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Mariam Ibrahim . Seventeen . Young and Immature . Silly girl who spills every part of her life written here rather than sharing it to others who act like they even care . Broken and shattered to pieces . Daddy's girl and Mommy's heart . Stop being nice to me if you're just faking it i'm sick of all the drama's . Not a big fan of books. Chocolate really makes me feel better . The Moon describes me perfectly cause people dont really notice me but i'm always there . I'm awsomely good in giving others advice but when it comes to me imma failure . What is written here stays here . Everybody has their own secret and me too so deal with it .

April 02, 2011



If I walk, would you run?
If I stop, would you come?
If I say you're the one, would you believe me?
If I give you my heart, would you just play the part?


thankyou K :) xoxo

April 01, 2011

i HATE to scroll down cause i know that i'll be reading the old conversations and realized how closed we USED to be 
i need to be o-Kay now . kdonestopthanksandbyee . your not FUN enough like you always do and i will never be the BEST for you .  
i'm not coming home . i'm not staying and for sure enough i'm not beside you :/
im tired with all this bullshitt . tired of being in dilemma and stuff . tired of being stabbed in the back . tired of being ignorant . most of all im tired of you . just stop it . understand me better please . i've been there for you through good and bad times as long as i remember . where are you when i need you the most ? yeahhh  i'm all F up . i'm trying to be better but i know my better is nottt even close with you KINDNESS whatsoever . i'm a torchlight just to keep you accompany in the darkness and when you're happy say goodbye to me . NICE ONE :) i dont live to please you i have my own life so BE NICE . im not gonna run into your life anymore . HAPPY NOW ? i wanna tell you one thing . i know that people change BUT you know what i'm just tired of your change-ness and swing-ness . keep it up and the next time you look back dont even feel regret cause i'm not behind you anymore . i've been putting up with all your mood its time for you to get to know my mood now . take a great care :)

xoxo