Ya Allah make me strong even when the rest of the world is fighting against me :'/ Show me your mercy and guide me with your wisdom . I just cant stop crying 

hey Assalamualaikum and hi so today is the 12th of November 2011 where my sister Along is having a luxurious and glory moment of hers . Wish you all the best for your marriage sistah :') Okay well here it goes I am happy for her well the most happiest I think but then I know there's always a karma whenever I'm happy its like I can smile laugh and stuff but then there will be something bad happening trust me been there a lot and done it . Please stop talking about me I know what I did my actions for you may be unappropriate but dont judge I know what I'm doing so just let me be even my parents didnt say a word . Mind your own bussiness please Its just saddening to know that people talk like sheezzz behind your back it stabs you right through your heart and now mine is bleeding , Just stop interfering and messing my life with your cruel words cause it hurts a lot and now it just affect everything i repeat EVERYTHING . I cant even smile properly cause I kept thinking about your negative piece of sheez and judgemental side without even asking me the truth . Im depressed thinking about what you think so please dont make me even more fragile , I always knew words can bring me down but I didnt knew being down was to fall from such a high place and watch your heart bleed :'/

           Assalamualaikum jawab sayang tak jawab dosa :* hee so today is my Along or well known as Siti Aishah Ibrahim greatest day of her life :') 11.11.11 nikah and tomorrow is the wedding . enjoy the pictures cause im too lazy too tired to type sorry peeps . Along i wish you the best and may Allah bless you a happy , barakah and sakinah family with your loved ones . We still love you as a family though hihi and to Abang Sukri welcome to the family brothaa :) dont worry you are safe with us as long as you follow my lead muahaha xP peaceyo \m/ keep rocking on .

#HappyNewlyWeed

#aishah&sukri

#thenewbighappyfamily :')

#welcometothefamilybrahhhh <3

#farouq.mariam.aishah.hajar

#makzizah&me

#maknoi.mariam.makzizah.eka.farouq

#adik-haja-eka

#sitimariam.sitiaishah.sitihajar 

#adik&pengantinbaru-along hihi 

#iloveyou : farouq.along.haja.eka.and sikecik aishah :)

#more pictures will be downloaded to my facebook account insyaAllah but sorry not now , this is currently a short post of me ni pun wa curikcurik online babe . al maklum busy kemas rumah :P for those yg kenal me especially my dear buddies sorrayyyy much sbb tak jemput please dont be mad at me :'( not that i dont want to invite you guys i'm a human too i forgot easily then i got final exam thats why tak sempat nak hntr card to you and stuff . sorryyyy eh eh dengan ini saya Siti Mariam Ibrahim dengan penuh rasa rendah diri menjemput anda ke majlis perkahwinan kakanda saya yang tercinta pada hari esok . nak alamat inbox facebook wa :P haha have a nice day ladies and gentlemen . 

you laid in your bed and end up crying . you keep telling your friends when they asked you are you okay but you told them lies by saying that i'm great and never been better . you cried at nights just thinking how much more you have to sacrifice , how many lies are you going to tell , how many pain you have to endure , how many fake smiles you have to show , how life is being so unfair . you cried because you cant find someone who will understand you even if they do they wont feel the same cause they're not walking in the same shoe . you counted all your flaws from head to toe just to see how much more tears you have to cry and eventually make you feel even worse . the girl who everyone thought is strong and full of happiness fail to calm herself . have you ever felt that way cause I do .
#FAILED