt even discuss it with me , ttibe jeh terus ckp ' adik pegy pack evrything now , we're gonna go for holidays AT KAMPUNG ' perhh bru ingt nk pegy shopping . then buat lah muncung angelina jolie , it always work to papa . LANCARKAN SERANGAN BIBIR :PP LOL so papa terus ckp 'yelahyelah we're gonna go to kl sekali KALAU SEMPAT' . anyway im gonna make that kl comes true sbb mse tuh tak jd , its now or never . lets go YESYES for some shopping :)) imy DEM LOT MUCHO friendss , tc babes
thanks again for the CB honeydew , yummy and i love it . terima kasih banyak banyak :D xoxo

13.12.2010

day thirteen : your favourite teacher (:

okay its a tough one , too many teachers and too many great memories plus damnsweet punishment :P haha ilovemyteachersequally i think ? SO ? tak percaya sudah . cause i didnt belive it myself , how can a person love another person equally . mst berat sebelah jgk kan no matter what believe me i know .

so here's my gratitude for teachers since my school days from standard one ;

cikgu tadika :)

cikgu darjah 123 SABAR at sekolah taman uda kedah darul aman :) ,

cikgu darjah 3456 ARIF at sekolah bandar uda2 :) MOST especially standard six teachers yang bertungkus lumus for getting me straight A's in UPSR * i really owe you a big big thanks and ily mucho :) ,

cikgu form 123 KAA and A HUGE THANKS to you that im growing up as a good good girl, WELL i think so i did hee and I OWE YOU A LOT OF THANK YOU for all the support and love you gave me all the year in form 3 . PMR is a tough one and i almost gave up for it but thanks to you i didnt plus THANKSTHANKSTHANKS to mr thiagarajan * DADDY GAGA :P LOL sorry for all the nickname , i want you to know that your amazing MATHS teacher also a veryvery good and excellent MENTOR :D 

FORM 3 TEACHERS:

ustazah ainon and norsiah : thank you for guiding me to the islamic way , ily

cikgu rohaini : HAHA thanks for layan my brain yg superb crazy in class and always lazy mybe sbb geo slalu time2 nk balik plus i still remember mse cikgu baling duster dkt ain tp kena dkt mata sy and i cry NON-STOP mase cikgu ajar 2 masa tuh , GILA lah sorry ckg but i just cant stop crying lepas hbes kelas ckg terus pujuk balik . haha bengang ==' 

cikgu normah : thanks for talking to me about english and gives me courage plus lawak mmse ckg ajar seriously with your smile . LOL

cikgu masitah : SEJARAHSEJARAH and thanks for everything , youre the best :)

cikgu linda : thank you for KH walaupon i always get B and bole kira kot bape kali dpt A , haha and i really lack focus mse your time . tatau lah kenapa , LOL but i did study okay :D

cikgu wahab : terima kasih cikgu from london sbb selalu buat lwk and lyn jeh kepala pastu kenakan sy kt kls . sedih tp lawak pastu nangis , HAHA crazy me tapi serius thanks sbb making science more interesting :))

cikgu rozinah and maznun : BM is always fun except paper one yg MENCABAR daya tahan otak with the pemahaman n evrything . 

TERIMA KASIH CIKGU :D xoxo 

and i wish all the form3 students at SMKBBU get straight A's . AMINYARABBALAMIN 

12.12.2010

hahh sampai sampai lagi sket , okay dah cukup . im tired of typinggg , lets just make it simple .

day twelve : what are you doing right now  

emm agakagak soalan anda begitu mencabar brain saya yg tidak mempunyai kuasa serta daya tindakan yg tajam lagi bernas dan mantap untuk menjawabnya :D sila layari : www.idiotstupidandslowmotion.com  brrr , okay tenang mariam tenang  :)


currently im " BLOGGING" . ohh yeah im mad LOL , plus im listening to my SAM TSUI - dont want an en ending and if i die young :)) auww he's a great singer kankan . xoxo

11.12.2010

day eleven : your favourite game

terima kasih sbb selalu ade dkt situ when im FREAKINN BORED :) ily

dari kecik smpai skrg kan :) BESTBEST 

okay game nii best gila babun mse main dkt kg with all cousins , smpai berebut KOT laptop , haha

hah yang nii pulak BEST gila tahap lupe dunia :P and main with siblings smpai pecah record :D

itu antara game yg paling tip top i ever played :)) lepas nii nak try DOTA , WOAHH angkara lanlan , alif fitri and uncle yang gila game nii smpai tak tidur kan . maybe i'll try it when im free or something , kena jadi PRO :D

