IM BACK :D ROFL

haha LOL LOL LOL ROFL , GILA kan aku hari nii . so today thursday sy sebagai AHLI KOPERASI dgn bangga nya dtg dan kemas packing2 sume utk adik adik abg abg sister brother DAMN rosak tgn i nyahh , BHAHA . seriously ==' tgn berdarah2 sbb kena buku tuh sume , menangis ? OH WELL im not that sweet innocent child anymore :P so tga kemas2 tuh , ehh lupe . my GANG utk packing today :


ABANG TAI * abg PUIHHH ==] haha AMIRAH , KAK DIYANA and IZYAN pastu ASYRAF*adik kak diyana . HAHAHA GILAGILAGILA betull , mamat kecik nii baru form1 and he makes me laugh like " NONSTOP " babeh , damn sampai amirah ckp ceni ' mariam dah lah tuh weyy , kesian aku tgok kau nii lah . muka smpai naik merah ' OKAY SO i was like 'yelahyelahh aku stop nii MUKESERIUS ==' a few seconds then i pndg muke ACAP and I LAUGH AGAIN LIKE BEDEKAHH GILA IBAB PUNYA . BHAHAH and im still laughing right now ( dont imagine it ) okayokay dahh :PP


hari nii makan breakfast dgn MY GANG td tuh , menjerit2 sbb ade kucingg dkt kantin tuhh . BHAHA ceni mase tuh tga mkn nasi lemak *sambal dy pedas and sume jelir lidahhh PANASPANAS . LOL pastu kucing nii pon dtg meng-meow meow bwh meja . aku pon ape lg jerit2 lah kan , takut serius (!) adelah zmn knk2 dlu FOBIAAAA ==] pastu mira gila bedekak nye bole ckp eh eh kucing MENGANDUNG tuhh blkg kauu mariam ! ARGHHH then acap bodhobodho g betulkan " MANA ADA KUCING MENGANDUNG ? KUCING BUNTING LAHH ! " haha ngeng betul . macam2 aksi and thanks to teachers sbb belanja KFC td , yummy :D

p/s : okay aku tau ade part tak lwk bg korang tp LIKE I CARE lah kan sbb its my day anyway and a sweet one sbb asyik bedekah jeh , if you didnt find it funny then STFU *HAH gila ganas kan ? OH WELL sy sudah membesar :PP LOL *jkjk

imissmysweetdamncutelittleprettyfunnyandmakemesmileLIKEHEAVEN :'( and td first time dtg sch UDA balek after cuti . sedehsedeh plus rindu sobsob , im gonna miss that sch :( ESPECIALLY KAA and some other friends in KRK C1 B1 :)) blablabla and THE WORLD

8.12.2010

sorry dear bloggie , i miss you like heaven . dalame tak post 30things in 30days right , im lost somehow and somebody told me that life's hard and i thought its not that hard but truly dem yes so im back with a new spirit , KONON jelah . donno how long im gonna be like this but lets just wait and see dear peeps :D

day eight : a song to match your mood 

right now in front of me , everything just falls into pieces . thank you LIFE .
when i feel useless :  ITS JUST A DREAM
this song makes me cry : OPEN YOUR EYES , THANK YOU ALLAH (:
please understand : NEED YOU and i need time .

ME thingy

one minute its love and suddenly its like a battlefield , one word turns into war and the tears couldnt stop flowing, heart ache , brain disfunctional , everything seems common to me . im COMPLICATED and hard , curse a lot when im upset or mad , my hands are cold when im worried , i hate the way i look or how i am . i dont trust people because everytime i did they keep tearing that trust apart and it sucks A LOT . i love my friends despite how much they hate and backstab me from the back . DOUBLE FACES , but i know somehow they still love me even its not me . i have too many imperfections and one thing you should definitely know i am stronger everytime you hurt me stranger :) do keep that in mind 

AWSOME :D

hee sorry dear bloggie , muahmuahh imy A LOT honey . lame kn tk type dkt you , phewittt . sory lah lately mood i swing tetibe , ahh sudahh . MNG and i dh baik kan :) haha terima kasih awak . so today 11.12 i hang dgn ALIAH*myBABA , NUNAD*myLESBOpartnersecond , lanlan , nazrin and rifqi pastu din dtg :) seriously dyorg rock plus lawak . haha part tak boleh blah mse dpn popular n toilet kan , bestt GILA :D im gonna miss you guys muchomuchiemuch bebeh . ali nnt you kne turun JB lg darla , and nunad lets go beronggeng and WELCOME to the sawetgang.com dearr , hoho (:

aliBABA : ily and imy , tc always okie darla . muahmuahh xoxo :'(
nunadNENEKlesbo : haha ily babe , best gila budak semut nii . dalah comel jeh , best kn kn kn :)
nazrinTAXI : haha thanks ah kt bpk hang td , taxi wane hitam siaa , power gila . nnt hang lg bile ade aliah .
lanlanRAPUNZEL : kau lwk gila , haha seronok jeh kan td . bestt doe cita tuh madah nak gelak jeh . thumbs up lah mann :D
rifqiSILENTONE : haha lek ahh man , thanks td pgg kn popcorn aku . bedekak jeh , BHAHA xD
dinIPOD : nyahhh ! aku nk iphone , ipod , ipad and apple laptop satu . POS uma aku brother . kau cool gila nnt kte BR eh , td tuh McD ape brann kan :P lalala thanks man

korg seriously make my day , peeps you're AWSOME (: hee nnt kte hang lg okay guys . xoxo
aliandnaz : NARNIA , wewittt :PP haha oh yeahh berjaya
menunadlanlanrifqi : RAPUNZEL bedekak plus BEST GABAN :D

invisible

its 1.27 in the morning im LOST and i cant sleep either . i do sin but im not a devil , im good but not an angel . im gonna fnd me and after i found what i've been searching for lets remain silent until im ready , lets put that smile again in my face :)