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Mariam Ibrahim . Seventeen . Young and Immature . Silly girl who spills every part of her life written here rather than sharing it to others who act like they even care . Broken and shattered to pieces . Daddy's girl and Mommy's heart . Stop being nice to me if you're just faking it i'm sick of all the drama's . Not a big fan of books. Chocolate really makes me feel better . The Moon describes me perfectly cause people dont really notice me but i'm always there . I'm awsomely good in giving others advice but when it comes to me imma failure . What is written here stays here . Everybody has their own secret and me too so deal with it .

October 10, 2011

talking to you on the phone makes me miss all those things we did together its been forever since you got back to Germany , all those moments we shared and the bittersweet ones too :/ remembering it makes it harder to think and to accept the fact that you're so far away from me and us as a family . Now I know thats why people said that blood is thicker than water :'( i really do miss our conversations and those fun stuff we did .

Remember this one :- 
Rumah yang kau duduk tuh rumah Kang Suman , Dia tuhhhhhhh membelaaa . *part dia sampai sini jeh but we extend it sampai ke iklan lain* HAHA
Bela ape ? Burung .
Burung ape ? Burung layang-layang and so on 
# the story was kitorang menganjing cerita Flat13A kt astro asyik tayang jeh smpai dh terhafal skrip dia --' LOL we really did make a good team together (: high 5

when i sent you to Changi Airport i dont really wanna let you go sbb i'm gonna be ForeverAlone kt rumah being the only child left , no one's gonna lay beside me every night , no more stories to be told or shared with , no more crying together just because of a small lie we've made to hurt each other or to see who's MommyDaddy's fav daughter . *competitive gila budak nii * At the end of the day , i really watched your back when i saw you entering the Departure part and it really hurts me the most but i didnt cry cause i know you wont have the guts to leave us in Malaysia . God knows how I miss you sister :/ When i was sitting in my room I can even imagine you're there combing your hair and the smell of the perfume you wore was still there in my mind but then time flies so quick that i moved on but never ever a day passed on by that i didnt pray for you nor forgot about your presence . I miss us as a big happy family I really do , well a part of me doesnt wanna grow up just yet *tears flowing* I'm sorry .
# Comeback please this december and dont forget to bring my nailpolish :P 
miss you this big muahhhhhhhhhh.
xoxo ,
your most loving sista ever a.k.a Baby P :(


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