giving up seems a lil bit easier . i dont live to please you and somehow i wish i had the replay and fast forward button but i guess life wasnt that easy and you cant please everyone .

i know that you'll be a star in somebody else's sky and be a moonlight when its dark but that somebody is not me .

go dai

im hard . complicated and BEYOND your brain to understand . believe me even myself do not understand ME. dont blame ME because you dont know ME . dont try to understand because i know you wouldnt . just back off .

my SUPERMAN

daddydaddy who , daddy me :D this is for you papa and including mama too :)

You were my strength when I was weak

You were my voice when I couldn't speak

You were my eyes when I couldn't see

You saw the best there was in me

Lifted me up when I couldn't reach

You gave me faith 'coz you believed

I'm everything I am

Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly

You touched my hand I could touch the sky

I lost my faith, you gave it back to me

You said no star was out of reach

You stood by me and I stood tall

I had your love I had it all

I'm grateful for each day you gave me

Maybe I don't know that much

But I know this much is true

I was blessed because I was loved by you

*TEXTING

papa : hari sabtu pak long ade buat kenduri dkt pontian dia jemput satu keluarga .

me : tak boleh lah . sabtu sekolah papa , ada koko 

- a few minutes later  -

papa : i LOVE you

me : iloveyoumost :)

aww i really lovelovelove you daddy , thanks for being there for me . and i still remember mase kita pegy pontian together because i have mrsm exam there . you're my backbone :) and you're the coolest dad ever and i couldnt wish for anything more. you're my best buddy and i bet the kids there were so jealous of us because they're dad was not awsome as you do :D toodles and tcare, 

your beloved daughter , M xoxo 

sun

everyday is a brand new one , im gonna get my head up . straigthen my body . take all the chances and oppurtunity in life .  keep smiling and i know there's a rainbow in every journey . im gonna try to have no regrets anymore . dear M keep it that way , you know thats the best for you AND him . new hope thats all i wish for so please please please understand me .  there's a whole world around us (: