broken and shattered

i scream and suffer in silence . i dont cry in front of people because i hate it and i hate being weak . im sorry by not telling you this , im sorry for making you suffered too . i can smile and act like everything is alright despite how shitty things are . it wasnt your fault at all , there wasnt a single thing about you thats lacking . everything's fine maybe its JUST ME . im changing and i dont know why but im truly deeply sorry and this thingyy in my mind cant get out . i've been thinking and thinking and tired of it , believe me there's nothing not a single thing is wrong with you . ITS JUST ME . i need space and time so pleaseee NMA if you read this dont mind and think about me at all . have fun and enjoy every single day of your life . im gonna turn off my phone for a few days , dont even bother to call or text plus dont you even worried about me . EVERYTHINGS OKAYY :) just give me some space and i think i lost somehow whats mine and im gonna fnd out whatever was it . one word and 5 letters im SORRY , byebye . please be happy for me :) tc always xoxo babe

7.12.2010

so what im late ? haha sorry my dear lttle bloggie i was busy tonton-ing korea and lbs *thanks you :) cte tuh sgt mendayu dayu :PP lps satu satu sedih . menangissss oden :PP pecaya tak ? cehh sensitif . so lets move on to our post today :D 

day seven : your dream wedding xP

ciss im FIFTEEN okay , too many blocks road tree's moon hill cave mountain to go through before thinking and dreaming about this . im SO NOT ready yet anyway dah name pon challenge kan . blablabla so after dh buat kajian dkt google i want a wedding like this , hee xDD :

BEST WEDDING OF THE YEAR (:

haha tp i dont care pon wedding mcm mn , at least dpt suami soleh pon dh kire beruntung lah kan :) syukur alhamdulillah :D nabi MUHAMMAD once said that : 

' The best wedding is that upon which the least trouble and expense is bestowed '

kalau tak fhm sila check dkt google translator or bukak kamus okie dokie :D sekian xoxo

6.12.2010

 day six : A photo of an animal you'd love to keep as a pet

hee wewittt so today's post is all about ANIMAL :D ily pet and i miss all actually . dulu mse ddk kedah rmh sy di kelilingi ikan . haha xD pagi2 jeh before go to school actually before mnd terus bangun and berebut bg mknn with my brother , alaa biase ah tu kan kecik2 ape aku tau :P lalalala my parents never gave me a chance to keep cat or rabbits sbb dyorg tau aku pemalas nk bersih kn semua tuh . HAHA xD lg pon cost nak beli jaga bg makan lg dh brpe semua . baik belikan adik baju and kasut kan mama kan :P booo sudahsudah 

haiwan yg i would like to keep as a pet : 

BABY CHEETAH :D hee

i always wanted to keep cheetah , perhh mst comel kan . what a cutie , bela dr kecik pastu dh besar bole bwk g jalanjalan area rmh :) haha GILA MACHO lahh babe . naknaknak kalau boleh , maybe aku patot pndh africa ah ceni sng sket tayah tiap2 hr g zoo kan . area pon luas and bsr so my cheetah dpt lari2 berkejaran . phewittt bestbest . okay ENOUGH of my berangan-ness :D 

5.12.2010

day five : how important you think education is :)

so today's post is kinda boring tp demi ilmu yg berguna kami padukan tenaga demi mencapai cita-cita serta kejayaan yg cemerlang gemilang dan terbilang , pewittt xD

EDUCATION is a practical knowledge which without it i think human will be lost and has no sense of direction in this world . with education average people can change things for the better if they just tried .

importance of it :

• menjamin kehidupan akan datang :) *10years from now and still counting on it .
• membezakan anda drpd orang lain :PP cehhh kire mcm kalau ade ilmu baru UP sket kn kn .
• bagi orang islam kan mempelajari ilmu itu wajib dan merupakan slh satu rukun fardhu ain (:
• hahh yg nii bestt * utk menambah duit di bank :DD bru teball poket gituhh , hoho . klu ade specialities you can make money out of it right , pastu boleh bg mak ayah datuk nenek jiran terdekat sanak saudara sepupu sepapat dan yg bersekutu dengannya :P
• bg students kalau ade pelajaran sng dpt kerja kankan :) wewittt pastu boleh belanja aku , hoho
• menjadikan kita seorang rakyat Malaysia yg cemerlang gemilang dan terbilang kpd keluarga , agama , bangsa dan juga diri sndri :) ayatt gramatiss beb aku kasi . lailai krgn form4 :P cehh tuihh
• ilmu kan sunnah nabi and my daddy said smpai mati kita akan belajar * kata kata hikmat :P

so in a conclusion education should be more than reading writing listening and counting it should be about human being and how they can overcome themselves in this world that is challenging and full with obstacles . so be creative and think outside of the box :D sekian terima kasih , xoxo 

4.12.2010

sorry im late too tired to type anyway today's post is :

 day four : your favourite photograph of your best friends :'(

my ELF girls , ily mucho muchie much :D you girls THE BOMB (: ♥  

boys 3KRK , haha idk why i put this but they're still my friends :) thanks dudes

my PELAM girls ily forever , thanks for being there for me (: ♥

zulPELAWAK.idzhamBROTHER.ijunsiPUTEH.sheikh :) 

wanJALEN.azriROCK.afiqSHIN.nazALI.syafiqYEYE.ziaMUSE (: ily guyss . 

fatinrashid.pah.dacyn.aneesanasir.nadee. PELAM :DD ♥ 

im gonna miss you guys and girls forever :'( thanks for all the sweet 3years memories . 3KAA iloveyou forever more and nazihah suruh bapak kau uncle 'MUSE' buat 4KAA cepatt :'( sob

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