Do you know the feeling when the people around you make you feel like you're not worth it and feeling like a piece of shit crap . You did everything but nobody NO BO DY realized it and they start accusing you not doing any work #lazypants while you're doing the best you can putting up with all those bullsheez and keep it all up to yourself eventhough you're tired . Nobody knows the thoughts that is running through my mind and what goes on in my mind whenever I'm sad , how horrible and terrible for me to bottle it all up . Nobody knows how many times I've had to hold back my tears from running down on my cheek , how many times I've lose control and about to snap but I didnt do it for the sake of others . Nobody knows how many times I've sat down in my room crying at nights trying to survive . There will always be this one person that hurts me the most and I'm trying my best not to keep it in my heart guess I tried my best and it wasnt enough .