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Mariam Ibrahim . Seventeen . Young and Immature . Silly girl who spills every part of her life written here rather than sharing it to others who act like they even care . Broken and shattered to pieces . Daddy's girl and Mommy's heart . Stop being nice to me if you're just faking it i'm sick of all the drama's . Not a big fan of books. Chocolate really makes me feel better . The Moon describes me perfectly cause people dont really notice me but i'm always there . I'm awsomely good in giving others advice but when it comes to me imma failure . What is written here stays here . Everybody has their own secret and me too so deal with it .

August 05, 2011

the Awkward moment is when your phone is next to your father's seat and at the exact time the person you missed the most calls you :) right in the middle of the night , come home soon I wanna see you badly okay #gedikmuch lalala so so what I'm still a rockstar :D goodnight peeps nd enjoy your Friday (Y) peace be upon you :*

August 02, 2011


guess what i didnt finish my hw yet :D yeayy me so cool . i am so double triple extra mapple lazyyy nak buat #mariampemalas :P so yeahh maybe i'm gonna do it later tonight or the next day or the next day and till the day comes :) teehee . enjoy your day earthlings and erhhhh --' tomorrow there's school right . L.A.Z.Y againnn and againn to go . God help me pleaseee :/
When I hang with a boy doesn’t mean he is my boyfriend .

Highschool is hard, and I’m trying my best .
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I’m a teenager, I don’t always have the best attitude . 

I try to make the best decisions for me eventhough it breaks my heart .

I’m young and want to have fun like any other teens .

If I'm watching televisions all day long means i just wanna rest . 

If I fail doesnt mean that I'm not good enough .



August 01, 2011

selamat berbuka for all the muslims :) may Allah bless you everyday in Ramadhan . gonna eat eat eat and terawih tonight :) toodles poodles peace be upon you muahhh :*

xoxo , 
THE OHSEM M :)
HELLOOO WORLD peace be upon you :) hope you guys has been enjoying your great day and the first day of Ramadhan isnt it great hihi . okay seems like i'm soooo and way back ahead ketinggalan zaman . it has been months since i wrote to bloggie and i miss you so much baby muahh sikit :* i dont have much time to online or did i ? ade kot masa BUT i am too lazy hee you know me dont cha #mariambudakpemalas :) so many things i wanna write but since i've been to kursus mc , got sick , headache , flu , cough , and many other obstacles last but not least camp JSLC fr 3 days since friday and i missed my BEST FRIEND SWEET SIXTEEN BIRTHDAY :/ sobsad sobsad honestly to my girlfriend #fatinkamilamohdrashid a.k.a atentonten :-

hey i know i've been a pain in the ass and GEDIKGILA with you HAHA i just want you to know that everything i do wasnt meant to hurt you or any PELAMOVE , * iloveyougirlsforevertilldeathtearusapart . sorry for not being there when i know its the bestday of your life of course lah kan since its ' THE DAY ' you're born on 31st of July wohoo . pinkypromise we are going to celebrate it havoc-ly and awsome-ly after fasting insyaAllah (:


JSLC camp which is johor student leader council was full of surprises and funfunfun like seriously no kidding , the seniors were cool and Madam was just like a mother to us . hoping to be in the next programme of 60 selected peeps dont wanna get my hopes too high since i wasnt bright enuff there . have you ever feel like everybody's wayyy ahead of you and you're like standing there ALONE and AFRAID and SO SHY to speak up . its all about volunteer-ing and  i want to but i cant put put put put my hands up donno why maybe a part of me is little bit insecure and unsure thats what people call it #no-self-confidence :/ i wanna change for good and no more playing games its time for me to grow like an adult . can you imagine when you're SIXTEEN i repeat sixteen and in one night you and your group can collect RM50,000 in charity dinner, press conference,speak to the embassy of another country and blablabla . #EYES ROLLING and JAWS DROPPING kankan gilalahhhhh . so thats it GOTTA CHANGE and start from zero to HERO . go mariam go mariam dont break my heart mariam umppsss ahh oh yeah umpsss ahh oh yeah GOOO mariamibrahim :) i learn that dekat camp HA-HA . so peeps until then i'll write again if ada masa terluang :P boboiBOY take care and jangan nak mengada tak puasa eh for guys. be patient tahan nafsu anda and dont waste your food cause i know bazaar is just so tempting right :D assalamualaikum dan selamat sejahtera 


xoxo ,
the M rock :)