10.12.2010

hee hello hello so blablabla lets cut it short sbb dh tggl byk GILAAA bout this 30things in 30days . okayy mariam hwaitingg ! you can do this bebeh , 

day ten : a photo of your favourite place to eat

i prefer calling it OTWC :D

okay sekarang dah jrg mkn luar , papa was busy and so as mama . blablabla we used to have fun kan dulu *sighh err maybe things change and we're all have something to do with our lives . hee anyway i still love you both :)) now ktorg sume mkn dkt rumah *mama's cooking :DD auww yummy delicious . lovelovelove it , lagi pon my dad tak suka makan luar sbb first tak sihat plus papa takut tgn dyorg tk bersih as my mom is . cehh haha xD pastu mkn kt rmh kn lg sedap , boleh tgk tv guling2 kan papa kan ? haha byk kelebihan mkn kt rumah :P SAVE MONEY lagi so that papa can spend on me . huahuahua ;)

okay fullstop baibai , im gonna take a break and habes kan all this challenge . either die from losing or sleep :) LOL

9.12.2010

BHAHAHA , 9.12 GILA kan ? im so so far far awayyy from posting 30things in 30days , sorry bloggie :P beza bape hari dah ? japjap aku kira 1234 adelah agakagak dalam 8HARI :D BAIK kann ? hee

day nine : A photo of the item you last purchased :)

okay the last day i hang out was with my sister ZULAIKHA :P tetttt FLASHBACK after 8hari tak post , i bought this i think plus some movies and shirt tp tuh my sis bayar . hee

i BOUGHTTTTT : "CB" haha COOLBLOG okayy LOL 

nampak tak COOLBLOG plus the people yg COOL tuh :D

favourite dlm byk2 blog tuh , second honeydew :) 

someone sanggup beli kan saya one fine day sbb hr tuh KONON mengidam nak minum :P lalala terima kasih banyak2 awak :) i miss that moments , nanti bila2 free kita beli lg okay :D YOUR MONEY . LOL *jk

IM BACK :D ROFL

haha LOL LOL LOL ROFL , GILA kan aku hari nii . so today thursday sy sebagai AHLI KOPERASI dgn bangga nya dtg dan kemas packing2 sume utk adik adik abg abg sister brother DAMN rosak tgn i nyahh , BHAHA . seriously ==' tgn berdarah2 sbb kena buku tuh sume , menangis ? OH WELL im not that sweet innocent child anymore :P so tga kemas2 tuh , ehh lupe . my GANG utk packing today :


ABANG TAI * abg PUIHHH ==] haha AMIRAH , KAK DIYANA and IZYAN pastu ASYRAF*adik kak diyana . HAHAHA GILAGILAGILA betull , mamat kecik nii baru form1 and he makes me laugh like " NONSTOP " babeh , damn sampai amirah ckp ceni ' mariam dah lah tuh weyy , kesian aku tgok kau nii lah . muka smpai naik merah ' OKAY SO i was like 'yelahyelahh aku stop nii MUKESERIUS ==' a few seconds then i pndg muke ACAP and I LAUGH AGAIN LIKE BEDEKAHH GILA IBAB PUNYA . BHAHAH and im still laughing right now ( dont imagine it ) okayokay dahh :PP


hari nii makan breakfast dgn MY GANG td tuh , menjerit2 sbb ade kucingg dkt kantin tuhh . BHAHA ceni mase tuh tga mkn nasi lemak *sambal dy pedas and sume jelir lidahhh PANASPANAS . LOL pastu kucing nii pon dtg meng-meow meow bwh meja . aku pon ape lg jerit2 lah kan , takut serius (!) adelah zmn knk2 dlu FOBIAAAA ==] pastu mira gila bedekak nye bole ckp eh eh kucing MENGANDUNG tuhh blkg kauu mariam ! ARGHHH then acap bodhobodho g betulkan " MANA ADA KUCING MENGANDUNG ? KUCING BUNTING LAHH ! " haha ngeng betul . macam2 aksi and thanks to teachers sbb belanja KFC td , yummy :D

p/s : okay aku tau ade part tak lwk bg korang tp LIKE I CARE lah kan sbb its my day anyway and a sweet one sbb asyik bedekah jeh , if you didnt find it funny then STFU *HAH gila ganas kan ? OH WELL sy sudah membesar :PP LOL *jkjk

imissmysweetdamncutelittleprettyfunnyandmakemesmileLIKEHEAVEN :'( and td first time dtg sch UDA balek after cuti . sedehsedeh plus rindu sobsob , im gonna miss that sch :( ESPECIALLY KAA and some other friends in KRK C1 B1 :)) blablabla and THE WORLD

