deary diary ,
 all this time i've been waiting for you to come around , i've been giving out chances everytime you let me down and its taking me this long to realize it aint that stupid . i thought maybe if i have enough patience you would appreciate it but im wrong . i bet you didnt mean what you say didnt you i shouldnt believe you in the first place its my fault and i admit that . its funny how a sweet hello always ends with a goodbye i guess thats how you rolled .  its funny when forever never seems to last and it sure is funny when you made a promise to take care for each other and someone broke that promise . people change all of a sudden , sometimes good memories can lead you to cry at the end of the day isnt it . maybe every little tears falling has a good reason behind it i hope so . say hello to goodbye cause its gone forever no more cry you and i its now or never :') goodbye kittie so long 


a big hug and kisses to ainazuraman yayang , i really truly am owe you a big time hunny thanks for being there when the rest of the world is sleeping and nobody cares .

xoxo , 

invisible mariam