first day :')

assalamualakumwarahmatuallahiwabarakatuh :))*BAIK kankan xP let me see , dtg sch mcm biasa . mls nk bgn pagi ==' ngantuk serius . mata ber EYEBAG sgala mcm sbb slalu tdo lmbt time cuti . HUAHUA pdn muka kau M , so smpai2 cr esah nd aten . dh jumpe high five in the air :) pastu msk dwn . pgws ddk luar ? WTFISHCRAB lah kn mcm tk biasa . kenal dgn 'PENGETUA TERCINTAAA' auww PN HJH RAUDAH ex seta :D ayt dy yg sgt FEMES AMOUS satu sekolah :
1- tak kenal maka tak cinta
2- jodoh maut ajal pertemuan semua di tgn TUHAN xD
3. UDA lelaki muka soleh dan perempuan solehah .
first day beb firstt dayyy :DDD sukee bebeno oden :) hee *ayat dh disah kan chop kebenaran SIRIM . i got ST same dgn esah aten pah dacyn ain syah suri jiha eyqa faraheen too many and lots . ZIAAA rindu kau wlaupon kls sblh2 aku nak kte satu kelas mcm dlu . sebakkk oden :'( tahan tahan siket lg .

excited GALILEO GALILEI GILO nak 'belaja' lah kan *bm sgt best smpai krgn pon aku tk lps . serius dalame tk bc buku . THE TRUTH :D *addmath cm nii eh ==] muke tk bole tegang habes , serius sume pndg kwn2 dkt sbelah . me tgok faten : madah nk bedekak jelahh kan . seriusss aten ILY LOTS you make my day. esah my LIL SISTER :* muahh pah tak hbes2 kne dengki kan , hee sorry beg REEBOK . dacyn slh dgr lwk gilaaaa , rinduu nadee yg havoc and story hot from hell :( RINDU my PELAM and ELF muchomuchiemuch. class ST pack gilaa like 57 people . JAM and HAYWIRE boleh takk, sume mcm tak biasa lg *msing2 rndu bdk class mse form3 . HONESTLY ME TOO , rindu everything every moments . nk blok A tanak ddk cabin. panas mcm cacing :P balik rmh terus cr my one and only BED , imy nak bwk katil pegy sch boleh . MELEBEH kan :D LOL
to tiptoppers : aneesa.fatin.pah.nadee.zul.hasyir.sapik.din. ILY girls and guys lots , ingt nnt jumpe tepi jalan SENYUM :3 pastu acer lari keliling padang . huahuahua nnt jgn lupe okay TIPTOP forever and after :'( cennggg malam2 nanges *airmata jatuh ats buku +math . HEBATT kan , tade mood lgsg nk bc . imiss everything and i wish it was just a dream . I DONT WANNABE in FORM4 just yet . korg tc always , mkn ingt org tiptop bc bismillah . mse solat and before tidur doakan SPM straight A's AMINYARABBALAMIN (:  day one was easy but full of tears, OKAY NEXT DAY lailai bebeh .

BREATH

breath in breath out , hmm I'M CONFUSED DILEMMA SAD AND TOO DEPRESSED . anyway thanks aneesanasir and fatinrashid plus mizanjais sbb teman kan i pegy beli brg sch for today . esah and me got new bag, PURPLE kan esah kan . heee comel sgt , i love it . mama pon ckp lawa :) you girls made my day and aten dr td tak boleh benti gelak jeh kan smpai dlm kereta . HUAHUAHUA :D

SCH : teknik or uda = DILEMMA . i want new people new teachers new environment new things new world to explore new books new subjects new ME new everything and new year 2011 . i want every single thing to be new , i know its kinda demanding but thats the truth . im sick of being tired all the time :( i want people to understand me 'AS IF' . hmm life is pretending to be fine and okay eventhough you're not . so lets face it , mana2 sch is the same right . it depends on us wether to make it succesful or not , so M have faith in yourself . keep calm and pick the right ones . YOU CAN DO IT girl (:

to A please understand me . you can do it too for yourself . try to have no regrets . im sorry more than words and more than you'll ever know . let it go  :'(

pretending

one.one.eleven and all i can do is stay still in one corner , school's coming in monday and yet im still in DILEMMA . feeling sucks more than ever , scared and lost . everybody's got their own life pathway and where am i ? STUCK IN A MOMENT :( sorry A sorry A sorry A the hardest thing to say and i know i broke the promise and i feel down down down , i shouldnt do that to you because you deserve so much more and all i can do is mess everything up , this time its bigger because i broke somebody's heart into pieces and it feels like shit because i dont know how to keep the pieces back together . im waiting so give me your answer because i dont wanna keep your heart in misery anymore . find your life without me and do live well because i would be the most happiest person ever to see you smile again with somebody else's . TCARE , xoxo :'(

IDIOTIC

okay all i wanna do right now is typetypeandtype*cry and non-STOP . i hate myself right now and only GOD knows how shit im feeling . where's my bed and tedddddyyy INEEDYOU .

CHOOSE between A B and C :

A = you're fine and everythings allright

B = you're okay and strong , chill

C = I FEEL LIKE A PLASTIC BAG with an EYEBAG :'(

i think im gonna pick C right now . no more hesitation , BE STRAIGHT M . 

31.12.2010

OH MY ALLAH . its here alreadyy , dem years are fast and im getting old everyday :P HAHA
so here i am wishing everybody A HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY NEW YEAR :) may ALLAH bless us in every step and action we did insyaALLAH . hoping that 2011 would be even greater awsomer fantastic-er fabulous-er magical and a new HOPE for me and others . HELLO TWO O ONE ONE :D GOODBYE TWO O ONE O and im gonna miss you memories , FIRECRACKERS xoxo 2010 and 2011 . muahhmuahh :*