8.12.2010

sorry dear bloggie , i miss you like heaven . dalame tak post 30things in 30days right , im lost somehow and somebody told me that life's hard and i thought its not that hard but truly dem yes so im back with a new spirit , KONON jelah . donno how long im gonna be like this but lets just wait and see dear peeps :D

day eight : a song to match your mood 

right now in front of me , everything just falls into pieces . thank you LIFE .
when i feel useless :  ITS JUST A DREAM
this song makes me cry : OPEN YOUR EYES , THANK YOU ALLAH (:
please understand : NEED YOU and i need time .

ME thingy

one minute its love and suddenly its like a battlefield , one word turns into war and the tears couldnt stop flowing, heart ache , brain disfunctional , everything seems common to me . im COMPLICATED and hard , curse a lot when im upset or mad , my hands are cold when im worried , i hate the way i look or how i am . i dont trust people because everytime i did they keep tearing that trust apart and it sucks A LOT . i love my friends despite how much they hate and backstab me from the back . DOUBLE FACES , but i know somehow they still love me even its not me . i have too many imperfections and one thing you should definitely know i am stronger everytime you hurt me stranger :) do keep that in mind 

AWSOME :D

hee sorry dear bloggie , muahmuahh imy A LOT honey . lame kn tk type dkt you , phewittt . sory lah lately mood i swing tetibe , ahh sudahh . MNG and i dh baik kan :) haha terima kasih awak . so today 11.12 i hang dgn ALIAH*myBABA , NUNAD*myLESBOpartnersecond , lanlan , nazrin and rifqi pastu din dtg :) seriously dyorg rock plus lawak . haha part tak boleh blah mse dpn popular n toilet kan , bestt GILA :D im gonna miss you guys muchomuchiemuch bebeh . ali nnt you kne turun JB lg darla , and nunad lets go beronggeng and WELCOME to the sawetgang.com dearr , hoho (:

aliBABA : ily and imy , tc always okie darla . muahmuahh xoxo :'(
nunadNENEKlesbo : haha ily babe , best gila budak semut nii . dalah comel jeh , best kn kn kn :)
nazrinTAXI : haha thanks ah kt bpk hang td , taxi wane hitam siaa , power gila . nnt hang lg bile ade aliah .
lanlanRAPUNZEL : kau lwk gila , haha seronok jeh kan td . bestt doe cita tuh madah nak gelak jeh . thumbs up lah mann :D
rifqiSILENTONE : haha lek ahh man , thanks td pgg kn popcorn aku . bedekak jeh , BHAHA xD
dinIPOD : nyahhh ! aku nk iphone , ipod , ipad and apple laptop satu . POS uma aku brother . kau cool gila nnt kte BR eh , td tuh McD ape brann kan :P lalala thanks man

korg seriously make my day , peeps you're AWSOME (: hee nnt kte hang lg okay guys . xoxo
aliandnaz : NARNIA , wewittt :PP haha oh yeahh berjaya
menunadlanlanrifqi : RAPUNZEL bedekak plus BEST GABAN :D

invisible

its 1.27 in the morning im LOST and i cant sleep either . i do sin but im not a devil , im good but not an angel . im gonna fnd me and after i found what i've been searching for lets remain silent until im ready , lets put that smile again in my face :)

broken and shattered

i scream and suffer in silence . i dont cry in front of people because i hate it and i hate being weak . im sorry by not telling you this , im sorry for making you suffered too . i can smile and act like everything is alright despite how shitty things are . it wasnt your fault at all , there wasnt a single thing about you thats lacking . everything's fine maybe its JUST ME . im changing and i dont know why but im truly deeply sorry and this thingyy in my mind cant get out . i've been thinking and thinking and tired of it , believe me there's nothing not a single thing is wrong with you . ITS JUST ME . i need space and time so pleaseee NMA if you read this dont mind and think about me at all . have fun and enjoy every single day of your life . im gonna turn off my phone for a few days , dont even bother to call or text plus dont you even worried about me . EVERYTHINGS OKAYY :) just give me some space and i think i lost somehow whats mine and im gonna fnd out whatever was it . one word and 5 letters im SORRY , byebye . please be happy for me :) tc always xoxo babe

