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Mariam Ibrahim . Seventeen . Young and Immature . Silly girl who spills every part of her life written here rather than sharing it to others who act like they even care . Broken and shattered to pieces . Daddy's girl and Mommy's heart . Stop being nice to me if you're just faking it i'm sick of all the drama's . Not a big fan of books. Chocolate really makes me feel better . The Moon describes me perfectly cause people dont really notice me but i'm always there . I'm awsomely good in giving others advice but when it comes to me imma failure . What is written here stays here . Everybody has their own secret and me too so deal with it .

June 10, 2011

haha i almost forgot for more information please log on to aneesanasir's bloggie the real conversation is there :* and here's the link SKYPIE
HAHAHAHA okay stop but seriously tro-LOLOLOL kot , me and @fatinkamila @aneesanasir skype together like lawak gila babun bergaduh psl nak negeri mano . nii kl gengster ahh nii PUNCA sebab dan akibat LOL . i havent watch the movie yet but its like everybody's saying its damn coolio so yeahh mybe im gonna buy cd cetak rompak sooner or later HAHA ok fine JK . atentonten pegang kualalala lumpur pastu thailand nd then tokyo seoul new york while esah pegang singapore at first tp disebabkn dy kata dpt negara cinonet sgt so dy dpt pahang and sarawak . tak agakagak nk pgg semua yg besarbesar haha budak comel nii berwawasan gila so imagine esah will be the next sgapore's president fullamak hebat tk hebat bestfriend i :P next is meeee i got johor bahru for sure nd then melaka but then things get pretty greedy so i owned london paris and germany last but not least is italy haha things going great . i wish PELAM semua onl seriously mesti ktorg bedekak gilaa kot but yeahh everybody has their own things to get done with.  anyway school's coming this monday heck yeahh tak best im soooo gonna miss this holiday but still friends are important and im eager to see them :)  hopefully sch would be a lot better site for having fun TRULY . byebye gonna skype again with my girls and laugh till my stomach burst and my tears is gone :') let by gone be by gone isnt it . toodles bloggie muahmuah

xoxo ,
the awsomest mariamibrahim




like seriously i cried :'(


Derick: 
I guess we are the left-overs in this world.

Lily: 
I think so...all of my friends have boyfriends, and we are the only the 2 people left in this world without any special person in our lives.

Derick: 
Yup, I don't know what to do.

Lily: 
I know! We'll play a game.

Derick: 
What game?

Lily: 
I'll be your girlfriend for 30 days 
and you will be my boyfriend.

Derick: 
That's a great plan, in fact, I don't have anything to do 
much for the following few weeks.

DAY 1: 
They watch their first movie 
and they both are touched by the romantic film.

DAY 4: 
They went go to the beach and have a picnic. Derick and Lily have their quality time together.

DAY 12: 
Derick invited Lily to a circus and they ride through a Horror House. 
Lily was scared and she thought she touched Derick's hand but she actually touched someone else's hand they both laughed.

DAY 15: 
They saw a fortune teller down the road, and they asked for their future advice.
The fortune teller said: 
"My darlings, please don't waste the time of your life, spend the rest of your time together, happily." Then tears flowed out from the teller's eyes.

DAY 20: 
Lily invited Derick to go to the hill 
and they saw a meteor; Lily mumbled something.

DAY 28: 
They sat on the bus, and because of a bumpy road Lily gave her first kiss to Derick by accident.

DAY 29: 
11:37 pm: 
Lily and Derick sat in the park where they first decided to play this game.

Derick: 
I'm tired Lily...Do you want anything to drink? I'll buy you one...I'll just go down the road.

Lily: 
An Apple Juice, that's all. Thank you.

Derick: 
Wait for me.

20 minutes later 
A stranger approached Lily

Stranger: 
Are you a friend of Derick?

Lily: 
Yes, why? What happened?

Stranger: 
A reckless drunk driver ran over Derick, and he is in critical condition in the hospital.

11:57 pm:
The doctor walked out of the emergency room; he handed Lily an apple juice and a letter.

Doctor: 
We found this in Derick's pocket.

Lily reads the letter and it says: 
Lily, These past few weeks, I realized you are a really cute girl, and I am really falling for you-your cherished smile, your everything when we played this game. Before this game ends, I would like you to be my girlfriend for the rest of my life.
I love you, Lily.

Lily crumpled up the paper and shouted: 

"Derick! I don't want you to die-
I love you; remember that night when we saw a meteor and I mumbled something. I mumbled that I wish we would be together forever and that we would never have to end this game. Please don't leave me Derick .. I love you! You can't do this to me!"

Then the clock strikes 12... 

Derick's heart stopped pumping...

