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Mariam Ibrahim . Seventeen . Young and Immature . Silly girl who spills every part of her life written here rather than sharing it to others who act like they even care . Broken and shattered to pieces . Daddy's girl and Mommy's heart . Stop being nice to me if you're just faking it i'm sick of all the drama's . Not a big fan of books. Chocolate really makes me feel better . The Moon describes me perfectly cause people dont really notice me but i'm always there . I'm awsomely good in giving others advice but when it comes to me imma failure . What is written here stays here . Everybody has their own secret and me too so deal with it .

March 29, 2011

i dont know want to write . so im gonna tell everyone for once and for all that dengan ini saya SitiMariamIbrahim akan berangkat ke asrama MRSM-UDA :? iknow tsk tsk right --' watte fuuuu ? kdahstop crying i know bloggie gonna miss me much, hihi xP but its for my own good . i want to feel what its like to be a dorm kinda nerdy and dorky student HAHA :P not that im saying all budak asrama nerdy for sure NOT okay (peace) i want to be in your own shoes feeling lonely and stuff . cehhhh tee-hee :) ACTUALLY the main reason  nak masuk asrama nii is for my own sake . you know me , online 5jam bukak buku 2jam pon dh ngantuk --' okayokay i know im a lazyyy pants :PP kdg2 je lahh but now i wannabe a goodgoody student dgn masuk asrama without facebook and online-ing everythinggg , nak prep jgk . nak mkn and study ikut timetable . its gonna be a superB funfunfun like rebecca black-Fridayy punya FUN :P okay peeps wish me luck . im gonna go and lock myself in a room for a WEEK i repeat a WEEK . insyaAllah :) hihi pray fer me . muahh thanks
asrama MRSM-UDA here we goooooo :) 





















p/s : asrama Mrsm-Uda sememangnya tak wujud so tolonglah do me a favor . jgn pergi tanya your mom or dad or even your school teachers wether or not you can apply for this school SEBAB -----> sekolah ini memang tak WUJUD sama sekali . ini hanya rekaan semata2 tak ada kena mengena dgn yg hidup atau pun yg sudah mati. kPEACEOUT people . byee i'll be backkkk wait fer me

xoxo , missing M

March 27, 2011

sitimariamibrahim coool laike dat . haha k PERASAN --'

tgok dato tuh perhh handsome :P hihi nak duit atukk ? peace

budak2 dpt anugerah cemerlang gini lah . excited telebih melompat2 mcm katak :)

the best day ever , i got debate yesterday . k i sucks A lotttt , peace (Y) i know takdelah gagap just nervous mcm biasa and then i FAIL i think . erhhh k wtv stop thinking bout it dem my brain . balik sch was AWSOMEEE :) ahhh i saw everyone with their happy faces . energetic gilaa mybe sbb lama tak jumpa . iloveUDAmuch hihi xP


hihi okay we're sooooo J COOL . JO-YEAH magnesium oxide :D

k benda nii dh bezaman since cuti sch one week tp tk sempat2 nk update , sorry yeahh fatin :) me lebiu you and all the pelamove . fatin or i loved to called her atentonten slept at my house after pegy cs and do the SASA thingy . coooolio giloo we do the nailpolish thingy and then ajak erin and arissa to watch 127hours . perhh SUPERB FUN . girls we really dem should do this more often :D lovelovelove it . so let the picts talk rather than my hands walking cause im tired all edi . try to enjoy it bloggers , happy face pls :P tee-hee


talk to the hand :P haha

still in our pyjama'S mama'S HOYEAHH .

my house messy sket k SORRY atentonten .

after being so much cooool . my nails my nails tee-hee xD

for more information please check out atentonten blog which is more colourful and more entertaining than mine ------> CHINGUYA means friends in korean ,
kFINE haha xP ilovemygirls damn much <3 muahhh :* thanks for all the rainbows in my life 



Never ever ever met a guy so fly
Got me hooked like apple pie, I
Think I'm falling and I don't know why
But I won't fight these butterflies

'Cause I'm all about him, him, him, him, him
And he's all about me, me, me, me, me
And we don't give a dang, dang, dang, dang, dang
About nobody-e-e-e

hihi we both loved this song . awww OMEL lah tupai :) 

p/s : the pink colour is the tupai part and me the purple colour part . kgedikdahbyee --'

March 23, 2011

After all the things you put me through, still I come right back
But now I know the truth, I can finally see
You only want me when you're lonely 
If I say I'm gonna leave, that's the only time you want me
Next time you need me there I won't make it
Another late night call I won't take it
Cuz now i finally see, you only want me when you're lonely
Only when you're lonely
Had me fooled from the start and I quickly gave my heart
Cuz I loved you, loved you
But this is what happens when you're a lonely girl 
with no one to turn you
Now I'm stronger, don't need you any longer
So get off your knees, your words don't mean anything
Nothing's ever changing, decisions you can't make it
You just think of yourself and never me at all
If you're with your friends, you just string me along
But I won't allow it anymore, so it's time for me to move on

Next time you want me there i wont make it .