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YEAYYYY ME ! K iamsolameiknowshutupgetlost :P #jk peace boys and girls

so today is Sunday and last night was 21st Ramadhan , some said that last night was ' Malam Lailatul Qadar ' and when i heard about that my heart stops beating cause i'll never know when can i meet Ramadhan again :'( who knows right maybe i wont be here writing to my bloggie again . my mind starts thinking what if i cant meet Ramadhan next year and all the thoughts just wont stop coming like a fountain or something . see thats why i hate my brain sometimes they cant think clearly and all the negative thoughts starts to whisper like when you wanna do something bad and it drives you crazy . so lets just think positive about it .

my newly newly newly azam for this Ramadhan and next year which i'm gonna take SPM ? what theeee ? #Klame its too early isnt it . here it goes :- fyi dont read it cause you might get sick :P haha

1. i want to respect the people who respect me first and forget about those who forget me :') sorry peeps if you wannabe in someone's life you just have to put a lot of effort in it so that there's a place guaranteed fr you in their heart same goes to me tadaaaa dooms . #anywho dont break the trust the people had give in to you cause if you did just shoot yourself in the head . K-idding dont do that please just change yourself to the better , people will like that *swear to God .

2. i want to treat people the same way i want to be treated like #humanity . i wanna love my family even more even sometimes i feel neglected , hurt , torn apart , leftover , blahblahblah and that kind of stuffs which is sensitive for me to write *i might be crying like a child LOL grow up M you're so not a baby but okay lah a sweet salty smelly baby yang dah besar and she's gonna be sixteeen haha . i wanna grow my love even more to my PELAMOVE my babiesss awhhh , my classmates you guys awsomely rock , my friends yang superly duperly makes me smile . yes i wanna do that i wanna love my peeps oh yeahhh #loveisintheair .

3. last but not least , i want to do some self-reflection to myself . K sometimes i have the lazy feeling to study , get over moody or upset people if they see me HAHA things like this have to absolutely change FULLSTOP . anyway hope to see the better me insyaAllah , more to the Islamic way rather than the all duniawi stuffs aminnnn :) praying hard to kejar the malam lailatul qadar malam *1000 bulan which i have calculated using a calculator haha , equals to 83 tahun beribadah . i aint know when or how long i get to live in this world so i am trying my best effort to meet this LailatulQadar aminyarabbalamin . may Allah bless me and to all the muslims throughout the world :')

pray hard for me in you du'a please :') Allah will repay your kindness towards me and and we'll be siblings eventho you dont know me or you hate me badly *ouchhh it hurts :P but muslims are somehow related right so do pray cause Allah will always be there when the rest of the world ignores you . Alhamdulillah and i am glad to say that I am a Muslim which may not be a perfect one but trying to be one .

words of wisdom :

there are many ways to die but there is only one way to live 

and that is the way i wanna live my life to the fullest . aint no shit gonna come in my way HAHA ksorry #disgusting . have a nice day Happy Fasting and maybe some of you still searching for baju raya or waiting for your tailor to do it like me sheeshh patience please . good luck and hoping that you'll be sangat anggun cun bergaya dan VOGUE di pagi raya :') teehee peace be upon you