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Mariam Ibrahim . Seventeen . Young and Immature . Silly girl who spills every part of her life written here rather than sharing it to others who act like they even care . Broken and shattered to pieces . Daddy's girl and Mommy's heart . Stop being nice to me if you're just faking it i'm sick of all the drama's . Not a big fan of books. Chocolate really makes me feel better . The Moon describes me perfectly cause people dont really notice me but i'm always there . I'm awsomely good in giving others advice but when it comes to me imma failure . What is written here stays here . Everybody has their own secret and me too so deal with it .

October 29, 2011





Dear heart many people say that you are the strongest organ in the body ,
It is so easy to see the dysfunction between you and me cause the ditch between us is so damn deep . I've built a wall around my heart and I promise I'll never let it fall apart. Everyday , with every worthless word we get more far away . The distance between us makes it so hard to stay , but nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe It hurts but it may be the only way .
So tell me if the heart is so strong why does it break so easily ? :'(





         I was looking through old albums and pictures and I saw this one above that makes me remember how I miss the old times the old memories the old me and so much more in life could give . I should have treat myself the way I want it to be , I should live to the fullest and to the max isnt it . Be happy break the rules and stop thinking about others who fill their heart with so much hatred rather than to love what they have . I was busy thinking how should I live what should I do in the future that I almost forgot to cheerish what's beside and around me , so from now on I'm gonna laugh as much as I breathe and enjoy everything life has given to bits .Thankyou Allah for showing me that life has much more to offer , you just have to seek it through . 

Ya Allah , jadikanlah aku wanita yang solehah yang baik di antara yang terbaik dalam mendapatkan sesuatu yang terbaik dariMu Ameen :')

October 26, 2011


never gonna give you up
never gonna let you down
never gonna run around and desert you
never gonna make you cry
never gonna say goodbye
never gonna tell a lie and hurt you :')




well hello and may Allah bless you :) gonna post some pictures tomorrow insyaAllah cant wait .
Happy Diwali to boys and girls have fun . 


October 21, 2011



mybusuk + mystinks + no heart feelings = me being bored 
+ me being alone = me fed up + me tried stinks didnt = bye

please dont ever ever try to solve the following equations it will break the wall of your heart and damage your respiratory system , trust me it sucks to stuck there . exam mood is so over but still my mind cant even rest at peace yo . even when i wanna go to sleep i still remember addmaths until i got a serious major headache when i woke up . one word : S*CKS describe it perfectly . well ladies and gentlemen , boys and girls please pray so that at least no F for my paper :/ haihhhhhh me lost a pen = me got no life . now i know the meaning of being helpless that is when you're stuckkkk with the time and the only thing you can do is to think how to get the correct answer :'(

I'm so happy for you cikgu fifi Selamat Pengantin Baru cikgu comel :) hihi 
Semoga Berkekalan Forever and May Allah bless your marriage .

p/s : examination week please just go away from me . i cant even think of you anymore . form 4 is no way of neither joking nor relaxing seriously . gettaway from me paper sheezzzz . sick and tired of everything :/