It was the 30th day.
you have no idea how someone's heartbeat races so fast and how many litres of tears shed just for you yet still you never cared enough maybe someday you'll look back some fine day
deary diary ,
 all this time i've been waiting for you to come around , i've been giving out chances everytime you let me down and its taking me this long to realize it aint that stupid . i thought maybe if i have enough patience you would appreciate it but im wrong . i bet you didnt mean what you say didnt you i shouldnt believe you in the first place its my fault and i admit that . its funny how a sweet hello always ends with a goodbye i guess thats how you rolled .  its funny when forever never seems to last and it sure is funny when you made a promise to take care for each other and someone broke that promise . people change all of a sudden , sometimes good memories can lead you to cry at the end of the day isnt it . maybe every little tears falling has a good reason behind it i hope so . say hello to goodbye cause its gone forever no more cry you and i its now or never :') goodbye kittie so long 


a big hug and kisses to ainazuraman yayang , i really truly am owe you a big time hunny thanks for being there when the rest of the world is sleeping and nobody cares .

xoxo , 
invisible mariam

 
im so friggin sad :'( seriously crying okay eka's telling me ghost story hopefully it could make me feel better .

June 08, 2011

LOL K boringggg this "engagement stuff" dah LAME anyway i'm still posting it so lets see the pictures rather than me typing :P



eka . alongBRIDEWANNABE.mama.me (: and one more missing

me and mak deh :* lebiumuch



okay UGLY bye .

so thats all . the 'wannabe' abang ipar coming soon in november insyaAllah :) toodles i wanna eat eat and eat. seriously imma be fatgirl but who cares im loving it lalala byebye earth assalamualaikum bloggie :*



HA-HA this is me when i see KOREAN stuffs . okayy FINEEE maybe its a lil bit too much nd exaggerating BUT this MAYBE how i looked like when i saw too much korean thingy so accept it and face the fact that nobody's perfect , i've gone MAD REAL MAD . i mean it :*

June 07, 2011

waittttt where is everybodehhhh ? i miss my girls demmm much "FAKKKKRUL" betul HAHA okay JK i miss my esah aten pahpooh nadia dacyn hidayah syah ainyayang zia suri jia piqa fara and neighbours and bloggers and blablabla all my girlfie lovers out there :* esahhhh i read your bloggieeee , aww im touched by reading it :') tears of joy , hows london ? i miss being there and and paris ahhhhh heaven beside you kankan . seriously on cloud nine kott wewitttt anyway cant wait to see you and hughug you :* patennnn kite rindu awak much :/ awk tau tak? dalame tk contact mcm jauh sgt je rumah tuh :( anywayyy lets hang hang and me gonna blanja you JCOOL okay babe ? pahpooh bandunggggg shopping ? OMG haha mesti best kan anyway michuu honey .dacyn hilang without any news but iknow you're enjoying your holiday as much as you can kankan :) nadia we still keepintouch and maybe we're gonna hang out tomorrow lalala cant wait to see you nadeeGIGIBESI :P and tadaaaa to my dearest nazihahmusa.mahsurikhalid.ainazuraman.fatimahsyahramlee.hidayahazhar wehhh penat kott nk taip lalala sorry to other girls yg takde but you still ada in my heart always okie .
and specially made to nuraliahothman my hunnybunch jugak where are you ? i never thought i lost contact with you mcm nii . if you read this reply me ASAP babe :/ heard that you're in jb but no text no fb sobsad . tcare girls , enjoy your holiday and glad to have you in life muahmuahkanankiriatasbawahdepanbelakang hikhik toodles PEACE


xoxo ,
mariam ibrahim MAJOR AWSOME



June 02, 2011

i

IMMA BORED REAL BORED REAL HARD .

do me a favor -----> dont read this post if you did THUMBS UP (Y) cause we're on the same boat .


im going back to johor bahru this evening :) cant waitt any longer . 
EAGER.EAGER.EAGER like a TIGER :p

June 01, 2011

you had a good girl but you didnt know how to treat her like a princess and its a waste . that proves the girl is worth keeping and that also means that you're too dumb to have her by your side .

3 words for you : LET HER GO 
dear heart ,
please stop that feeling . that feeling when you see something and that exact moment your heart drops , your throat swells up and you feel tears in your eyes . you cant speak at all and the only thing you could do is stare . and then it sinks and you can feel like its an unbelievable feeling in our chest . the next thing you can do is cry that feeling make it go far away . stop falling thats it


dear brain ,
stop memorising things that isnt supposed to be remembered anymore , stop thinking negatively stop being so stupid stop doing foolish things . stop being so easy to be trick and lastly stop thinking that you are important enough in anyone's life . start to think out of the box , start to think about the future start making life happier just believe in yourself would you .


dear eyes ,
you have two round eyes but that doesnt mean that you have the same view . start to see others the way they dont see it . stop judging a person's appearance , see what is inside them not the outside . beauty lies in the eye of the beholder for you maybe its not that pretty but to others it meant everything and that is something worth standing for .
the saddest and most pathetic but true love is when you love someone and knowing that they want you back but the circumstances dont let you to be together . its a cruel world isnt it :'( 49 days