broken and shattered

i scream and suffer in silence . i dont cry in front of people because i hate it and i hate being weak . im sorry by not telling you this , im sorry for making you suffered too . i can smile and act like everything is alright despite how shitty things are . it wasnt your fault at all , there wasnt a single thing about you thats lacking . everything's fine maybe its JUST ME . im changing and i dont know why but im truly deeply sorry and this thingyy in my mind cant get out . i've been thinking and thinking and tired of it , believe me there's nothing not a single thing is wrong with you . ITS JUST ME . i need space and time so pleaseee NMA if you read this dont mind and think about me at all . have fun and enjoy every single day of your life . im gonna turn off my phone for a few days , dont even bother to call or text plus dont you even worried about me . EVERYTHINGS OKAYY :) just give me some space and i think i lost somehow whats mine and im gonna fnd out whatever was it . one word and 5 letters im SORRY , byebye . please be happy for me :) tc always xoxo babe