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Mariam Ibrahim . Seventeen . Young and Immature . Silly girl who spills every part of her life written here rather than sharing it to others who act like they even care . Broken and shattered to pieces . Daddy's girl and Mommy's heart . Stop being nice to me if you're just faking it i'm sick of all the drama's . Not a big fan of books. Chocolate really makes me feel better . The Moon describes me perfectly cause people dont really notice me but i'm always there . I'm awsomely good in giving others advice but when it comes to me imma failure . What is written here stays here . Everybody has their own secret and me too so deal with it .

November 18, 2010

time travel :)

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life would be perfect if only i have these buttons :(

you know what ? yes i've changed . i admit it . i'm not as nice as i used to be, i'm not that innocent child anymore because i hate being used by anyone, walked over and stepped my head whenever they want to . i dont tell secrets to people very often eventhough it hurts A LOT yet my heart can still take it. every fake smile is a backstabbing f***ing bi***h i had ever known . i distance myself from the people i love because i know at the end they're gonna leave me someday and the pain keeps getting worse , hurtful and i cant breathe anymore . i have change eventhough i hate it but i realized that i am the only person i can depend and rely on . i dont wanna trust anybody right now because people are very good in covering and make lies after another . someday the only thing that you can believe is yourself and when it does its too late to change .


play . pause . stop . rewind . fast forward .



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