HAHAHAHA cant stop laughing , you should see harry's facial expression . loveyou and thanks JK ROWLING fr establishing these kind of books . i grew up within the years with this movie since standard 1 till i'm on-my-way to sixteen :) yeayyyy me.  and i guarantee you I BELIEVE in HOGWARTS and ILOVEYOUHARRYPOTTER forever #diehardfan :') i grew up learning english with these kind of movies so thanks to you i'm doing just fine i think ? LOL kbai got tusyen today and why do i feel like shopping today ? causeee yeah me wanna spend money badly haha #superawsome . Ya Allah save my money from my evil hand cause you know i'm bad in handling lots of money :/ 

take care bloggie , mommy loves you :*

 

have a good day earthlings :)

#muahkanankiriatasbawahdepanbelakang limited fr girls ONLY 

xoxo , 

the OHSEM M

Dear heartbreaker ,

I still remember the last day , the last text . I remember all the tears , I remember feeling worthless , I remember waiting by my phone for a text that never came . I remember the lack of explanation , I remember being shoved away like I never meant anything to you at all . I remember feeling used and broken and like nobody understood . I remember wondering how you could know everything about me, how I could give you every single piece of me and still not be enough for you . I remember each thing that made me smile, and each thing that made me cry. I remember how i think about you and caught myself smiling . I remember believing in you with all my heart that it would happen, expecting forever, and having my forever cut short . I remember drifting away from you , and drifting back to this relationship we like to call a friendship . But you and me , we can never be friends. There’s always been something more in the way we look at each other , and you know it . So here I am , looking at you, feeling all the emotions I’ve always felt when I look at you . I hate the fact that I like you badly that I cant remember all those things you've done to me .

sincerely M-self

 

i keep looking and waiting for the same person all over again and i hate it really :'( i dont know why people called it heartbreak cause it feels like every part of my body is broken too . btw :- IHATEYOUBADLY #itsalie cause you know i always crawl back to you but not this time  IHADENOUGH . thankyou and sorry for wasting your time to such a girl like me #an ordinary one 

I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they’re right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.

we fight and we hurt. we cry and we live. we learn and we try

xoxo Mariam Ibrahim :')

 

 

it is currently 3.00 a.m. yoo and i am still not sleeping yoo cause i dont feel like i want to yoo . any reasons why i wrote the last post before this one? 

times up . tetttttttt no answers i have my own life which is i'm not gonna tell you my secret will R.I.P with me till the day i die . FYI my life is not a bed of roses full of sweet smells and stuff partly and obviously life has ups and downs some are full of despairs and sadness sometimes wa kena jugak sentimental kan bro ? ye dakk ? nnt org ckp wa takde hati dan perasaan pulak --' budak nii selamba badak gituh slomo jeh hidup dia . tak ke boring wa hidup mcm tuh so chill lah kan like everybody would say to me . here's some of the quotes :-

• lek ahh mariam , biasa ah tuh hidup tak kan nak happy always no fun ahh babe
• chill baby chill , nama pun life saborr jelahh ye dak ?
• yang baik sikit cakap mcm nii -----> tak payah fikir sgt psl dunia nii baik fikir dh cukup ke tak bekalan nak bawak ke akhirat esok .
• yang jahat and annoyinggila cakap mcm nii pulak -------> padan muka kau mariam , sesuai sgt ah tu hidup kau mcm tuh . serves you right :>P dalam hati berpasupasu bunga kembang , muka bajet cool tahan botox kat pipi nak senyum . i greatly respect people like this :') 

haaa as you can see , there's lots of people macam macam attitude and ragam revolves around you . as the time flies you can see how many of your friends stick to you right by your side through thick and thin rough or smooth and clearly the ones who left are not worth it . cherish the people who stays cause they are more valuable than money :* i know when the silent readers or #stalkers upsss sorry read this maybe some questions crossed your mind . hmmph lemme think maybe this kind of ques :-
 " yak alamakkk minah nii apesal lahh selalu sgt nak emo emo kat blog dia "

 answers aku pulak :-

1. sukahati wa lah kan wa nak tulis apa dalam bloggie wa , perhhh *ayatkasar semacam uppsiee :P its my life kan i am not asking you to pay when you read this. tanak sudah boleh belah you can GOOH which stands fr 'get out of here' immediately you desperado-rico-porqero-abuqueque puihh .
2. wa emo emo pun yg most of the time tuh , Ehh hello bro take note - not all the time K . get a life
3. i am not born perfectly happy , masa baby pun aku selalu nangis so waddup ? wa punya psl lah kan .

kindly sorry for the uppsie upssie part, okiedokienotapayakicookieforyou . friends iloveyou  :* haters ? i am matured enough not to care and still love you even IF you spread bad rumors about me which makes me happy cause you cared so much didnt cha ? kehkehkeh :P yg talk nicely and lovely behind me God knows how to repay your love towards me <3

 

all i ever wanted was to be treated equally . to be in someone's mind . to be your best buddy or someone you can count on like 123 and not being neglected nor alone in my own world . see through me not what you see in front of me . accept me for me please . i wanna have the life that i could impossibly replace it with money or fame i want bestfriends , friends and family like everyone else does . i wanna wake up the next morning knowing that i have a good life and nothing can stop me from being happy . i seriously am feeling kinda suck right now . fuuuu** me . knowing that you would never be the best and abandoned that feeling absolutely seriously certainly and most importantly SUCKS A LOT , imagine that you yourself falls off from a cliff andddd the best part is NO ONE CARES

a big round of applause for faking to like me eventho deep down i know you're not cause you are too perfect :') thanks for the love you showed in front me .

much love , 

sincerely M