ME thingy

one minute its love and suddenly its like a battlefield , one word turns into war and the tears couldnt stop flowing, heart ache , brain disfunctional , everything seems common to me . im COMPLICATED and hard , curse a lot when im upset or mad , my hands are cold when im worried , i hate the way i look or how i am . i dont trust people because everytime i did they keep tearing that trust apart and it sucks A LOT . i love my friends despite how much they hate and backstab me from the back . DOUBLE FACES , but i know somehow they still love me even its not me . i have too many imperfections and one thing you should definitely know i am stronger everytime you hurt me stranger :) do keep that in mind 

AWSOME :D

hee sorry dear bloggie , muahmuahh imy A LOT honey . lame kn tk type dkt you , phewittt . sory lah lately mood i swing tetibe , ahh sudahh . MNG and i dh baik kan :) haha terima kasih awak . so today 11.12 i hang dgn ALIAH*myBABA , NUNAD*myLESBOpartnersecond , lanlan , nazrin and rifqi pastu din dtg :) seriously dyorg rock plus lawak . haha part tak boleh blah mse dpn popular n toilet kan , bestt GILA :D im gonna miss you guys muchomuchiemuch bebeh . ali nnt you kne turun JB lg darla , and nunad lets go beronggeng and WELCOME to the sawetgang.com dearr , hoho (:

aliBABA : ily and imy , tc always okie darla . muahmuahh xoxo :'(
nunadNENEKlesbo : haha ily babe , best gila budak semut nii . dalah comel jeh , best kn kn kn :)
nazrinTAXI : haha thanks ah kt bpk hang td , taxi wane hitam siaa , power gila . nnt hang lg bile ade aliah .
lanlanRAPUNZEL : kau lwk gila , haha seronok jeh kan td . bestt doe cita tuh madah nak gelak jeh . thumbs up lah mann :D
rifqiSILENTONE : haha lek ahh man , thanks td pgg kn popcorn aku . bedekak jeh , BHAHA xD
dinIPOD : nyahhh ! aku nk iphone , ipod , ipad and apple laptop satu . POS uma aku brother . kau cool gila nnt kte BR eh , td tuh McD ape brann kan :P lalala thanks man

korg seriously make my day , peeps you're AWSOME (: hee nnt kte hang lg okay guys . xoxo
aliandnaz : NARNIA , wewittt :PP haha oh yeahh berjaya
menunadlanlanrifqi : RAPUNZEL bedekak plus BEST GABAN :D

invisible

its 1.27 in the morning im LOST and i cant sleep either . i do sin but im not a devil , im good but not an angel . im gonna fnd me and after i found what i've been searching for lets remain silent until im ready , lets put that smile again in my face :)

broken and shattered

i scream and suffer in silence . i dont cry in front of people because i hate it and i hate being weak . im sorry by not telling you this , im sorry for making you suffered too . i can smile and act like everything is alright despite how shitty things are . it wasnt your fault at all , there wasnt a single thing about you thats lacking . everything's fine maybe its JUST ME . im changing and i dont know why but im truly deeply sorry and this thingyy in my mind cant get out . i've been thinking and thinking and tired of it , believe me there's nothing not a single thing is wrong with you . ITS JUST ME . i need space and time so pleaseee NMA if you read this dont mind and think about me at all . have fun and enjoy every single day of your life . im gonna turn off my phone for a few days , dont even bother to call or text plus dont you even worried about me . EVERYTHINGS OKAYY :) just give me some space and i think i lost somehow whats mine and im gonna fnd out whatever was it . one word and 5 letters im SORRY , byebye . please be happy for me :) tc always xoxo babe

7.12.2010

so what im late ? haha sorry my dear lttle bloggie i was busy tonton-ing korea and lbs *thanks you :) cte tuh sgt mendayu dayu :PP lps satu satu sedih . menangissss oden :PP pecaya tak ? cehh sensitif . so lets move on to our post today :D 

day seven : your dream wedding xP

ciss im FIFTEEN okay , too many blocks road tree's moon hill cave mountain to go through before thinking and dreaming about this . im SO NOT ready yet anyway dah name pon challenge kan . blablabla so after dh buat kajian dkt google i want a wedding like this , hee xDD :

BEST WEDDING OF THE YEAR (:

haha tp i dont care pon wedding mcm mn , at least dpt suami soleh pon dh kire beruntung lah kan :) syukur alhamdulillah :D nabi MUHAMMAD once said that : 

' The best wedding is that upon which the least trouble and expense is bestowed '

kalau tak fhm sila check dkt google translator or bukak kamus okie dokie :D sekian xoxo