i smile like nothings wrong , talk like everythings perfect and laugh like nobody cares . sick of pretending . NORMAL LIFE PLEASE :/

please just please okay , stop pushing me to do this :( i cant eventhough i tried so many times before . i cant keep going on like this , i cant keep destroying my life and im sorry but i cant have you in my life anymore so goodbye. do please understand me :(

ALHAMDULILLAH :) 

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY FEBRUARY , 1.2.2011

okay papa superB daddy , thankyouthankyou and lots of them . muahhmuahh banyak :D lebiuuu <3 so today i've gone shopping with my daddy . wohoo , he's the coolest dad ever . we're a good partner kn pa kn :) today's post all about daddy huh. haha xD LOL pa you should be proud of your daughter . pa famous dkt bloggie tau :P good night earthlings and im going back to kg tomorrow . hope ALL THE HW boleh siap sbb klu dkt kg nii ssh sket . suke kena kacau dgn budak comel that you just CANT RESIST . cousins lg , night movies . ouhhh i cant wait , grandpaaa im coming . see ya in friday or saturday maybe , pleaseplease pray for me so that i could finish all those freakin tons of hw . AMINYARABBALAMIN :) toodles

xoxo , M

the story of a young girl :) 

location ; house- kitchen and dining room
time ; luch around 2p.m
witnesses : EKA kakakku :)

SITUATION ONE
me : papa tolong bukak kn kipas , mekaseh :D smbil tunjuk gigi cekonon . LOL
papa : screwdriver ?
me : HAH ?! buat ape , it takes me about half a minute to process . HAHAHA , got it peeps ?
me : LOL papa ! eishh dgn bhasa melayu tulen, boleh tolong saya tekankan suis kipas di belakang anda ? :)
papa : haha eh boleh ape salah nya . dapat jugak pahala :)
me : gelak non-stop . eka eka kau tgok ayah kau tuh buat lawak . gelak ah sikit kan , bukan selalu babe . LOL and that time my sister was eating . she just smiled, apetah tak rock langsung . cover ah tuh tanak gelak

SITUATION TWO
me : blogging and fb while eating choki-choki * alahh yang chocolate tuh . yg pnjg pnjg tuh , hihi tatahu jgk oden pon tatau lah hang dok kat dunia mana . pi kedai runcit tanya okay :D
papa : alahai budak nii , benda tuh *chokichoki budak kecik jeh tau makan . adikadik sambil geleng kepala .
me : alahh adik pon bdk kecik jgk . see see . sambil buat muke bdk hingus meleleh, HUAHUAHUA
papa : ukur gune jari , kecik ape nye . besar panjang dh . tembam lg , tula mkn byk eh .
me : ECEHHH :( sedih babe so i was making faces to him . hihi xD
papa : yelahyelah you'll always be my little girl :)

so here i am posting this conversations , LOL i know . childish me lah kan . WTV , im gonna cherish this moment with my daddy . daddy who daddy me *singing . HAHA he's the superman of my life , he's my backbone , he's my supporter and adviser , he's everything to me . conclusion is : ILOVEMYDADDYSUPERFMUCH . jealous much ? hug your dad right now . i bet he loves you too :) as much as my daddy loves me . hihi muahmuah sket papa <3 xoxo

littlegirl, M 

J-Yeah , so here i am being a good-goody girl . telling the truth :P but not all of them . i can like hundreds and thousands of people so here it is . immasecretadmirer of yours :) 

p/s : its just for fun imma bored . so im doing this to 'onlyiknowwho' . hihi xD

QUESTIONS :

1.)how old is he/she?

- he will be 26 in 2020 , LOL

2.)where did you meet?

- somewhere on Earth HA-HA at sch

3.)where is he now?

- his working place maybe hanging out . IDK

4.)is he older than you?

- kinda one,two,three,four or five years older :D GUESS muhaha

5.)how do he looks like?

- very much like a Man Haha ofc lah kankan

6.)whats your happiest memory of him/her?

- Haha not-a-thing , seeing him there can put a smile on my face

7.)why do you like him?

- Entah no reason , HAHA because ? im still thinking

8.)whats your favourite thing to do together?

- together? have we ever been together? LOL i dont think so

9.)when did you know you liked them?

- when eh ? entahh tak perasan :) you just can feel it in your bones

10.)is it true love?

- WHAT IS TRUE LOVE ? tell me ? all but a bunch of pitiful liars and sad stories i've been told

11.)what's the sweetest thing he/she has ever done for you?

- sweetest thing ? Ha-Ha hello hello i thought im a secret admirer here ?

12.)what his/her worst habbit?

- worst habbit? tanya lah dia mana lah aku tau kan . 

13.)what annoys you about them?

- annoys me ? Hmm when he left without saying goodbye . cehhh ! poodah IDC

14.)has this person ever hurt you badly?

- Hurt me? kinda yes with his attitude . badly ? NOT YET :)

15.)do you trust this person?

- Do i HAVE to trust him ? what for ? he's just a person to me

16.)whats their best facial feature?

- His eyes, his eyes . Make the stars look like they're not shining . Haha japjap lg sket hihi his smile his smile makes the whole world stops and stares for awhile xD 

17.)hair color?

- a lil bit of black or maybe brown . idontgivea tutttt bout it :D haha

18.)what does he/she smell like?

- smell? Entah gila punya soalan kan? im not a dog ok . SNIFF SNIFF :P lol

19.)do he like you?

- No and he probably wouldn't

20.)do you live near them?

- No. far far away macam Shrek and Fiona HaHa . dia dkk Uda . me jauhhh kot

21.)do they have a boyfriend/girlfriend?

- Not yet i think . or yes he did ? entah . hoho :O

theawsome M