7.12.2010

so what im late ? haha sorry my dear lttle bloggie i was busy tonton-ing korea and lbs *thanks you :) cte tuh sgt mendayu dayu :PP lps satu satu sedih . menangissss oden :PP pecaya tak ? cehh sensitif . so lets move on to our post today :D 

day seven : your dream wedding xP

ciss im FIFTEEN okay , too many blocks road tree's moon hill cave mountain to go through before thinking and dreaming about this . im SO NOT ready yet anyway dah name pon challenge kan . blablabla so after dh buat kajian dkt google i want a wedding like this , hee xDD :

BEST WEDDING OF THE YEAR (:

haha tp i dont care pon wedding mcm mn , at least dpt suami soleh pon dh kire beruntung lah kan :) syukur alhamdulillah :D nabi MUHAMMAD once said that : 

' The best wedding is that upon which the least trouble and expense is bestowed '

kalau tak fhm sila check dkt google translator or bukak kamus okie dokie :D sekian xoxo

6.12.2010

 day six : A photo of an animal you'd love to keep as a pet

hee wewittt so today's post is all about ANIMAL :D ily pet and i miss all actually . dulu mse ddk kedah rmh sy di kelilingi ikan . haha xD pagi2 jeh before go to school actually before mnd terus bangun and berebut bg mknn with my brother , alaa biase ah tu kan kecik2 ape aku tau :P lalalala my parents never gave me a chance to keep cat or rabbits sbb dyorg tau aku pemalas nk bersih kn semua tuh . HAHA xD lg pon cost nak beli jaga bg makan lg dh brpe semua . baik belikan adik baju and kasut kan mama kan :P booo sudahsudah 

haiwan yg i would like to keep as a pet : 

BABY CHEETAH :D hee

i always wanted to keep cheetah , perhh mst comel kan . what a cutie , bela dr kecik pastu dh besar bole bwk g jalanjalan area rmh :) haha GILA MACHO lahh babe . naknaknak kalau boleh , maybe aku patot pndh africa ah ceni sng sket tayah tiap2 hr g zoo kan . area pon luas and bsr so my cheetah dpt lari2 berkejaran . phewittt bestbest . okay ENOUGH of my berangan-ness :D 

5.12.2010

day five : how important you think education is :)

so today's post is kinda boring tp demi ilmu yg berguna kami padukan tenaga demi mencapai cita-cita serta kejayaan yg cemerlang gemilang dan terbilang , pewittt xD

EDUCATION is a practical knowledge which without it i think human will be lost and has no sense of direction in this world . with education average people can change things for the better if they just tried .

importance of it :

• menjamin kehidupan akan datang :) *10years from now and still counting on it .
• membezakan anda drpd orang lain :PP cehhh kire mcm kalau ade ilmu baru UP sket kn kn .
• bagi orang islam kan mempelajari ilmu itu wajib dan merupakan slh satu rukun fardhu ain (:
• hahh yg nii bestt * utk menambah duit di bank :DD bru teball poket gituhh , hoho . klu ade specialities you can make money out of it right , pastu boleh bg mak ayah datuk nenek jiran terdekat sanak saudara sepupu sepapat dan yg bersekutu dengannya :P
• bg students kalau ade pelajaran sng dpt kerja kankan :) wewittt pastu boleh belanja aku , hoho
• menjadikan kita seorang rakyat Malaysia yg cemerlang gemilang dan terbilang kpd keluarga , agama , bangsa dan juga diri sndri :) ayatt gramatiss beb aku kasi . lailai krgn form4 :P cehh tuihh
• ilmu kan sunnah nabi and my daddy said smpai mati kita akan belajar * kata kata hikmat :P

so in a conclusion education should be more than reading writing listening and counting it should be about human being and how they can overcome themselves in this world that is challenging and full with obstacles . so be creative and think outside of the box :D sekian terima kasih , xoxo 

4.12.2010

sorry im late too tired to type anyway today's post is :

 day four : your favourite photograph of your best friends :'(

my ELF girls , ily mucho muchie much :D you girls THE BOMB (: ♥  

boys 3KRK , haha idk why i put this but they're still my friends :) thanks dudes

my PELAM girls ily forever , thanks for being there for me (: ♥

zulPELAWAK.idzhamBROTHER.ijunsiPUTEH.sheikh :) 

wanJALEN.azriROCK.afiqSHIN.nazALI.syafiqYEYE.ziaMUSE (: ily guyss . 

fatinrashid.pah.dacyn.aneesanasir.nadee. PELAM :DD ♥ 

im gonna miss you guys and girls forever :'( thanks for all the sweet 3years memories . 3KAA iloveyou forever more and nazihah suruh bapak kau uncle 'MUSE' buat 4KAA cepatt :'( sob

 A good friend is someone we can count on, as well as being so much more. A friend is someone with whom we can relax and just hang out, have fun and share our innermost thoughts, deep dark secrets, lofty and noble goals, or our hopes, joys, and fears (:

A good friend allows you a safe space to share your deepest thoughts and needs without worry of being judged, criticized or made to feel silly for feeling the way you do. Friends cheer each other on, laugh and cry together, and just plain commiserate and listen to each other. That's why friends are friends arent they :)

  we're different but in some ways we're the same .

