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Mariam Ibrahim . Seventeen . Young and Immature . Silly girl who spills every part of her life written here rather than sharing it to others who act like they even care . Broken and shattered to pieces . Daddy's girl and Mommy's heart . Stop being nice to me if you're just faking it i'm sick of all the drama's . Not a big fan of books. Chocolate really makes me feel better . The Moon describes me perfectly cause people dont really notice me but i'm always there . I'm awsomely good in giving others advice but when it comes to me imma failure . What is written here stays here . Everybody has their own secret and me too so deal with it .

June 10, 2011

haha i almost forgot for more information please log on to aneesanasir's bloggie the real conversation is there :* and here's the link SKYPIE
HAHAHAHA okay stop but seriously tro-LOLOLOL kot , me and @fatinkamila @aneesanasir skype together like lawak gila babun bergaduh psl nak negeri mano . nii kl gengster ahh nii PUNCA sebab dan akibat LOL . i havent watch the movie yet but its like everybody's saying its damn coolio so yeahh mybe im gonna buy cd cetak rompak sooner or later HAHA ok fine JK . atentonten pegang kualalala lumpur pastu thailand nd then tokyo seoul new york while esah pegang singapore at first tp disebabkn dy kata dpt negara cinonet sgt so dy dpt pahang and sarawak . tak agakagak nk pgg semua yg besarbesar haha budak comel nii berwawasan gila so imagine esah will be the next sgapore's president fullamak hebat tk hebat bestfriend i :P next is meeee i got johor bahru for sure nd then melaka but then things get pretty greedy so i owned london paris and germany last but not least is italy haha things going great . i wish PELAM semua onl seriously mesti ktorg bedekak gilaa kot but yeahh everybody has their own things to get done with.  anyway school's coming this monday heck yeahh tak best im soooo gonna miss this holiday but still friends are important and im eager to see them :)  hopefully sch would be a lot better site for having fun TRULY . byebye gonna skype again with my girls and laugh till my stomach burst and my tears is gone :') let by gone be by gone isnt it . toodles bloggie muahmuah

xoxo ,
the awsomest mariamibrahim




like seriously i cried :'(


Derick: 
I guess we are the left-overs in this world.

Lily: 
I think so...all of my friends have boyfriends, and we are the only the 2 people left in this world without any special person in our lives.

Derick: 
Yup, I don't know what to do.

Lily: 
I know! We'll play a game.

Derick: 
What game?

Lily: 
I'll be your girlfriend for 30 days 
and you will be my boyfriend.

Derick: 
That's a great plan, in fact, I don't have anything to do 
much for the following few weeks.

DAY 1: 
They watch their first movie 
and they both are touched by the romantic film.

DAY 4: 
They went go to the beach and have a picnic. Derick and Lily have their quality time together.

DAY 12: 
Derick invited Lily to a circus and they ride through a Horror House. 
Lily was scared and she thought she touched Derick's hand but she actually touched someone else's hand they both laughed.

DAY 15: 
They saw a fortune teller down the road, and they asked for their future advice.
The fortune teller said: 
"My darlings, please don't waste the time of your life, spend the rest of your time together, happily." Then tears flowed out from the teller's eyes.

DAY 20: 
Lily invited Derick to go to the hill 
and they saw a meteor; Lily mumbled something.

DAY 28: 
They sat on the bus, and because of a bumpy road Lily gave her first kiss to Derick by accident.

DAY 29: 
11:37 pm: 
Lily and Derick sat in the park where they first decided to play this game.

Derick: 
I'm tired Lily...Do you want anything to drink? I'll buy you one...I'll just go down the road.

Lily: 
An Apple Juice, that's all. Thank you.

Derick: 
Wait for me.

20 minutes later 
A stranger approached Lily

Stranger: 
Are you a friend of Derick?

Lily: 
Yes, why? What happened?

Stranger: 
A reckless drunk driver ran over Derick, and he is in critical condition in the hospital.

11:57 pm:
The doctor walked out of the emergency room; he handed Lily an apple juice and a letter.

Doctor: 
We found this in Derick's pocket.

Lily reads the letter and it says: 
Lily, These past few weeks, I realized you are a really cute girl, and I am really falling for you-your cherished smile, your everything when we played this game. Before this game ends, I would like you to be my girlfriend for the rest of my life.
I love you, Lily.

Lily crumpled up the paper and shouted: 

"Derick! I don't want you to die-
I love you; remember that night when we saw a meteor and I mumbled something. I mumbled that I wish we would be together forever and that we would never have to end this game. Please don't leave me Derick .. I love you! You can't do this to me!"

Then the clock strikes 12... 

Derick's heart stopped pumping...

It was the 30th day.
you have no idea how someone's heartbeat races so fast and how many litres of tears shed just for you yet still you never cared enough maybe someday you'll look back some fine day
deary diary ,
 all this time i've been waiting for you to come around , i've been giving out chances everytime you let me down and its taking me this long to realize it aint that stupid . i thought maybe if i have enough patience you would appreciate it but im wrong . i bet you didnt mean what you say didnt you i shouldnt believe you in the first place its my fault and i admit that . its funny how a sweet hello always ends with a goodbye i guess thats how you rolled .  its funny when forever never seems to last and it sure is funny when you made a promise to take care for each other and someone broke that promise . people change all of a sudden , sometimes good memories can lead you to cry at the end of the day isnt it . maybe every little tears falling has a good reason behind it i hope so . say hello to goodbye cause its gone forever no more cry you and i its now or never :') goodbye kittie so long 


a big hug and kisses to ainazuraman yayang , i really truly am owe you a big time hunny thanks for being there when the rest of the world is sleeping and nobody cares .

xoxo , 
invisible mariam