knock knock who's there ?
YEAYYYY ME ! K iamsolameiknowshutupgetlost :P #jk peace boys and girls
so
today is Sunday and
last night was 21st Ramadhan , some said that last night was '
Malam Lailatul Qadar ' and when i heard about that
my heart stops beating cause i'll never know
when can i meet Ramadhan again :'( who knows right
maybe i wont be here writing to my bloggie again . my mind starts thinking what if i cant meet Ramadhan next year and
all the thoughts just wont stop coming like a fountain or something . see
thats why i hate my brain sometimes they cant think clearly and all the
negative thoughts starts to whisper like when you wanna do something bad and
it drives you crazy . so lets just think positive about it .
my newly newly newly azam for this Ramadhan and next year which
i'm gonna take SPM ? what theeee ? #
Klame its too early isnt it .
here it goes :- fyi
dont read it cause you might get sick :P haha
1.
i want to respect the people who respect me first and forget about those who forget me :') sorry peeps
if you wannabe in someone's life you just have to put a lot of effort in it so that there's a place guaranteed
fr you in their heart same goes to me tadaaaa dooms . #
anywho dont break the trust the people had give in to you cause if you did just shoot yourself in the head .
K-idding dont do that please
just change yourself to the better , people will like that *swear to God .
2.
i want to treat people the same way i want to be treated like #humanity .
i wanna love my family even more even sometimes
i feel neglected , hurt , torn apart , leftover , blahblahblah and
that kind of stuffs which is sensitive for me to write *i might be crying
like a child LOL
grow up M you're so not a baby but okay lah a sweet salty smelly baby yang dah besar and
she's gonna be sixteeen haha . i wanna grow my love
even more to my
PELAMOVE my babiesss awhhh ,
my classmates you guys
awsomely rock ,
my friends yang superly duperly
makes me smile . yes i wanna do that i wanna love my peeps oh yeahhh #
loveisintheair .
3. last but not least ,
i want to do some
self-reflection to myself . K sometimes i have the
lazy feeling to study , get over moody or upset people if they see me HAHA things like this have to
absolutely change FULLSTOP . anyway hope to see the better me insyaAllah ,
more to the Islamic way rather than the all duniawi stuffs aminnnn :) praying hard to kejar
the malam lailatul qadar malam *
1000 bulan which i have calculated using a calculator haha , equals to
83 tahun beribadah . i aint know when or
how long i get to live in this world so i am trying my best effort to meet this
LailatulQadar aminyarabbalamin .
may Allah bless me and to all the muslims throughout the world :')
pray hard for me in you du'a please :') Allah will repay your kindness towards me and and we'll be siblings
eventho you dont know me or you hate me badly *
ouchhh it hurts :P but muslims are somehow related right so do pray cause
Allah will always be there when the rest of the world ignores you . Alhamdulillah and
i am glad to say that I am a Muslim which
may not be a perfect one but trying to be one .
words of wisdom :
there are many ways to die but there is only one way to live
and
that is the way i wanna live my life to the fullest .
aint no shit gonna come in my way HAHA ksorry #
disgusting .
have a nice day Happy Fasting and maybe some of you
still searching for baju raya or waiting for your tailor to do it like me sheeshh
patience please . good luck and hoping that you'll be
sangat anggun cun bergaya dan VOGUE di pagi raya :') teehee
peace be upon you
