Conversation is Sweet :)

girl : who do you like ?

boy : i'm not telling unless you tell me first .

girl : oh okay , how about we write it down on a paper ?

boy : okay sure .

boy : i have a question .

girl : yes what is it ?

boy : how to spell your name ?

#die.

so yeah just got back from school :/ tiredly Ohsemmmm today . haha even thou junior'sss are taking their PMR but we as seniors especially form 4 and 5 sacrifices a lot fr you . Example : we still go to school just like you guys are but in a different way of uniform lah kan you know cause we're osem peeps like that #sentap . haha so today learnt History , Chemistry and recess and then sambung Physics *sigh* hardddddd enuf k :( Haihhhhh i gotto gotto study but yeahhh lazy pants *peaceyo*. Anyway lepak with @aten,esah,wan,nunad and mahsuri today . We played jumped in the rain haha seriously like a 4 year old kid , ate roti canai at the back and almost nearly run by a car LOL . pakcik pleaseeee its a zebra crossing K take note :P so F yeah i had lotssss of funfunfun thought of going to Tutti Frutti today but somehow tak jadi and so on . Neberminddddd after exam can lepak all the time right now i got go to tusyen Mathsss so toodles earthlings :') Life is wonderful you just have to keep walking to see what's in it xD bubui & peace be upon you .

xoxo , Major M

I heard that you're settled down
That you found a girl and your married now
I heard that your dreams came true
Guess she gave you things, I didn't give to you

Old friend
Why are you so shy
It ain't like you to hold back
Or hide from the lie

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it
I hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me, it isn't over

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg, I remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead

33 or hundred times doesnt give a shit to me right now . All those words you're saying is like a river flowing from a fake mountain . From this moment onwards consider yourself as a stranger . Note that and Please get away from my life . I was once happy without your existence ruining it all . Dont even say you're sorry it wouldnt change a thing .

barely breathing , M

just got back from Seremban :/ whattaday . gastric and headache really kills isnt it . God help me go through this please :( 

Q & A :

what do you feel right now ?

one word explains it all . sucks

are you okay ?

by saying im dying inside would you even frigging care ? move on

are you happy ?

im the happiest girl in a whole wide world mannnnnnn * you wish * 

what do you love most right now ?

i love my friends right now cause you know what my friends are real , we share our dreams our goals our heartmoments our laughmoments our everything our what and stuffs and i will never ever ever leave my friends alone . aint it sweet GirllFriendssssssssssss