Alhamdulillah time passed by too quick , yet so far everything is turning out pretty well :') My relationship with Allah family and friends so far still in a good position . I'm not isolating myself from people and definitely it turns out not that bad I think . Among everything 2012 is the best year for now and I hope it stays the same throughout the year so that I'll be able to write about it at the end and a new beginning in 2013 inshaAllah . 

I've accepted my imperfections , reconstructing myself over again , use my weakness against me and now I'm proud to say I'm not the girl who I thought I was years ago . Everytime I fall and things just happened the way it wasnt supposed to be I'll hear my own heartbeat - I have a purpose in life . Eventhough I dont know which road I'm gonna take I'm sure everything will turn out well , things just work out somehow they have to . I'm not gonna run away anymore from any problem , I'll face whatever it is with open arms . 

Thankyou Allah for making me believe in myself once again though I've been lost within myself yet you still there to guide me . Dad and Mom you both were meant to be together and you guys are the best thing ever happen to me despite all my shit-ness you're my backbone through it all :') Bestfriends girlfriends and schoolmates you'll always be remembered , no one can take you guys place each and every one of you . Knowing my annoying-ness gedik-ness and overdose drama Queen above all that thanks for treating me in public like I'm a normal one \m/ Fyi I'm crazy and I know it :P 

This one is specially dedicated to secretcode - Puding , Thankyou to beyond and infinity to stand and not feeling embarass for whatever I'm doing and to accept my flaws for who I am . Whatever will be in the future let Allah decides whats best for us or everyone and in the mean time stay awsome :) I'm proud to say life is starting to get better each day Alhamdulillah , may Allah bless us toodles . 

xoxo , 

M now and forever