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Mariam Ibrahim . Seventeen . Young and Immature . Silly girl who spills every part of her life written here rather than sharing it to others who act like they even care . Broken and shattered to pieces . Daddy's girl and Mommy's heart . Stop being nice to me if you're just faking it i'm sick of all the drama's . Not a big fan of books. Chocolate really makes me feel better . The Moon describes me perfectly cause people dont really notice me but i'm always there . I'm awsomely good in giving others advice but when it comes to me imma failure . What is written here stays here . Everybody has their own secret and me too so deal with it .

September 17, 2011

September 16, 2011

helo helo helo nak kopi ke milo ? #whatalamejoke
kidding anyhow peace be upon you peeps :)

currently skype-ing with fatinkamila , syafiqahmohdzan and wannazierarazani LOL, you girls are awsome :) from video call to humming to karaoke to ghendang to pendeghive HAHA just imagine 4 people talking bergema sampai skype nak runtuh :P K yang tuh tipu peace yo . the time now is 1.36 in the morningg esok gonna go beraya-ing from house to house with STA1-ians . so have a great day peeps and goodmorning . later i'll post again insyaAllah . lots of stories to tell but so little time to spend pity my bloggie anyhow i'm yawningggg gotta go to sleep . takecare earthlings :)

xoxo , 
ohsem M

September 08, 2011


dear aliah othman my sweet deary best friend who knows me when i lost my way ,

i will always love you BFF and i will be there for you every minute when you need me just say it and i'll help as much as i can . be strong Ali you know you can pull all these shit behind and start a new beginning , put the past behind , walk into a new path , find yourself the true you and do look back cause i'm there if you need a helping hand . be the girl i know Ali be the girl who smiles eventhough the world stops listening to her and all the people you loved the most left you . move on with that dude he doesnt deserves you but somebody else will , he doesnt even worth your tears and you're price is more than a million bucks honey . swept that stupid dude away like dust . you can cry all you want but thats it no more , once is enough you dont need anything or any guy to show you how to be happy you make yourself the way you wanted . call me if you need anything , text me with a 999 in it and i'll call you as soon as i can to hear you out . i love you like i love myself sister so be tough be the old Ali i know , be the girl who shines even after its raining cause at the end of the day there's always a rainbow . remember me all the memories okay :') dont let the past ruined you . you have more in the future just be patient and things will go smoothly i promise you . 

lots of love ,
missing you like crazy M


i am so done handling you . i mean #homeworkss of course or it wasnt ? whatsoever dont get me wrong . i'm sick and tired of you sometimes i just wish things get easier and life would be simpler . at the end of the day every one of us knows that nothing goes exactly the way we wanted them to be . got to cheer myself up and pull myself all the way through :') currently wanna do account assignments but my head is too dizzy looking at those numbers plus makes me wanna throw up #muntahhijaugilahijau get it . i need some air and some space to make things in my brain fade away :/ 

xx , M


thankyou #rifqi for being there as a good listener :) i owe you one buddy . 
someone taught me that - life is too short to be anything but HAPPY 
so do ignore me as you please , from today onwards the only thing i can think of is memories and let myself have fun without any regulations . 

xoxo , ohsem M