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Mariam Ibrahim . Seventeen . Young and Immature . Silly girl who spills every part of her life written here rather than sharing it to others who act like they even care . Broken and shattered to pieces . Daddy's girl and Mommy's heart . Stop being nice to me if you're just faking it i'm sick of all the drama's . Not a big fan of books. Chocolate really makes me feel better . The Moon describes me perfectly cause people dont really notice me but i'm always there . I'm awsomely good in giving others advice but when it comes to me imma failure . What is written here stays here . Everybody has their own secret and me too so deal with it .

March 19, 2011

OKAY BACKSTABBER HOWS LIFE WITHOUT ME ? 

PRETTY SUCKS RIGHT . PEACE 
im tired of losing friends
im tired of drama
im tired of being lied to
im tired of being used
im tired of fake people 
im tired of hearing lies by lies
im tired of not sleeping
im tired of missing and loving people
im tired of hiding my feelings
im tired of understanding
ABOVE ALL OF THAT 
im tired of trying every single day 



alhamdulillah :) i love my life , teheee (Y) everythings fine with or without you EXCEPT FRIENDS and FAMILY lah kan . me and aten go to cs around 2 and do some lepak stuff plus shoppinggg :D i saw erin md ali at JCo . me love you baby , and then we take a cab back to casa impiana together with her friend . cooooool gila and when we arrived we called arissa to hang with us . part nii serious best cause we do the girls girls thingy which is NAIL POLISHING , haha xP random awsomeeee. we stayed up till night and watch 127 hours with arissa's macbook pro , pewitttt . that night me and aten got to be the CHEF wannabe . hihi i masak cheese spaghetti tro-LOLOL belive me or not its up to you . TAK CAYE SUDAH ADE AKU KESAH ? *jkjkjk kay peaceee haha . then arissa have to go home , her mom ajak all of us go to McD to eat burger or something but fatin so shyshy so we didnt go , tinggal 3 orang . you know what , we have our BURN BOOOOK :P LOL we're soooo dem coool like that hihi pretty girls rock laikee that (Y) i got to go so toodles dudes and babes . have a nice day :)

xoxo , AWSOME M

March 17, 2011

im in the middle of going to sleep and still online-ing :P yeahhh BOOO me i know . currently its 3 a.m and i haven't sleep yet . YEAYYY me so coooool aite . kdahthanksbye gonna get some sleep cause tomorrow i got debate stuff and perbincangan with mahsuri habin and nadhirah . hope tomorrow's gonna be fine . after bncg im gonna go to @intanazihah's house lepaklepak insyaAllah if OUR mom wills ----> me and @fatinkamila wanna go to SASA and watch some movies IF sempat lah kan . i repeat IF :) saturday nak jenguk kentoi dkt zoo InsyaAllah and to camp biodiversiti's students , ahhhh miss you guys effing much . idk why maybe 4days and 3nights with you dudes and babes smpai terbawak2 pegy rumah . Pak Usop and Pak Zul you both i dah anggap mcm bapak , imiss PakJi humour and hilarious jokes plus ke-JAWA an nya , imiss makcik and pakcik punya masakan UTARA ahhh yummyydelicious , imiss abg and akak facilitators , abg Tuah yg klu nak di ikutkan mmg tak betuah langsung sbb dia takutkan2 pastu baling lumpur kt kepala aku , PERHHH im starting to miss all this thing . scary me aitee ==' toodles peeps . muahhhmuahh and i'm missing my only one @aliahothman yang currently at indonesia :') have fun GIRL . tcare

xoxo , AWSOME M
im soooooo L to the A to the M to the E ----> LAME . JAPAN earthquake plus tsunami ? nauzubillah aite . i hope Msia's gonna be alright and jauh drpd bencana alam AMINAMINYARABBALAMIN . sometimes i do forget to say alhamdulillah when im excited or something . see stupid me , iknow iknow. astaghfiruallahalazim 
to all muslims all over the world and somewhere out there be strong cause we know that Allah is always by our side . do believe that THE END OF THE WORLD or we called it as Kiamat is almost near us , God forgive me pretty pinky pleaseeee :'(

dear Allah ,
ampunilah dosa-dosa kami umat Islam , terangilah hati kami . tunjukkanlah kami jalan yang benar dan hindarilah kami daripada tipu daya syaitan , yaajuj maajuj , dajal dan segala kesesatan yang nyata mahupun tersembunyi . sesungguhnya Kau-lah tempat kami bersandar dan berharap dari segala kesusahan . tempatkan lah kami umat Islam di sisi mu di akhirat kelak . AminAminYaRabbalAlamin :')