B : Are you okay , you're hiding something kan ?
M : No no nothing , I'm fine never been better . See that smiley face :)
S : You're acting like we're enemies
M : Am I ? Cause I did the same thing you did to me .
B is one of my buddy might as well be my bestest budyy but it used to be , not that I'm saying he's not my buddy anymore he is. Things happened we changed it gets busier and he's closed to S . He's the one supporting me through my darkest secret few months ago so I owe him a lot and he's my TTKA .
S is a stranger to me now I erased him from my brain . My brain capacity is too small for you to fit in and yes we can be friends but not that close . Might as well do me a favor , dont appear in front of me for the time being God knows how my dirty minds work , you know maybe a little bit of help from imaginary friend of killing you :P you dont like the :P smiley do you ? Well who cares its my territory you're under my rules So get the Heeeeeell away from me :) TOLD CHA you're not messing with the weak M anymore , say hello to a brand new M . She made a total recovery and yes she likes to be alone from people who made her sick thankyou . She's stronger than ever cause someone she loves treat her like a plastic bag . Easy come easy go second chances doesnt mean a thing . fyi to S i used to love you remember the heart shape i showed you its broken </3
Just saying if you ever read this which I know you will not , read it loud and clear k : You may find me too mean with all the harsh words but babe look in the mirror please for 2 minutes think of all the things you did to me , replay back all those bullsheez you gave me , you're the one who turned me into this make me play this game and yes you someday God will repay :) Remember this ? " I always knew every hello ends with a goodbye " you know who you are , you used to be the one i wait patiently at nights things do change arent they . Well done for making me actually believed all those things you said to me it was all a lie . The fact you choose your friend over me that feeling it was awful and I'm offended and no one knows how much time it takes for me to heal , Be happy ? well you tell me how to be happy teach me how to smile again . From the beginning of the chapter till the end I never regret knowing you I just regret the time I've wasted on somebody that doesnt even care . I proudly am now drawing the lines which you cant cross so I guess its over this is Goodbye dear Stranger .




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