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Mariam Ibrahim . Seventeen . Young and Immature . Silly girl who spills every part of her life written here rather than sharing it to others who act like they even care . Broken and shattered to pieces . Daddy's girl and Mommy's heart . Stop being nice to me if you're just faking it i'm sick of all the drama's . Not a big fan of books. Chocolate really makes me feel better . The Moon describes me perfectly cause people dont really notice me but i'm always there . I'm awsomely good in giving others advice but when it comes to me imma failure . What is written here stays here . Everybody has their own secret and me too so deal with it .

November 09, 2011


you laid in your bed and end up crying . you keep telling your friends when they asked you are you okay but you told them lies by saying that i'm great and never been better . you cried at nights just thinking how much more you have to sacrifice , how many lies are you going to tell , how many pain you have to endure , how many fake smiles you have to show , how life is being so unfair . you cried because you cant find someone who will understand you even if they do they wont feel the same cause they're not walking in the same shoe . you counted all your flaws from head to toe just to see how much more tears you have to cry and eventually make you feel even worse . the girl who everyone thought is strong and full of happiness fail to calm herself . have you ever felt that way cause I do .
#FAILED

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