3.12.2010 (:

day three : your idea of the perfect first date :) ♥

time : please be PUNCTUAL couples and dont make your partner feels IRRITATED .

place: a nice one and suit for both of your personalities like some people loves to go taman bunga and others prefer shopping complexes .

dress : TUTUP AURAT :D ofc , male : simple and smart but not that perfect .

 female : dont use too much of perfumes unless your boyfriend loves the smell and totally non-dizziness .

attitude : BE YOURSELF and just be real . nobody likes FAKE people i repeat NOBODY :D

boys dont be that ego and just be a gentleman would ya . girls dont be TOO OVERself i mean GEDIK stuff ==' and i really hate when you try to flirt . be nice and solehah :) boys : jd ANAK SOLEH :) DO mind your words and definitely i repeat NO HARSH words and no heart feelings .

things you should do when you go out : see movies , eat popcorn and laugh , if horror *just scream out loud . oh yeahh , do something different but NOT thattt diferrent from others , shopping and GUYS use your money first this attitude actually shows that your not selfish and GIRLS dont shop till your boyfriend drop and bankrupt will ya . have some gratitude peeps :)

conclusion : have fun and enjoy your moment , relax and dont waste your time . do these and your gonna have an awsome memories :DD 

p/s : no heart feelings for what i wrote up there . it is just one of my thoughts maybe because i watched too much of drama's lately . if you dont like it please read this: 'BOO-YAH' and get a life . thank you (: xoxo

the DAY :D

assalamualaikumwarahmatuALLAHiwabarakatuh xD 

hee hello hello (: okay so yesterday 2.12 im supposed to have fun at MRSM PONTIAN ==' *have fun habess lah kan . there was a UKKM exam utk msuk and heavennn scary thp gila . so first thing first i wake up early *jengjengjeng haha BERSEMANGAT lah kn pdhl ngantukk then around 10 me and daddy gerak from home , mama tak ikut sbb brother SPM shishh kebab :P haha anyway good luck brother *adik yg BAIK kan :P pastupastu smpai dkt pontian around 11 . so daddy kate pegy rht dlu and study sket sket anyway we're staying at my grandmother's house :) cehh pdhl aku tk study sgt pon * sy PEMALAS :P sorry daddy .

then around 1.10 gerak and mase dlm kereta my daddy advice byk gila :) and i was like 'ye papa ye adik dgr nii' HAHA xD so after dh smpai perhhh dupdapdupdap jntung ku :P skola dy tersergam indah gituh , pdg dy luass . cehh promote mcm skola aku jeh kan , hee 

smpai smpai turun kereta terus pegy hall dy kt tgh then ttibe rse takuttt sbb my friends sume ckp math susah thp gaban dan mksimum di luar jgkaan :( OMOOO papa , adik takut lah tnds dy mn . cpt cpt HAHA , so misi mncr tnds brjaya lps jmpe surau dy :) bdk bdk yg aku jmpe sume nmpk pandai , ==] rase diriku trlalu kecil :P tapetape be brave mariam .

so me and daddy duduk dlu sbb exam tuh start around 2.15 so chill jelah kan *KONON :P dlm hati Allah jeh tahu . aisehmann :'( so short cut nya : MATH susah seriously :'( SAINS dy SO-SO kot insyaAllah . KEPERIBADIAN plg BEST :DD lain kali buat lah soalan math mcm tu lg eh , sy sukaaa sgt :) mcm tapena bljr pon ade jgk . err =='

anyway sorg bdk pon aku tak knl , hampehh :( so mse dlm lab knl bdk sorg nii name dy 'SYAFIQAH' bdk pasir gudang :) she's nice and funny . thanks jd kwn sy awak . then dh habes "IM THE FIRST ONE" yg keluar ==' HAHA xD mybe sbb dh fedap sgt kot , dear Allah i really hope i can get into mrsm . so pleaseplease make this come true :'( after dh hbes i call you and cerita evrythg , thnks dgr sy bebel :) hee ♥

budak MRSM 2011. AMINN :D

haha , gila lah kan . tade keje snapsnap gmbr skola orang :P eh kenangan bebeh :) mind your own bussiness.