maybe sometimes i shut people out . maybe i'm too emotional too over-reacting too hyper too dorky or maybe too nerdy i guess . Just once though i would like to be the first person someone calls . Just once i would like to be the only one person they want to hang out with and share their secrets . Just once i want to feel like someone really cared about me . Just once i want to hear someone is calling me their bestfriend without any hesitation . Just once i want to be your favourite girl in the whole wide world . Just once that is the only thing i want the most . i would really love to be someone's number ONE and the person that came across their minds . AS IF and i know that i'm nothing compared to you thankyoumuch .