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Mariam Ibrahim . Seventeen . Young and Immature . Silly girl who spills every part of her life written here rather than sharing it to others who act like they even care . Broken and shattered to pieces . Daddy's girl and Mommy's heart . Stop being nice to me if you're just faking it i'm sick of all the drama's . Not a big fan of books. Chocolate really makes me feel better . The Moon describes me perfectly cause people dont really notice me but i'm always there . I'm awsomely good in giving others advice but when it comes to me imma failure . What is written here stays here . Everybody has their own secret and me too so deal with it .

September 21, 2011


budak comel seseduniaaaa on the right :* awhhhh my wifey i love you always honey nothing can break us apart K :) hikhik so its your Birthday today but i'm planning not to wish you until we celebrate it together tautau God knows how i miss the old us KAA-ians :') still in memories . so saenggil chukahamnida have to waittttttt lots of love and hug and kisses . muah kanankiri <3

20.09.1995 vs 22.09.1995 


so peace be upon you peeps and helo milo chillo no coffee for today cause i have stomach ache and #whatapainintheS . LOL k forget it bout it such a pain sampai kena keriutkeriut and big hug to my loveydovey BoyFrienddd eh salahhhhhhh BestFrienddd esah and aten fr being there and to classmates and to teachers yg memahami awhhhh :* you guys are the best :)

i dont really wanna go to school like ummm lemme think #likeFOREVER pon bolehhhh :/ erhh penat lah kan have to go every stairs in the sch block or some other reason whatsoever i'm not telling :( maybe i'm gonna change school or something HA-HA like momma gonna say yes and the next day i'm in new sch *dreaming*

imissssssssmysister a lot like a lot and a lot and a lot now im all oloneeee again in the house with dad and mom only #whatapitychild macam anak tunggul pun ada i mean tunggal :P so yeah life for me right now is kinda bored like seriously officially 100 percent truly boringgg to the max cant wait for sch holiday so i can have funfufun without booksss :') ahhhhh heaven . in biology class which ckg suruh buat kerja sendiri #likeyeahmalas we talked about swimmingpool and funfair awhh excitingly excited osem :( wanna go badly alangkah indahnya dunia kalau ada pintu ajaib doraemon cisss penipu punya cartoon . so long time ago and still i hate dora's or diego's sorry kids maybe its just me sorrysorry for ruining the character *noheartsfeelingsK* wink

thats all i think i had lots of pain = to lots of sleep :) hikhokkk pon bolehhhh . and yeah to my awsome awsome osemest friend :-
aneesanasir : idk whats your real reason or the problem you're facing cause you're not sharing it with me even a tiny piece cis i feel like a cittttt friend nebermind then but please dont be sad or should i say bwk kan mengucap bebanyak :D ngehngeh 
fatinmohdrashid : tapayahhh nak osem sgt kt blog tulis psl city hun hun hunterrr K ? lupakan Pros Kim ingat Lee Min Ho muka besar haha :P seriously ending tak best and sad :/ secret garden still the best ever olmana olamana :) peace yo 

xoxo , 
osem-est M



September 18, 2011

alhamdulillah and peace be upon you sisters and brothers .

first of all i really am sorry and takziah for #sitinasyitahhamdan's family , be strong ita i'm always here for you if you need anything please dont hesitate to share your problems honey . insyaAllah your mom di tempatkan dalam golongan yg beriman AMIN :') i go to your house and saw you this evening with ainazura , God knows how long i didnt get to meet you and somehow we met this way . i saw your eyes and all i wanna do is hug you , i cant do anything but i can asure you if you need any help i'll be a lending hand . you're like a sister to me since form 1 till form 3 we share our memories together remember right ? so stay strong be patient and Allah will guide you to the right place . you can pull this through all the way okay babe  no more worries or sorrows , be the happy and hyperactive ita the girl i always know how to enjoy herself and never stop smiling even how bad the situation is :') takecare .

lots of love ,
mariamibrahim <3

September 17, 2011


i dont know what i'm feeling right now . insecure and lost are the best word describing me i guess :/

just now me , esah , aten , nadee and his brother we all went to tutti fruiti , i had fun with my girls , lots of laughing and love . moshimoshi is the best lawak aten :* i love you till we all grown up and being old together . and yess ayn idris's open house was ohsem . your grandma is supercool and funny totally the best grandma award :) i saw him by the way , super awkward cause you have to act like nothing happens ahhh bull**** #whatsoever move on . i'll post again tonight so see ya bloggie , till then .

xoxo , M
















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