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ultimate Sunday

It has been ages and a really really really long time since I log in to blogger . Swear to God I miss everything . I missed the moments when I really loved writing . The times when I dont even have to think to write about everything that's happening around me nor the times I spent with my loved ones . Something inside just fade . I know I shouldnt say this cause I should be greatful for what ever happens in life and I'm happy the way it is . Guess there's just a part of me telling myself I should stop . Stop thinking . Stop having this playback memory that kills me inside whenever I rewind . Stop overthinking . Stop imagining . Stop thinking what if's . Stop and stop and stop . Someone please create a time machine I beg you . Maybe I just miss the days or am I the only one #sigh

I love to bottle everything up to myself and pray that someone someday will just break my secrets inside by looking at me . Till the day I meet someone like that I'm gonna keep it to myself because sometimes there's just stuff better left unspoken . I hate explaining things . I hate answering . And that's me . No matter how much I want to pour out everything inside my heart about all the things I'm going through , all the struggles I'm handling , all the criticism , all the ifs and wishes that's going through my brain , I just stop and I realized something , realized that rather than sharing my thoughts I should just refrain myself from doing so . That feeling that effing insecure feeling that I have , I couldnt handle that . I'm just afraid I think , afraid of what others may think . 

Those day where I end up crying because I feel like I couldnt turn to anybody and those times where I choose not to depend on anybody else , I actually learn something from it ; I've learn to be independent . 

a girl , virgo , 95's and Proud 

M

Assalamualaikum . Hi there . Oh knock knock nobody's there . Went to Persada with Ida today with bus . Yeahmannn totally awkward but worth trying *proud face . The bus stopped in the middle of yeah donno where and we walked like miles *exaggerate lebih muka troll . Walked to Puteri Pacific and met Nazmi . Head towards Persada and there's too many . I cant breathe . Seriously I dont like crowds . Eyes pointed to the exit door as usual . Head down to KFC yeah once again C.R.O.W.D.S. Manage to find my way out of there . Hungry and went to City Square . Saw Marrybrown and eat nasi lemak there . Ida got a phone call and went straight back to Pontian with her friends . Its okayyy Ida me lapchu . Then me and Nazmi left together , went to MPH . Called Wan and she said she's coming after Zohor prayer with Aina . They arrived and Nazmi went back home . Sorry Nazmi , and thanks too for accompanying me to the pameran . Went straight up to the cinema and bought the tickets for 6 . Hunger Games at 4pm . We're hungry and and went to Nando's yippie . Then we went to Cotton On . Saw some seniors and start some conversations . Saw someone . At 4 the movie started , I dont understand a thing at first but then Aina cried when Rue diied *seriously sedih no doubt . The movie is about sacrificing for your loved ones mostly and competition to live and death and young love and handsome Gale lol . ratings : 8/10 The movie finished around 6.20pm and then took a cab and went home with Aina and Wan cause they both wanna go to Physic's tuition . Im happy with you girls around so Thankyou Gallies for today wovee you buddies muah <3 

I know . Its 2 am in the morning . Im not sleeping yet . Just finished skype-ing with Hajar a.k.a My annoying loving second sister *well you cant pick your family member * which I missed a lot . We talked about vaass happeninn around y'all , vaas the new gossip in Malaysia currently and at home mostly bout our family . And not to forget about her saddest part of all , I'm giving her a real good advice though or did I laughed about it the whole time you're talking . Man I'm a real bad sistahhhh . Nahhh I'm so not (Y) # Ithinkso HAHA well people make mistakes and they tend to regret about it after awhile . But dont be , a decision has been made . What's done is done . No need to replay it back in your memory or wishing it so badly or thinking about what you could have done if you did this or did that and everything . The fact is that - we're HUMAN . That is what we do . One mistake isnt that bad plus you can always learn from it *that's what Daddy always teach us remember . "Turn over a new leaf" , Boy I've heard those words before and its HUNTING me . I just want you to know sistah , I'll always be there beside you to , you know LAUGH about the mistakes you've done but the truth is I'll back you up no matter what . The thing you're regretting is well lemme say it He's the one who should move on . Second thing is you have US . Ya know me *ehemehem angkat kening and your girlsss . So get up get up get out of the mess yo . Me lapchu always . 

xoxo ,

le M

WARNINGGG !

Stop Scrolling and Pushing Your Down Button . Yeah I know it is scary .

But I'm reminding you again this is MY territory . 

In case anything happens to you e.g ---> Heart attack , High Blood pressure , Mental disorder , Excessive weight loss and Loss in appetite for food about a couple of hours or more . 

Hey . Dont blame me ladies . Whatever happens next is not under my responsibility .

Make a wise decision . Oh yeah one more thing before I'm going numb , I'm just gonna make it pretty obvious and clear that down there is a MAJOR thing . and Sorry to dissapoint you BUT He's currently under my rules and regulations to put it in a simple words ---> He's mine 

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Prepare yourself for the Awsome man of mine 

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Please hold on to your breath ,

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Hereeee Weeeee Gooooo .

Tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa !

Okay I know this sounds crazy , but I think I am crazy AND in desperate need of help for this amazing cuteness . Arghhhhhh diediediediediedie mannn why you have to be so danggggg cute .Geez man stop pokinggg the screen AND stop putting your hand at your cheek like a cute adorable pretty baby please . Haihhh le me got to go and have a serious serious seriously a good night sleep . Stop Dreaming and Boom Reality Knocks . Hope so . Maybe . Tomorrow? Who knows . Yeah bye upsiee Assalamualaikum wbt 

XoxoXoxo, 

M & Liam