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Mariam Ibrahim . Seventeen . Young and Immature . Silly girl who spills every part of her life written here rather than sharing it to others who act like they even care . Broken and shattered to pieces . Daddy's girl and Mommy's heart . Stop being nice to me if you're just faking it i'm sick of all the drama's . Not a big fan of books. Chocolate really makes me feel better . The Moon describes me perfectly cause people dont really notice me but i'm always there . I'm awsomely good in giving others advice but when it comes to me imma failure . What is written here stays here . Everybody has their own secret and me too so deal with it .

November 30, 2011

if I'm gone


This will be my 334 post since last year , one word Wow thats a lot :O haha anyway I'm gonna say this someday If I'm gone I should probably say sorry deeply and throughly for all my stupid actions and behaviour I really am no doubt . Sometimes I do things without even thinking about the outmost possible outcome and consequences , I care for people a lot than they imagined I truly do but I hurt them too with words mostly and actions specially . My apologies so if the next day I'm gone do pray for me and forgive me for what I've done doesnt matter if its the smallest or simplest thing I ever did to you . What I did wasnt really my heart desired I just did you know cause I'm a human being too I make mistakes and I messed up . So I just wanna say this again I'm sorry from the bottom of my heart , remember me and be happy . You only live once :") Oh and one more thing to my mom and dad I seriously absolutely totally love you guys like forever I wouldnt be here writing all these things , who am I without you both so I am truly grateful to have such freaking cool parents *no lies* who supports me through good and especially bad times . I cried a lot didnt I haha sorry for being such a little annoying girl I cant help it though I tried . Haa I didnt forget to my effing awsome amazingly funny and smookingly hot super supportive siblings I love you guys sibs-hugggggg forever and eternity . For my superduperlyeffinggorgeousandlovely best friends forever Iloveyougirls to infinity and beyond :') So till then , pray for me a lot .

 Al-Fatihah 

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